hm... nth much special happen today eh, but yesterday!

haha...

ytd, when i was at break, 1/2hr only, and i was planning to buy bread to eat, cheap n can stop my hungry for a while. then there's this customer of dis fashion sitting at de jap restaurant beside dis fashion. n she invited me to have meal with her! oh my.

at first i wanna reject one. it's X u know, min $4 lei. i poor poor lo. but see her eating alone n wants some1 to accompany n she's been friendly, so i join her lo.

haha...

then we ordered our food, me ate udon, a spicy one. SHIOK ah.. haha.. n she took a set meal i will say, with rice, pieces of oil fried fish n chicken too. haha.. she had kindly offered to treat me, but i rejected. very bad lei, n thick skin i think, to let some1 i dunno treat me meal, cannot ta han lei. so i gave her de money, but she say no. so guess wad i said. haha.. i told her firmly tt, " not good la, i dun care ah, i put de money here(on de table) u can choose to take or leave it here, all i know is i'd already pay for my meals."

hmm, come to think of it now, it's kinda bad lei but i really dun 1 her to pay for me ma, so paiseh lei, haha..

tt's my very first time having meal with a customer, kinda of weird but still enjoyable..

hmm.. it's late in de morning n me have work tml, so i tata, bye bye lo..

*christmas n new yrs coming, n i haven got de time to prepaer cards, oh my.. die die..

n anyone wanna watch Death Note2 or Blood Diamond?? haha..

me feel like watching eh..

Violence

hmm, wake up at around 11am, haha, quite early in de morning eh, and i didnt slp much i suppose. slept at 3++am this morning.. hoho..

did nth much this morning, ate my porridge as breakfast, then was busying with my cross-stitching pouch, well, it's meant for Priscilla for her belated birthday present. eh, really must appologise to her lei, i so late then still haven give her her present, n hor, de present very super de CHEAP lo.. hoho =P but cheap nvm, i've put in alot of effort in making it lei, n poke my hands many times le lo!

haha...

hmm.. today went to bugis street with deb n pris.
oh ya, was initially meeting deb at 4.30pm at bugis train station, but coz i need to finish pris's present before i went to meet them ma, so i told deb to meet at 5. but in de end, i'm still late. :x

then we went to bugis street to see see. bought one cup of avocado juice, taste ok, but kinda of weird i think. ahaha,, we shared de drink among 3 of us, see we so thrifty hor~ must learn from us wor. then we just go round walk walk see see lo. at first i wanna buy shorts de, but hor, after trying some, discovered that shorts dun suit me at all, all becoz of my ugly fatty O-shape leg. haiz, sad lei.. cannot wear shorts de... den i change my target to white tops.

haha... saw some pretty n well design Tees, but many cant be tried! dots. it's very unsave to buy thins tt can't be try lei, u nv know if they suits u not lo.. so bye bye to those pretty Tees.. i love them so much lei~

then walk walk walk, try try try see see see, then came into this shop at de 2nd floor, n try a white base with green poka-dots tee. hm.. looks not bad, n it onli cost $15 . not X hor~ =D..

but i try it on le.. still coulnt decide if wanna buy not. so went to other shops to see see.. then hor, by de time when i finally decide to buy tt green shirt hor, it's already 8++pm le!!!! whoah, we shop n walk for 3hr ++ n not buying anything lei.. how amazing. n our stomach is growling like hell le. n pris was complaining tt she's very tired le n keep rushing me to make decision on which shirt to buy. then haha, guess wad, tt green tee shop auntie not bad lei, no need me bargain also can let me buy de tee at $13, all i did is ask can cheaper n she say can . hoho.. KOOL!!!

haha...

then after we bought de tee, went to terra to have our dinner. hm... we all eat set meals, n it cost $10 per meal. deb n pris had sweet n sour fish as main course while me had de chicken cutlet. taste not bad la. just tt de chicken hor, after some time cold le hard to cut onli lo.. den after we finish our meal hor, i was telling them some funny things abt Eragon n Death Note. haha.. n while i was telling, i was eating ice-cream too la. then de ice-cream "hew" spew out of my mouth.. oops.. embarassing lei..
haha...


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date: 23/12/06
time: 2.21am

post:

well well well.. a thousand hells to my stupid com! de internet broke down again not soon after i save de un-finish post, so haiz.. now no mood to continue le..

well.. roughly wad happen is we ate our dinner, n went home next..
ya tt;s wad happened in short..
oh ya.. deb gave me this.., gingerbread man.. eh.. think i'm having problem uploading de pic.. oh my..

haiz...

Violence

hmm... sometimes my stupid com's really driving me crazy.
i wonder if it's too old for proper functioning or wad, it just loVE to play games with me, especially BAD games!

haha, my com's internet's down for several times le, especially when i'm in need of it, when i feel like blogging, when i'm free. so baddie siah

oh oh...
i na ta mei ban fa eh =(


ytd, when i was at work, i met some unreasonable customers, n they really spoils my day.
so, it was really nv an easy task to work in de service industry, u need to face diff. types of ppl each day. some being friendly n nice, while some nasty n fussy.

hmm... dun really feel like saying out de whole thing, find it quite troublesome de..

so end here ba...

haha...

oh, helena should be in china now le ba...
haha..

happy holiday to her =D

Hm...

quite many things happen, but i hadn't find de time to post them up here..

so where shall i start ???


heyz...

i think insects love me lots! =x

haha... few days ago at de chalet there, me n de otheres went to de beach to watch sunrise, and on our way of return, a red ant crawled onto my jacket n make its way to my face! YUCKS!!! i can feel it crawling lo, so disgusting.
few days after the chalet, while i was working, de similar incident happened AGAIN!!! for some i dunno reason, i caught another red ant making its way to find face!!! WA!!!! scare me lei.. n oh, last night, while i'm off feom work n walking to de bus stop, an insect was crawling round my neck!!!!!! AH!!!!!! i had caught it but be4 i can have a look on wad it is, it's GONE!!! oops... y do these insects love me so much i wonder?


ok, here's another dumbo thingy i did last night.

i took bus 99 to go home la, then i was reading my newly bought U-Mag and was so engross in it that by de time i looked up to check where was i, i discovered that i had missed my stop long ago, and i was in a place which i had never been to! Oops, worst of all, my ez-link card had onli 40cents lei, which means, i had no money to take bus home. N nor was i willing to spent any money on cab for i had took it once today. so in de end, i decided to continue my ride n wait for de bus to go one round n turn back to my house there.. haha... then after some time, tata, i'm back home safely! =D

haha... think tt's all le ba, lazy n dunno wad to blog le.. hoho.. =D

VioLenCe

i'm back again at blogspot.

haha...

wonder when is de last time i blog, few days ago or??

haha

anything la. me lazy to go check..

em em..

actually i got nth much to blog nowadays de.

all i do everyday is sleep, wake up in de morning n prepare to go to work.

so really nothing much..

so i think i shall blog about my work?


haha...

currently working at This Fashion at Jurong Entertainment.

de work there is still ok, not too tough but just bit of boring i will say.

but boring is still ok, what i can't stand is de attitude of some of de stuffs there.

they appears to be friendly on de surface, but they made me felt that dey were fake.

yeah, fake.

they can joke n play with u on de surface, but who knows if they are bad-mouthing behind ur back?

n also, they have this 只许周官放火，不许百姓点灯 de attitude.

they can talk talk talk all those rubbish things when at work, but they do not allow de part times to do so!

wad de..

y dey can talk for all they want n me n de others can;t.


n y is it that they love to push thier jobs to others?

y that they are so unwilling to lend a helping hand to those in need?

ok fine, even if they dun wanna help, but Y they want to stop others from helping?

haiz...

i dun like to work with these type of colleges, yes i dun...

jia you to me ba, for that i can successfully find another part time..

=)

oh i can't play maple!

my kor deleted all de com's contents!

N i need to re-dl AGAIN!!!!

i hate it.. it tooks ages man...


oops...

this post is replete with my whinnings... =.=

haha...

maple maple.. i want maple..

Tired N Sianz

just back from work an hour ago

now tired, leg sour eh.. lots of latic acid accumulate due to de 6-hours of standing..

but de thought of money makes it all worth while..

at most tml morning i go rub rub massage lo..

haha...

hmm...

think i planing to look for another part-time job eh..

i still have time for it.. lots of time

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though o'lvl had ended for about 2 weeks le..
n it's quite pointless to worry now..
but i'm still quite worry abt it..
think i'll fail O'lvl ba..
tt's bad man~

*pray pray ehz..*


nth much to crap eh..

so end le..

How Cold-Blooded Can I be > : (

well, this afternoon i went to the nearest ntuc round my house to buy something..

i took one U-mag at the magazine corner,

then there came this uncle, from a optical shop near the ntuc which i'd visited his shop be4. "Banged", he had his right feet knocked hard onto de sharp corner of the magazine stand corner, and he tripped and fell hard to the ground, and "tuck", his forehead knocked hard onto the solid ground.

at that point of time, my hands were all occupied with stuffs, and i dunno y i'm so foolish for not taking a basket with me. I stood infront of him, with both of my hands packed, watch him fall n knocked his head onto the ground, but did not went up to lend any helping hands, nor did i went up to help him up.

I watched him rubbing his right feet in pain, n trying very hard to get up. Though i had had the urge to rush over to help him, but i did not do so. I stood there, watching coldly, watching de uncle getting up onto his feet and walk off, telling to de ntuc staffs that "i'm fine, i just tripped and fall only." ( in chinese ) i also saw this guy, with both of his hands free of things, took a glance and walked past de uncle on the ground as if nothing had happened.

after this incident, i felt so ashame of myself!

how could i be so cold-blooded to the uncle. How could i Just watch him fall and not went up to help him! that was so scary of me! How could i do that!

i should have put down my things and went up straight away to help him up, or at least asked if he's ok, and not stand there n watch as if i'm watching a show.

that's so shameful!
what's de point of taking so much education, when i didn't even help those in needs.
where did all those moral teachings gone to?

de world has changed, ppl cares mainly for their own benefits, which person really truly cares for those unfortunates, those elderlies?

i talked about this to my kor when i reach home.

he told me that he'd saw many elderlies died because of falls.
they were so vulnerable, so weak!
n it's really sad to know all these.
it's also sad to know that i can be so cold-blooded, and the world was so too. =(

treat those needy ones with care,
show more concern to de elderlies around u, they were really very pitiful..... =(


+VioLenCe+ = (

Me Back!!!

haha.. once again, i'm back le

something wrong with my com previously,

well.. it was still ok when my brother used it de night before it spoil

then de next day when i try to get connect to the internet, it CAN'T!!!

n it remain unable to connect to internet more than one week le!!!

ah!!! it's so hard to survive without com eh,,

ahaha,... then today, my brother call to singnet and blah blah blah..

after the calls, he concluded that it's de singnet cut off my com's internet connection due to a sum of $200++ overdue pays.. All thnx to my kor's stupid friend,

my kor so nice help u to open an account for handphone under his name,

n this stupid person had this $200++ bill, n he did not pay it!

then in the end, the bill kanna transfer to my kor's account!

n tata, my internet kanna cut off!

haiz haiz...

but still, it's my kor's business, i shalln't made too much comment on it..

n the com's ok!! now.. =D

haha... yay!!

+ VioLenCe+

haven been updating for 1 month 4days le..

O level.. busy chioing, but it seems that all those last min work doesnt pay.

i must really admit these:

1) i think slow

2) i write slow

3) i'm incapable of getting good grades.

4) i'm not understanding nor answering de questions

and all this had resulted in me not being able to finish almost all of my papers..

haiz...


so who's to blame???

of coz, it's none other than MYSELF!!!

looks like i'm going to fail my O le..

retake?? doubt my parents let me to do so..

so most prob i will go work factory n get low pays.. =(

sorry for my rudeness to you for i wanst in good mood

and thx for trying to comfort me n cheering me up

also, thnx for constantly telling me tt i wun fail..

but how is it possible to not to fail when i didnt even complete 3/4 of de paper??

how was i going to get gd grades with all those weakly answered questions??

eh i knew that u're trying to cheer me up, encouraging me.

so, still, thnx for all your words. =)




white lies are signs of kindness, but doesnt suits me =)

stairs to success collapsed, and path to future darkens infront of me

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am i happy?? No

am i sad?? No

am i disappointed?? Yes



so tt's all for today..

jia you all...


_________yuan___________

no point crying now, no point regretting now, for it's all OVER~

Another boring and slacking day had passed.

Priscilla's sick today, sore throat + flu. so she didn't come to sch. Shirley came n sat beside me for the whole day, so I wasn't left alone. =D thx for accompanying me wor~

I am such a good gal gal. me , kaiting n sheery went to find miss kaur after sch. We waited at the IT resource rm2 for abt half hour and she turned up at 2. Asked her some qns n she answered them very patiently. She's a better person when outside class i think. In class she looks fierce, but when we were consulting her, she was a bit, and quite, motherly~?? em.. maybe like a big sis? =) After talking n asking qns for abt one hour, we were abt to leave. Before we left, guess wad miss kaur said to me. "guanyuan, your english ah, u need to do more in your essay, they are still not up to standard." =.=lll Dots, dots, haiz.. my poor essays, pray pray that my O level el can pass siah~

Then me, kaiting n sheery walked out together to the X-broadrick bus stop to take bus.

at first, i board onto a bus 33, planing to take train home. But i alighted de bus 2 stops later. n i changed to bus 30. wa, so dumb, n such a waste of time, but i can catch some slp on it. =D ( getting crappy...)

I went to buy dinner for my kor n myself. N when i walked pass this fruit stall, that pervertic stall holder harassed me AGAIN!!! when i walked passed him, he made this "Xu Xu Xu " sound into my ear, EWKS!!!! so gross! this time i'm sure that he's doing tt to me as there's no other ppl there! Godness gracious me! Can he don be so pervertic n gross! YUCKS!!! then i quickly walked away.

today was such a weird day. i kept meeting some weird ppl. when i was reaching my blcok, an old uncle called me: " 小妹小妹" initially i didnt know he was calling me, so i just continue to walk. Then he called again. He asked me which sch i am in, so i tell him, "中正", he then tried to look at my sch badge or my buttons i dunno. BUt i really dun like ppl to do tt lei, it's such a unpleasant feeling to have someone to stare at ur name tag or sch badge or ur buttons. then the uncle said this "还有用这种钮扣啊?" so i just ans a "ya" n walked away! oh my oh my, y he asked these weird Qns?!

then i walk walk n reach my block, i went into de lift and a non-chinese old grandpa aged old man walked in after me. I am very polite, so i asked him" which floor?" n helped him pressed de button. then he tried to make conversation, he looked at my da bao rice n said "rice?" so i "ya" back again. n when the lift reached his floor, he said a "see you" n walked off. i was left there unknowing of what to do.

y today strangers like to talk to me? y old man want to tok to me? N why must i shuay shuay saw this PERVERTIC fruit stall holder!!!! OMG!!!! AH!!! i getting mad.

oh ya, one more thing. I was bathing at 8++pm, which was just now. When i was half way bathing. the phone rang so i went to ans. Oh my, it's a call from my auntie's brother. N know what! he n his family were outside of my house now. STUNNED i was. i held on to the speaker n stare frightenly outside the windows, and i saw their shades. u know, me half way bathing, body wet wet, still had shampoo and shower gel on me, and i was at home alone too. So i quickly went to wash away de shampoo n shower gel, wiped myself dry n hurried to open de door. they saw my this 狼狈look siah, n after knowing that none of my family members are at home, they just walked off without even saying a Bye. WAD DE HELL!!! then wads the point of me rushing to open de door!

HMMP!!! today's such a bad day for me, nothing really went smooth n i had be so unfortunate to meet with so many weird ppl in less than 5 hour's time! dots...

One last thing before i ends this post. i went down to she NTUC to buy bread at 7+pm. and when i was on my way back, i saw this group of old ah beis gathering again, under the trees near de passage way under the block. they tied ropes in between the trees and they were hanging several lanterns on the ropes. so CutE~!!! =D Happy Mooncake Festival to ya, de ah beis~=D and to all my friends too.. =>

+VioLenCe+

School was getting more and more boring. Everyday, we went to school and spend most of my time day-dreaming, and DisTurbing Priscilla~ =P
Think i'm driving her crazy soon. =D


My mama went back to China this morning. Didn't and i can't went to send her off as i had school today, felt a bit bad for it.
Now is the most crucial period of time of my secondary school life. O level is drawing it's steps nearer than before, every one's busy preparing. Nothing should go wrong till the end of O level. My mama went back to china at the MOST unsuitable timing. I need her to wake me up every morning! x ( Now she's back in china, who's going to wake me up!!! =S

However, i didn't had a single grudge over it. My mama had already tried to postpone the time. She had been thinking of going back to china few months ago, but because she's worried of me unable to wake up to take de O, so she had decided to return to china after my O's. Now, she had no choice but to go back to china now due to her health problems. Her health is deterioating, more and more problems start to cropped up.

My mama's not the type that will say out her concerns for de family. She shows them through her actions. She had asked me this before she went to buy the air ticket. " will u hate or blame me if i go back to china now? are u able to wake up if i go back to china?" felt so touched and so loved, she still cares for me even when she's facing something that was far worse from what i'm going to face.

Mama was now in china, hope that everything goes well for her~

Though i had scolded her before, quarrelled with her before, and even cursed her before, but no matter what, she's still my mama, and i still love her lots~

+VioLenCe+

Read caro's blog, and saw the diff. between an A1 student and a C6 student.. =D

caro's version:
Went for the class outing at sentosa yesterday and I didnt regret it one bit. I left the house at about 9.20, thinking that I will be late since xiangrui told me to meet at cityhall at 9.30. Turned out that he was later than me by 25 mins. The reason? He was trying to spike his hair. Argh had to wait at the station like some dumb toot for 25 minutes with the security officers glacing in my direction because I looked suspicious.We rushed all the way to harbourfront, thinking that we were late. Turned out that we were the first ones there. When the others arrived, we walked over to the bus interchange to take a feeder bus to sentosa. After paying 3 dollars for the entrance fee and the feeder bus, we headed for palawan beach.The sand was really soft and it made walking hard. Deb, gy and I didnt want to go into the water at first as we didnt bring enough change of clothes. However, the sea looked so inviting and we eventually gave in, partly due to the fact that we were already drenched from all that splashing. We had a game of water rugby. It was hilarious, considering the fact that pauline, gy, deb and i couldnt swim and we could only run. As you know, it's not easy to run in water, so the whoel scene looked like a film in slow motion. We then proceeded to talking about our ambitions and other kinds of nonsense. A word of advice, it is impossible to play truth or dare in the water, cause the spinner will never stop.After soaking in the sea for about 1 hour, we went to bury donglin and xr in the sand. It wasnt easy cause alot of sand was required to cover them. It didnt help when they laughed or breathed too hard and the sand kept cracking. We took a few photos with the sand creatures.After that, we went back to the water and continued to allow more water to diffuse into our skins. Samantha and zhiying suffered the same fate as us as they were forced to go into the water. We pelted xr with waterbombs, although i don't think it made any difference as he was already soaked. The sand-plus-water bomb did work though. After that, we went back to the water again and treated ourselves to a circus performance, starring xr. He took some seaweed and a coconut shell and made a fool out of himself. Deb was asking if he was sick. We had a great show anyway.After that, we arranged ourselves in a circle and slowly made our way towards the deeper part of the sea. When I could hardly feel my toes touching the ground, I started shrieking. Oops sorry but i couldnt swim you see. Deb, gy and I bounced our way back to shallow waters. After soaking for somemore, we headed up to the beach to build sandcastles. Our sandcastle looked pretty decent. It had a round top like that of the control tower and a stepped side. Poor deb had to keep rebuilding the castle wall cause gy and I kept destroying it by accident.We went to the showers to take a shower. We didnt bring a towel and we were startign to wonder if we had to walk around with wet clothings. Fortunately, zhiying came up with the great idea of using...toilet paper! We took a whole bunch of toilet paper to dry ourselves but it still wasnt enough. Had to go out with damp clothings. We were better off than gy though, she didnt bring a change of clothes and had to wear the soaking wet clothes the whole day.Went to sakae for lunch. The service there was not exactly up to standard. We waited so long for our order but it never came. I think they forgot our order. We had to request for our order again before it came. Hmm, the noodles wasnt what I had expected. It was cold and the sauce was a little weird but it'll do. If you are thinking of going to sakae at sentosa, i strongly suggest you have a heavy meal first. The food will arrive by the time you are hungry.Gy, xr, zy, sam, yuang, pauline and I went for a tram ride while the others went cycling after that. We were wuliao enough to take the tram too and fro. I think the driver noticed that we havent got off the tram. We pretended to be interested on other things and avoided his gaze haha. Went for somethngcalled "jungle trail". It turned out to be a walk through the forest with weird and quirky stops in-between. We stopped at every stop to pose for pictures. One weird stop was one called 'cascade falls'. You would expec it to be a waterfall of some sort right? Not exactly. It turned out of be a small stone structure with no water, not even a trickle. There was a pool of stagnant water at the base though. Where's the BTI insecticide when you need it? We felt a sense of accomplishment when we completed the trail, although I thought that we were a buffet for the feasting mosquitoes in there.We meet up after an hour and went to play the luge. The chairlift up was really cool. That was my first time on the chairlift. We had a bird's eye view of sentosa and the view was simply breathtaking. xr and I kept looking at the cable apprehensively while deb and gy seemed to enjoy the view. Thank goodness our worries were for nothing. We saw a brightly coloured sandal on top of a tree. I wonder how will that person return home with only one sandal.The luge was really cool. It was something like a go-kart and we could control how fast we wanted to go. If only the government could introduce these on the roads. Travelling would be so much more convenient and fun.We took a bus back to palawan beach after that. By then, it was already about 7pm. We went to the southernmost point of the island and climbed up the 4-storey tower. It was a great feat, considering the fact that we weer throughly exhausted by then. We took a couple of photos before heading back to singapore. Gy, deb and I went off earlier as it was rather late.That was the first class outing that I have ever went with HM and I didnt regret going, despite the fact that I had to rush my homework. The outing was worth every second of my time and it'll be a memory that I'll carry with me for a long time to come.


my version:
i went for the outing today and had lots of fun. well, starting, i was feeling a bit of " is this outing gonna be successful due to this little number of classmates attending?"Yeah, few attended. Let me count, me, deb, dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, yanni, pauline, caroline, samantha, suree, xiangrui, zhiying, 12 people attended. Unexpectedly, this outing turn out to be replete with endless fun!=Dfirstly, we went to de palawan beach to play with the water. Initially, deb, me and caro didn't really want to play with water as we had no thoughts of wetting ourselves. However, we were being forcefully dragged into the sea by our beloved xr and pau they all. But HEY! thx lots dears, if not, we would really missed out the funs. =D It's was fun, interesting to play with and in the sea. The currents were not too weak and it;s cold. haha.. We played some ballgames, water bomb,, burried dong lin then xr and even build our own sand castles. WeeE that was so much fun.After spending about near 4-5 hours at the beach, we went to clean up, and headed to the Sakae Sushi for lunch. The food there was not bad, quite delicious, heng my money didn't go into waste. However, the service was poor, we waiting long for our food lei~After the lunch, deb, dong lin, yanni, yi yang and suree went to cycle while the rest of us went to have a tour on the Tran, and a free tour on some jungle thingy. From this jungle tour thingy, i found out something.Firstly, Pau was mature dispite of her cutie size. She's liked a mother, telling we these guai Kids on what to do, whether to take pic or continue our tour, and becareful of that very uneven floor.=DSecondly, Yu ang was no longer than hostile boy in class. He was liked a daddy, and he seems to know the ways all by his heart man. He was there, guiding us, giving us details on where will this road lead us to. Wow, cool man~ =DThirdly, we had a good photographer in the 4Hm family, and that none other than ZhiYing. haha, this gal gal hor, was busying taking photos thru out the journey, for us and for herself too. =DFourth, haha, feel so shy to say this. Our 4Hm family was so LOVING and CARING to each other. We helped our friends whom were cycling to take their bags and we took turns to carry them. have class spirit hor~; DAfter our tour, we went to meet up with the cyclists, and headed to the luge. Dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, and yanni did not try this. Hey u should try de lo, it's of so much thrilling! we took the cable car-liked thingy up to a hill. Me deb caro and xr took the same cable car-liked thingy, and some of us were quite worry that our sandals will drop and we may fall as we were hanging so high up above the ground. Upon reaching the hill, each of us took a car each, and weeE we go, began our exciting rides down the hill.Here's a recap on the frightening thing that happened to me. I knew how to drive that car, but i wasn;t sure of how to control it;s direction as the staffs didnt tell us!-.-ll so i had some difficulties in controlling the directions. And there were some turns down de track, due to me unknowing of how to turn my car, though i had successfully cross and passed all the turns, my car nearly over turn for TWICE!!! Yeah, that was no joke, i could feel the right 2 wheels of my car getting lifted up and spinning in the air. that was scary, lucky it didnt happen, lucky me. I love the speed the car travels, but it was still not fast enough i think, especially with me wearing the dumb helmet. =Dafter the luge, we went to take bus back to the palawan beach to take photos at the top floor of the tower. We crossed the bridge, and went up to the tower. had a short chat with yi yang when climbing the tower. maybe it's becoz the stairs are the circulating type, and i was tired after all the things i did, i felt quite giddy when climbing the stairs. So u nearly walk into the walls while climbing. =X oops, so dumb. after reaching the top level of the tower, it was so foolish of me to be cheated by deb and caro on the binoculars. They lied to me that the binoculars were working, when they didnt throw in any tokens( $1) and i dumbly believed them! HOW stupid can i be i wonder! ahaha, after taking the photos, we went to take bus to harbour front mrt staion, then me deb and caro went home first, yi yang went to celebrate Children's day with his family and the others, went to have their dinner together if i not wrong.That's briefly what happened today.Overall , this outing was quite a successful one, it's indeed fun. now i was looking forward to the class chalet on 4th,5th,6thof Dec. haha.. =D


so thats the diff. between us... love ya lots.. caro =D

+VioLenCe+

~幸福~

爱情幸福, 不代表拥有爱情,
爱情幸福, 也可以是短暂地靠近他, 默默的守护并望着他,
更可以是握着他的物品。

也许会有许多人不同意我的看法，但对我，这样也足够了。

有时，一时的“拥有”更胜过拥有，
因为，就是因为不曾真正拥有，所以才可贵，所以才更让人想珍惜，更能给我幸福的感觉。

相反的，当你真正拥有过是，你决不会去珍惜，去思考自己有多幸运幸福，更不会发觉自己曾身处于这幸福海中。所以，幸福在只有一方面的维持下，逐渐消失，褪去。最终，带来的只有悲伤。

just some thoughts of mine,
happiness, it's been there before, but i let it slipped away just under my nose.
+VioLenCe+

4HM 01/10/2006 OuTing~

i went for the outing today and had lots of fun.

well, starting, i was feeling a bit of " is this outing gonna be successful due to this little number of classmates attending?"
Yeah, few attended. Let me count, me, deb, dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, yanni, pauline, caroline, samantha, suree, xiangrui, zhiying, 12 people attended. Unexpectedly, this outing turn out to be replete with endless fun!=D

firstly, we went to de palawan beach to play with the water. Initially, deb, me and caro didn't really want to play with water as we had no thoughts of wetting ourselves. However, we were being forcefully dragged into the sea by our beloved xr and pau they all. But HEY! thx lots dears, if not, we would really missed out the funs. =D It's was fun, interesting to play with and in the sea. The currents were not too weak and it;s cold. haha.. We played some ballgames, water bomb,, burried dong lin then xr and even build our own sand castles. WeeE that was so much fun.

After spending about near 4-5 hours at the beach, we went to clean up, and headed to the Sakae Sushi for lunch. The food there was not bad, quite delicious, heng my money didn't go into waste. However, the service was poor, we waiting long for our food lei~

After the lunch, deb, dong lin, yanni, yi yang and suree went to cycle while the rest of us went to have a tour on the Tran, and a free tour on some jungle thingy. From this jungle tour thingy, i found out something.

Firstly, Pau was mature dispite of her cutie size. She's liked a mother, telling we these guai Kids on what to do, whether to take pic or continue our tour, and becareful of that very uneven floor.=D

Secondly, Yu ang was no longer than hostile boy in class. He was liked a daddy, and he seems to know the ways all by his heart man. He was there, guiding us, giving us details on where will this road lead us to. Wow, cool man~ =D

Thirdly, we had a good photographer in the 4Hm family, and that none other than ZhiYing. haha, this gal gal hor, was busying taking photos thru out the journey, for us and for herself too. =D

Fourth, haha, feel so shy to say this. Our 4Hm family was so LOVING and CARING to each other. We helped our friends whom were cycling to take their bags and we took turns to carry them. have class spirit hor~
; D
After our tour, we went to meet up with the cyclists, and headed to the luge. Dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, and yanni did not try this. Hey u should try de lo, it's of so much thrilling! we took the cable car-liked thingy up to a hill. Me deb caro and xr took the same cable car-liked thingy, and some of us were quite worry that our sandals will drop and we may fall as we were hanging so high up above the ground. Upon reaching the hill, each of us took a car each, and weeE we go, began our exciting rides down the hill.

Here's a recap on the frightening thing that happened to me. I knew how to drive that car, but i wasn;t sure of how to control it;s direction as the staffs didnt tell us!-.-ll so i had some difficulties in controlling the directions. And there were some turns down de track, due to me unknowing of how to turn my car, though i had successfully cross and passed all the turns, my car nearly over turn for TWICE!!! Yeah, that was no joke, i could feel the right 2 wheels of my car getting lifted up and spinning in the air. that was scary, lucky it didnt happen, lucky me. I love the speed the car travels, but it was still not fast enough i think, especially with me wearing the dumb helmet. =D

after the luge, we went to take bus back to the palawan beach to take photos at the top floor of the tower. We crossed the bridge, and went up to the tower. had a short chat with yi yang when climbing the tower. maybe it's becoz the stairs are the circulating type, and i was tired after all the things i did, i felt quite giddy when climbing the stairs. So u nearly walk into the walls while climbing. =X oops, so dumb. after reaching the top level of the tower, it was so foolish of me to be cheated by deb and caro on the binoculars. They lied to me that the binoculars were working, when they didnt throw in any tokens( $1) and i dumbly believed them! HOW stupid can i be i wonder! ahaha, after taking the photos, we went to take bus to harbour front mrt staion, then me deb and caro went home first, yi yang went to celebrate Children's day with his family and the others, went to have their dinner together if i not wrong.

That's briefly what happened today.
Overall , this outing was quite a successful one, it's indeed fun. now i was looking forward to the class chalet on 4th,5th,6thof Dec. haha.. =D

+VioLenCe+

Irritating Irritating Irritating!!!!

hate ppl to nag at me, but my Bro's nagging are increasing at a fast speed!

"Ur are u pig! Do u know that ur o's c0ming!...Blah blah blah~"
he scolded me this one min ago.

Hey hey, this is my business, not his. and it's really irritating to have someone to be constantly nagging at u, and his naggings are more to the extend of commanding u, scolding that type.

Hello you! mind ur attitude! it's my future, it's my problem if i fail my O's. if i really fail or do badly for my O's, then it;s my own problem, and wad does it got to do with him! can't he just mind his own business and just leave me alone. And wads more is that, NAGGINGS DUN WORK FOR ME!!! if nagging really works, then i wun be slacking and feeling annoyed now. the more u nag, the more i wun want to study. sounds dumb, but true. studying is something which u do from your heart, not what ppl force u to do. Nth will go in if u are forced to do it.

Irritating GUY, not gal somemore lo....

WAD de HELL IS THIS!!!

+VioLenCe+

Today was a very tiring day i think, even though i didnt do much today.

Morning spent my time slacking in school, sianz. why they can't just let us stay at home and study? It's like we went to school to stare into the blank, to chat and not really studying. hm...

school ends early today, 12.15pm. so me and deb went to toa payoh to cut my hair and eat. We saw the actor, 黄奕良, and spoke to him. hm, deb hates him lots. N honestly my 1st impression for him wasn't a very good one. the reason was that he's like tot that he himself was very famous, then was very telling us abt his pri sch de. and keep on saying abt cch(branch) even when we told him that we are from de MAIN. dots... somemore, he had a very big n pronouce beer-belly. Didn't his tummy so big de siah, he don look like tt on tv lei~ But he was tall, very. haha.. saw 2 other artist at toa payoh, but dont really know who they are.

I had my hair cut. Think it looks weird. and the new hair cut make my head to look bigger than ever. dots. sad.

Didn't do much today, but was exceptionally tired by the time i home at 5+ pm. Watch TV for one hour plus, and i decided to take a nap. *Yawns* by the time i was waken up by my dad, it's 11.30pm, to do the dish washing i suppose. dots. this is so hurting. let's treat it as he's waking me up for dinenr. i missed my dinner, so i took it as a supper in the end.

feel so tired still, and i loose voice AGAIN!!! wad de~ my poor sweet voice, so poor thingy. =)


* HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP HUAT!!!! sry ah, didn't pei u this shou xing gong go out today, i will make it back someday. =) haha.. *

+VioLenCe+

Prelim had ended, normal lessons starts from today.

Here's a brief summary on how I fair for my Prelims.
Overall, it was badly done. But to some extent, i was quite contented with what i get. But there's this weird trend which i had noticed from the results. For those subjects which i failed in Mid yr, i had miracally passed them in Prelim.However, for those that i passed in Mid yr, i had failed them in Prelim. Weird weird.


!!!InSeCt EnCoUnTeR!!!
I was waiting for my bus at the bus stop as usual. when the bus came, i board it. Then i noticed that there's something crawling from my neck to my lips, and it paused at the lips. I was curious on what that was, and thought that maybe it's my hair. so i reach over and i pinch it between my fingers. To my horror, it's a green insect that was about 1cm long. I couldnt really see wad insect it is, as the bus's light was dim. So i just smashed the insect between my fingers and pretented that nothing had happened. Ewks, insects, i simply hates them..X( wonder how i could be so calm then... wonders..

Late for school.

I was late for school today. i had actually overslept on the train and by the time i discover it, i was near reaching Pasir Ris and it was 7.15am then. This incident could have been prevented if only i didnt; off my alarm and continue to sleep when the alarm rang. Haiz, so by the time i reach school, it's 7.50am. Kanna punished by OM mr peck. He asked me to take off my shoes,(not only me, all those late comers) and do 50 squats. That was dumb, doing squats without shoes. I cheated, i only did 30 and my poor legs were already wobby. Poor thing. YAY!! I no need to report early the next morning. Reason: i told mr peck that this is my first time late for school in this yr, which was not true=P haha..

Just finish writing other ppls autograph bk, I'm BRAIN DRAIN!!! i dunno wad to write siah.. dots..


+VioLenCe+

A.maths paper1, Higher Chinese paper2, Combine Humanities.

These were the four papers we get back today. A maths once again, i failed it not too badly i will say, at least it's much better than the mid yrs and last yr mid and end of years. While i was running through my paper, i felt like killing myself. I admit that there were lots of questions which i didnt know how to do, but for those that i knew how, i had actually made lots lots of CARELESS mistakes. And guess how many marks does this careless mistakes cost? 15 MARKS!!! Faint! Oh my godness me, 15 marks, it could bring me 3 grades up! If these stupid careless mistakes weren;t made, i will have gotten myself a B4, and i can happily and proudly announced this result to my mum! well well, how am i going to break this news to her i wonder...

Higher chinese paper2 was an expected and yet dissapointed one. I expected myself to did not very well for my HCL, but i was still quite dissapointed to know that i didnt manage to clinch an A1 for the best sibject i can score. How sad it is to know.

Combine Humanities was surely a surprise and a prize for me. I had actually passed my C.H for the first time in life, i suppose. I expected myself to once again, fail terribly for it. How relieve i was to know to both my Social studies and E.History was not very badly done, even though they were neither good too. I was still quite certain that i will fail my CH once again when i received my social studies paper, and i failed it. History paper, which turned out to be helpful, real helpful, pulled my overall CH marks up and i get a pass! This is the first time i pass my history paper, and i was very satisfied with wad i get. =D

Tml's the end of all the debriefs and prelim. Will be getting back Biology paper 2 which according to miss lum, was HorriBle. i knew it clear that it was an impossible to pass my biology, and there goes both of my sciences, i will fail both! E.maths paper 2 and A. mathes paper 2 will also be returned back to us too. Let's pray, and pray hard hard that i can at least get a pass for one of them, best is 2 la, but i dont dare to hope for too high.

My L1R5, sigh, i will be top in the class for it again. ~sigh~


time to work hard,
time to settle down,
time to burried myself in the books..


+VioLenCe+

This morning, as usual, I went to a bus stop near my house to take Bus 240 to Lakeside MRT Station. I sat on the usual seat, the 2nd row of seats from the backdoor. There was, again, this bunch of boys, board the bus and sat down on the seats behind me.

Today was differernt from the other days, a small difference.

"小 姐 小 姐, 小 姐 小 姐, " I heard one guy behind me saying this, softly.

" Is he speaking to me? Or there's some other females sitting behind? " I thought to myself, wondering.

" 小 姐 小 姐, 小 姐 小 姐, " the voice goes again.

The voice sounds to be directly behind of me.

"Is he talking to me? Should I turn back ? But what if he was talking to some other females, if there are any? " I started to hesistate.

"小 姐 小 姐, 可 以 给 我 你 的 电 话 号 码 吗? " he asked, still lowering his voice.

" Is he refering to me? Shall I turn? If he was talking to me, then I ignore, he will be so embarrassed! " I thought. " But what if there was some other girls sitting behind, and he was talking to her, then i will be the one feeling embarrassed! And what if he was playing a prank on me, then I will be so dumb to turn back and fall into his pranks. " I didn't know what to do, whether to turn back or ignore.

That bunch of boys behind were all his friends, if they were playing prank on me, then the embarrassment was too huge for me to take.

So in the end, I choose to ignore the voice, pretending that I didn't heard it. The voice stops the next moment, and there was this still silent on the bus.

We got off at the same bus stop, took the same train. If I was not wrong, the mysterious voice belongs to a tall, thin boy that has FAIR SKIN!!! And he looks not bad. =D

A bit regret for if he was really talking to me, then he must had felt damn embarrassed. He might have hate me to core for this. Sorry for that, truly. [ oops ]

Wonder what will have happen if I had turn back to check who's that voice and to whom is he talking to. =D


+VioLenCe+

Prelim's over. Time for some continuous debriefs.

Debriefs started on last friday, received some of my papers. The results were truly quite disappointing. Had failed some subjects, pass some.

Today got back my Chem n E maths n El paper1. Well, i had failed the first 2, and surprisingly I passed my El paper1, which had pulled up my marks and i get a just pass for my El.

Was quite moody when I saw the marks on the E maths paper 1. Thanks yap huat n alice for constantly cheering me up. Sorry if I had frightened you two with my gloomy look.

Some one told me this today. " Your scream was so sharp"
Haha, I agree. I too agree that it was irritating to hear this screeching screams. However, I didn't purposely scream for no reason. Please people please do not poke me at the stomach area. I will scream. Others will definitely find it irritating. So no pokings ok? =D

+VioLenCe+

It's time to celebrate! Prelim was finally over! This is such an inspiring news isn't it? Ha ha. However, what awaits infront of us is not so inspiring, instead, it is dreadful I think.

Why?

Well, because we are going to have lots of debriefs starting from tomorrow. Our results will be revealed, and it is really time to pull up our socks, pull them real high.

Time to recall on today's events. Geog paper 1, a couple of climate questions came out. I didn't study climate, so I've no idea of what's the correct answer for it. So I just anyhow choose one. Due to the fact that I am a quite unlucky person, so to a far extent that my answers are wrong. Looks like once again, I'm going to fail my Geog again.

After the last prelim paper, most of the classmates are planning to go out. Lots of time were spent on deciding of where to go and what to do. In the end, they decided to catch a movie at Cineleisure. Deb, yap huat and I did not want to watch movie, so we plan to go home.

Once again, we changed our initial plans and guess where we went in the end? IMM! Whoah, that was far, not for me, but for yap huat and especially Deb. But they didn't mind! How great of them to accommodate me to go IMM, when it was so inconvenient for them.

IMM's having some expending programmes going on. The initial car park was rebuilt into a building joining the IMM. IMM had become bigger and a more variety of shops were now available at there.

We went to the some sot of food court at the first floor. Deb and yap huat ordered curry chicken with rice and me, hainanese chicken rice. $4 lei! so expensive, but it taste good, just that the chicken doesn't look like chicken meat to me.=]

After out lunch, we went to the $2 Daiso shop. I really love this shop to heart. It had a wide range of products from stationaries to food and kitchen utensils and many more too. Had so much fun exploring the whole shop. We were all dead beat when we had walked 3/4 of the shop.
Me and Deb shared a packet of sour plum. It looks appealing to me, so I a bit forced Deb to share it with me. To our utmost disappointment, it taste weird, super weird, and had a weird scent too. What a waste of my money. =(

Daiso's looking for part-timers! Haha, should have consulted them today, but I decided not to do so. Shall do that once Sept ends. Time to get myself a job, I'm in need of money, SERIOUSLY!!!!

But today's IMM trip is FUN FUN FUN!!!! haha, really enjoy it.


Here's something that I must admit. I am someone that's accident-prone. Here are some stupid and clumsy things done by me today.
1) There were benches at the 1st floor in IMM. 3 of us sat on the same bench. Nth happened to Deb and yap huat. But when I sat on it. I nearly fall and i dropped my Mariane Chong book onto the floor. I didn't know that the bench is actually dented inwards. So when I sat of it, I was shocked that I butts actually hanging in the air and I nearly fall due to that. That's dumb, really dumb.

2) I had stepped and knocked onto both Deb and yap huat. Sorry, hope i didnt hurt you. Can't seemed to balance myself well. What happen to me?

3) This took place in the ladies toilet. I had nearly walked into the MIRROR when we were leaving the toilet. I turned from the basin and walked n found myself nearly knocking into the mirror, instead of heading to the door. Dots.

Overall mood for today---> =D

+VioLenCe+

A maths paper 2 started and ended this morning at 10am.
well, paper 2 was much easier than paper 1, many will agree with me de hor~ haha
while doing de paper, for the first few times in my 18 yrs of life, i regretted for not preparing for it. yeah, truely regretted. if only had i revised my a maths, there will be a high possibility that i will know how to do that dumbo Binomial, small increasement delta y, and many more questions. Oh! and that factorisation. i must had made some calculation errors while doing the long method way, but i so stupid go cancelled my whole long division working, and i did my working in pencil somemore. that's stupid and unthoughtful of me. sad. =(


after that a maths paper2, me, alice, deb, yap huat, carol took our own sweet time to walk to the front gate and walk all de way round de half the sch to the canal to the Northlight bus stop.when we passed the technical block there, alice very gd lei, she showed me the gate which she always climb whenever she's late for sch. at first, she even planned to demo to me how to climb de ehz, but there were 3 lower sec boy boy at the back of technical block cutting their PieCe Of WoOd, so she couldn't demo.
i must really say this, alice u Pro eh u know. that gate so tall n so hard to climb, and yet u can climb over it in less than one min ( she claimed that she can, so i believe = D )

so we continued to walk to the bus stop and we went home...


+VioLenCe+

No sch today! YAY! i slept till 11am+ this morning. it felt so great to have sufficient sleep.

tomorrow a maths paper 2 is waiting for me. so i had made this plan of wad to do today, but everything went wrong because of event X.

because of event X, i had this torturous stomach ache which last from somewhere about 12noon till 4pm plus. i had run errand to the toilet for 4 times to get rid of all these rubbish in my large intestine.
and because of event X and dat stupid dumbo stomach ache, i took 2 hours to finish my Pi Dan porridge. yummy yummy, but had a hard time eating it. spoil my day. i also didnt manage to study a single thing because of even X and stomach ache. spoil my plan! haiz...

haven finish writing yap huat's autograph book, need to return him tomorrow eh, and my a maths, haven touch anything on it yet.
oh no, how am i going to do my paper tomorrow!?

let's just hope that i can do most of the questions and finish de paper before the time ends. [ though i know it's impossible. haiz.. = ( ]

+VioLenCe+

18th Sep 2006

Took E maths paper 2 first.
Hm... that was bad, truely bad.
I've calculated, the total marks i will lose away due to not attempting the questions are 37 marks.
37 over 100, that's a lot, and it's excluding those that I weren't sure of.

After E maths paper 2, had Pure Geog paper 2 at 1130.
Geog, always a failure subject to me.
I just can't pass it!
Well, part of it was due to that I did last minute work and lack of practice.
So, it's my fault for my failing in Geog.

After the papers, went to Toa Pah Yoh with Deb and Yap Huat.
Haha, I planned to buy some hair clips for myself.
But in the end, I came home empty handed.
Bought a Otah fish Man4 Bao3 for $1.20. This is the offer price eh.
Taste not bad, and bigger than what I thought it would be.

Haha, after the Man4Bao3 thingy, I dragged Deb and Yap Huat to shop Watsons with me. I simply love Watsons for it seems like it had everything available in it.Eg, food, vitamins, facial foams, accessories.
What a great variety of goods it has, so fun.
But Deb and Yap Huat seems to be quite uninterested, so, "sorry eh,i drag u into it = P "

haha.

YAY!!!
HURRAY!!!
TML NO SCHOOL!!!
CAN FINIALLY SLEEP AS MUCH AS I LIKE LE!!!

bUt I still have Add. maths paper 2 on Wed morning and Geog paper1 MCQ on Thursday morning.
NvM!!!
I believe I can survive! =D

.........MaYbE YeS MayBe No..........

hmm...
I had been eating water melons for one week le..
It's was said that water melon will help u to "do more business"
but i doesn't seem to work on me for this whole week...
I'm suffering from constipation i think...wa..
haha...

then last night, miracally, i final;y manage to complete one "successful business"!!! Whoah, I was like, " Oh my god, is this real?!"

haha...
It's never a bad thing to get rid of unwanted substances in yout body, ainy it.
Muahaha...

Then I was wondering, why is it that i ate so much of water melons but still cannot "do business"?
And I came up with this possible reason.
Maybe it's because that I am too stressed over my prelims, which resulted in my incapability to "do business"? Haha, this may be possible. Yesterday was the last paper of this week. So i can finally relax for a short while.
haha...

I just hope that my body will not play any tantrum on me anymore..
haiz...

+VioLenCe+

haven been blogging for near a week le..
haha...
reason: too tired n not in the mood.

hmm... busy with de prelim.
i flunk all my subjects, maybe except Higher Chinese???
my body had start to protest for not letting it to rest..
body aches, giddy minds, bloating stomach, constipation even though i ate a lot water melon..
haiz....

one week of prelim had passed, had spend every night mugging till morning..
haha..
was both physically and mentally drained.

now it's time to have a nice rest..

BUT my mama spoiled my plan!

she crazy crazy wake me up 8am in the morning to go market with her..
n i carry all those heavy things home, ALONE!!!!
she even asked me to MOP DE FLOOR!!!!
I'M SO SO SO TIRED!!!
haiz..

wa...
haven study my geography yet lei
how..
sure fail de...
haiz haiz...

jia you to all ... =D

+VioLenCe+

Normal day

Nothing much had happened these few days.
The one week holiday's going to end in 2 days time.
Sad,panick, worry..
Prelim starts.

I am currently using Prepaid Card for my mobile phone.
Last night, when i called to the Prepaid line to check the amount left in my phone. To my surprise, i onli had $13.25 left. i had just top it up in about a week ago, and there was $21 in it! i had overspent! Oh my goodness me, how am i going to survive if i am spending at this speed. i would use up all de money in less than 3 weeks time. It's time that i need to cut down the usage of my phone.

Another thing that I am going to blog about is that I saw lots of ants in my basin, crawling around. Had I told anyone that I dislike insects? So i cruely crushed all the ants, and wash them down the pipe. Sounds cruel, but that's what I had did.

Just discovered that I'm having my Emaths paper 1 and Social Studies paper on the upcoming Monday and EL paper 2 and History paper on Tuesday. =.=
Shall I "YAY!" or shall I " X ( "
And I also found out that I had misplaced my prelim timetable and it's no where to be found. Oh what a great news.

hahaz. how am I going to survive through the prelim i wonder...

StoRy-TeLLinG TimE

There's a Endlesstime in the KK land. Her O' Level's approaching in less than 60 days from now. But she just can't seemed to get rid of her laziness which had developed over the years. She's worried about her results but she just can't pull herself to the books.

She knew very well that her Add. Maths is far below the standard. So she suggested to her Mom that she wants to take Add.Maths tuition.

Every month, she threw $85-$106.25 into the tuition centre, hoping to see a drastic improvement in her results. However, she was disappointed each time after she got back her test results. It's always a fail.

Today, 3rd Sept 2006, she had a mock exam at her tuition centre. She actually had the time to prepare it, yet she rather spent her time on gaming and day-dreaming. When she took the exam, she was so stunned by the number of questions that she couldn't solve. She left almost every question blank! After the exam, she left the tuition centre for home, but those maths questions just can't get out of her mind. Regrets overwhelmed her, sadness surrounded her. Fears were now drawing near.

She feels guilty, she feels sad. For it's her Mom who has spent so much money on the tuition. She feels that she have let her Mom down, and also let her money go into waste. She is very afraid of the approaching Sunday, because she's going to get back her results. She knew that it will definitely bring more disappointment to herself and her Mom. What shall she do now? When what's done can't be undone. =(

To Be ConTinUe....

+VioLenCe+

today Pris gave me a morning call at 10pm..
thx le.. =)
haha...
suppose to go to bugis, Crystal Jade Restaurant, at 12noon for Mr Lai's farewell lunch,
but i made some errors in calculating the time taken for me to reach bugis..
> 15min--- to reach nearest Train station
> 30++ min--- the train time to reach bugis from Boon Lay..

so overall should take about 45-50min..
n that's the time i should left my house before 12noon

however, i mis-calculated the time..
i left house at 11.30am..
OMG!!!
so in the end, i was late, late by 23min!!!! OOpS =(
heng Deb they all had saved a seat for me=)
thx dears..

well, at the restaurant, saw Mr Lai sitting with de boys.
but he was isolating himself at alone at one side of the round table..
felt quite sorry (something likedat, or sad? ) for him..
well, at least i won't like that feeling, feeling of no one to tok to in a place where with ppl i knew...
really....

hmm...
ordered a set lunch. the food taste not bad...
but easy to get sick of it... VerY easy..
i onli had about 2-3 teaspoons of the vege soup n *blah* chicken rice, and i already had no wish to continue eating it..
haha...
but i still ate quite a lot of them..
quite yummy =)
i was quite dumbo at the dinning table..
ordered lemon tea,
i didn't know that there's *sweet syrup*( is this de correct phrase??) lying at the bottom of the glass cup..
so i just drank de lemon tea, without any stirring...
Oh My!!!
IT'S SO SO SO SWEET!!!
FAR TOO SWEET!!! YuCks >.<

didn't talk to people at the other tables..
onli talk to those sitting at the same table..
hwee kee, xiu min, deb, pris, wei yi.. n 3 sec3s
haha...

after all the eating,
it's time to BILL~
whoah!!!
guess wad, 9 ppl had ate away $144++ , including the G.S.T $7++, Service Charge $6++ and 9 tower tissues which cost $0.30 each... =.=
whoah...
so i spent about $16-$17... =(
wa...
no $$ le...
sad sad... =(
haha...

after the lunch, went to go round see see with de choir ppl...
and we took NEOPRINTS!!!
12 ppl SQUEEZING into one machine,
haha...
and all the shots we took were of the same position n pose.. =.=lll
haha...
just SmiLeZ into the camera = D
tt's de onli xpression we did ..

haha...
so fun...
then after tt, sat outside the SB cinema with deb,wei yi, jia ling, hwee kee, eunice, xenia, yan ning for about 1 hr,
then me n deb went home 1st le..

haha...
so overall, a pleasant day..

oh ya...
before me n deb went to take train, we went to the toilet..
n know wad,
there's a short blackout in the toilet!!!
for about 4--8secs i think...
quite scary...
haha...

so tt's all le ba..

i haven touch my books for 2 days le..
omg...
horrible Guan Yuan!!! >.< haha... tt's all...

+VioLenCe+

Thursday, 31 August 2006
Happy T'chers Day to all teachers..
haha...

went to sch early in the morning to watch to T'cher's Day celebration performance...

haha...

fun fun fun !!!!! >.<
haha... won't go into details.. coz it's hard to...
haha...
Mr Soon very funny lei..
he dressed himself as a Gal Councilor..
trying to mixed into a row of councilors..
in the end kanna discovered coz his far too tall..
so easy to distinguish..
n he should wear a wig too, so he could look more like de councilors..
haha... so funny...


hmm...
saw PK today...
was not as excited as last time..
time really can erase many emotions of mine..
haha...
he waved n mouthed a "hi" to me when he saw me.. =)
he's on the phone then....
haha.. so i waved back..
haha... so happy...


hmm... me, kaiting,sureeporn, yap huat, adele n jocelyn went to Suntec n Marina Square after we left the sch...
tired n having my mood swings i think...
so didnt really tok much when me kaiting n sureeporn went to shop shop 1st n jocelyn n the rest went to have their lunch.....
haha... saw some clothes which i fancied a lot..
but haiz.. i'm bankrupt sia...
so can onli see see..
n cry in my heart!!! :(
sureeporn very rich eh...
she spent $50++ today eh..
so envy her..
have $$ to buy things...
i oso want lei...
hhaa...
by de time we finished all de shopping n everything..
my legs were already trembling uncontrollably...
too sour too tired...
a sit at anywhere was what all i want at that moment...
haha...
hmm....
happy day today~ ^_^

+VioLenCe+

well...
wasn't in the correct mood for about one week or more le..
feeling rather depressed lately..
for a reason tt i don't know either..

hm...
a brief recall for wads happening in the past few days..

-Monday-
prelim chem pract.
quite a u lucky day for me.
1stly, i found a crack on my flask before i start anything
2ndly, my burette stand couldn't be tighten nor loosen!
oh my, heng de uncle help me solve tt..
3rdly, i accidentally dropped my teaspoon of Powder S into my test-tube with solution...
i got so shocked n helpless that i seek help from de uncle again..

then last but not least, for my thinking qn, i mis-read de CATION into ANION!!!
it was a 5 mark question and there goes my 5 marks!!!
damn...
....haiz....

-Tuesday-
prelim EL n HCL Paper 1...
my unluckiness was been carried over from yesterday to today.
was suffering from an upset stomach even be4 the EL Paper 1 starts..
but i didn't had the time to go to de toilet..
so i REN3, bear with it.
i'd spent too much of my precious time on my STUPID situational writing..
so too less time for CompO...
no show don't tell for my compo, language poor, lack of creativity n vocab...
n i kept of having the urge tt i'm going to loose control of my anus soon!!!
oh my...
i can predict wad i will get in a few more weeks time...
die die...


After the EL Paper1, had a near 30 min break before we start our HCL Paper1...
went to de new block 3rd floor de toilet with Caro...
i can finally do some cleaning of my large intestine...
n felt much better after de Big Business..
then we went for our HCL Paper1...
didn't do quite well for it i must say..
too many crappings for my Ying4 Yong4 Wen2
wrong structure for my Bao4 Zhang1...
bad bad...
this is real bad..
n i was constantly feeling de sharp pain in de stomach from de start till de end of de HCL Paper 1...
wa.. i'm so poor thingy i think...
so shuay for both days..


after the papers..
stayed back in class to learn the "say goodbye" song for de Zhong Zheng Jing Shen Jiang..
a nice n sad song...
love the video porn made..
haha...
4HM's de BEST!!!! =)

-Wednesday-
prelim bio pract..
mug quite hard for it...
was worried be4 taking it as it has a wide range..
so can't really predict wad de qns are...
in de end...
it's our dearest POTATO n GINGER!!!
haha...
everything went quite smoothly for me for the bio pract..
Xcept tt i didn't manage to take de correct height of de froth from chopped potato,
N also, i cut the ginger wrong way...
haha...
fine...
overall it;s still much better than de Mon n Tus..
so let's just hope that the result will be better too...??
haiz haiz....

well, today did nth much except slack, watch tv and maple..

slack...
tt's wad i did everyday..
just can't put my mind n body into work.. sch work
o LVL is approaching..
it's time to work hard...
but i'm not doing it now... =.=

watch tv..
i've been watching tv since i woke up in the morning at 9+am..
early hor... crazy rite!
i didn't want to
my mom's de culprit for it.. *hehe*
well..
i watch some meaningless programmes, the TeenTitans, Pokemon, Doremon..
and some meaningful ones...
the one on de animals thingy showing at 12noon, channalU...
haha....
slacking all de way man~

maple...
maple for 3hours++
but i was on the edge of exploding...
LAG LAG LAG!!!!
i kept lagging out...
when can i finish my those 999kills quest??
wa...
sianz...
how i wish i can play Audition like Kai and Caro...
so kool...
i wanna try to...
but~..
wad if later my com broke down again??
then i'll be in deep trouble le eh... ( my kor lo...=[ )

had a 20min ++ chat with alice on the phone
with my mom constantly distracting me by toking to me..
sry alice...
i know it's irritating..
but really sorry..
and also very sorry to alice..
for u need to repeat ur words many times
sry eh...
think i really need to go for a hearing checkup le..
haha...


having tution tml,
11 males ( including the teacher ) Vs 1 gal( me )..
i've got no one to tok to, to sit with...
boring n weird, for me la..
but just as my friend had said be4,
i shouldnt be thinking about it now..
o LVL's more important than it...
ya...
agree...
i'll try i try..
but i haven finish my work...
how?
die die le ah~
-haiz-

+VioLenCe+

My GrAtiTuDeS.... = )


did anyone notice the changes made in my blog profile???

the changes in de links ,loves, hates, and wishes...???

u must be thinking that i'm de one who did those changes are u?

If u think so...
Then u're WRONG!!!! VERY WRONG !!!!

none of those are my work...

they are all done by my DEAREST dearest Kai Kai...

kai kai...

u so li hai...

so gd...

so patient with me....

n u are so pro at this man....

good one kai kai..

No WonDer I LoVe ya SO muCH man...

i JusT can'T HeLp faLLinG In LoVe WiTh her SIah~

Kai kai~ <3

+VioLenCe+

muhahahaha~! ykt's here to disrupt gy's blog!

BLOG SKIN!!!!

ah!!! i just can't get the skin i want!!!

how come likedat one..

so ma fan siah...

help help ppl..

help me..~ = (

~MooDy~

hmm...
wads feeling quite moody and emotional this few days...
wads wrong? i really dont know...

心中有股说不出的悲哀,
为什么会这样呢?
满脑的问号...
满心的忧虑...
即将来临的最后一战,
结果将会如何呢?

+VioLenCe+

2nd post...

hm.. This is my 2nd post le..

haha..

dun really know wad to blog eh...

hm...

let me see...

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still don't really know what to do with this blogger thing,

i still have lots of problems with it...

got to change my skin.. haha =D

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today, had normal lessons, and today was quite a slack day I will say...

enjoyed the SS tutorial today, Mr Soon n his story-telling time..

fun, interesting n not to forget--> humorous.. =D

erm... me n pris today had some sot of argument...
we argued on which country interfered in de Sri Lanka conflict.
she said it's Indonesia, while I claimed it's India.
no one wants to give in n admit wrong...
so I turned back to ask Caro.. Caro said it's India..
when I told Pris tt it's India n not Indonesia,
I meant nth of proving myself correct or "See, I told ya it;s not Indonesia le!",
I just want to tell her tt it's India n not Indonesia, as she may get penalise if she write wrong fact in de actual exam..
but she seems to get the wrong meaning...
a bit of rising tension...
haiz... Sigh..
maybe I express myself in the wrong way again??? ?_? *headache*

Looks like I need to improve more on my expression le...
haha -_-
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hm....

need to apologise to Pris n Caro...
for passing my flu virus/bacteria to them...

Oops... I didn't mean to pass them to ya de..

hope u 2 get well soon...

I'm recovering from flu le I think...
I hope so...
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hm...

next week Prelim science Pract. le...

scared scared...

haven prepare.. haven study...
wad's going to happen to me...
wad's waiting ahead of me...
I wonder...
*i felt an ominous feeling * x(

N wad about my O LvL EL paper 2 n 3???

will my bad luck last till the papers???
I hope n pray tt I wont...

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Worries
Worries
n
lots of Worries...

+VioLenCe+

A Disastrous Day :(

Main Events of de Day:

1) overslpt in the morning, rush to sch like hell.
Oh well, i still manage to reach sch on time.

2) de pe organising thingy.
well, my groups' game was a bit messy, confusing.
but de teams seem to be quite enthu at it,
and they seems to have fun in it...
so should be not bad i suppose.
oh, we oso did yoga, organised n planned by meixuan's group.
quite interesting .

3) flung both my Bio n Pure Geog test..
didn't really study for open test,
so, i think i deserve wad it.

4) MOST DISASTROUS EVENT

O LEVEL EL ORAL!!!!!!!!!!
wad a damn bad day for oral.
firstly, i left my wallet at de "preparation table"
so when the 2 xaminers [orange & pink] were asking for my ic,
i couldnt produce it!
so i just told them " i think i left it in class"
silence! they were stunned.

orange broke de silence n joke" u are too shock by them? "
i'd got no idea who's de "them" he referring to, but i answered "yes"

now here came our dearest ms yee sok yee,
she brought my wallet to me..
oh, i forget to take it when i left de "preparation table"
.............weird atmosphere.......

de reading was de 1st thing.
too many words were being mis-pronounced!
i accidentally skipped some words.
" a friend in need is a friend indeed- that kind of thing?"

guess wad i said?!
-> " a friend INDEED is a friend INDEED, Er, IN NEED--- that KING of thing?"

OMG!!!! wad a stupid mistake it was.

if u think tt's all, well, i'm afraid there's something more...

becoz i had make too many mistakes in de passage,
when i had finish one of de paragraphs,
being very Unsatisfied by wad i did,
i let out a soft scream. " AHHHhhhhhhh!!"
oh GoSh! wad am i doing!
tt's O LEVEL XAMINATION dear.

then next is de picture.
2-3 sentence after discribing wad i saw
and i told de orange, " i think tt's all i have to say"
damn it, feel like giving myself a hard punch at de cheecks

dear dear dear
so, i think i will fail my oral very badly.
wads worse is tt, wad if this oral determines if i can pass El this subject?
i dunno y,
but i was quite sure tt i will fail my el in the overall...

die die die...

bad day bad day~ :(