Monday, May 25, 2009

tired,
depressed,
stressed...




at the end of the day,
it's de self tt we care abt i guess...


sadden by tt,





assignments, tasks, projects,
graphCOM,
illustrator.

SLAP tt stupid singtel modem,
connecting to internet's a CHORE now..

can hardly find space to breathe...

Friday, May 22, 2009

my house's modem's a bit sort, n now i cant connect to MY HOUSE's wireless...

i'm using some others wireless..
sianz..
i might not be online for sometime i guess

Below is my one SIDED story...
n it's biased to a certain extent...

IB case study presentation WAS HORRIBLE..
none want to present except SHE!

i didnt want to,
but i dont have a choice i guess...

chill, i'm not angry or anything abt it,
tt's just how things had to be..


n it seems like she had PREPARED for it..
so left me standing there like an IDOIT, my presentation marks going drains.
IT JUST MAKES ME THINKING TT SHE ONLY CARED ABOUT HERSELF, NOT THE GROUP.
"AS LONG AS I PRESENT WELL CAN LE, THE REST, TT'S THEIR PROBLEM FOR NOT PREPARING, FOR THROWING EVERYTHING AT ME."
tt's how i think at the moment

HELL WASTED marks..
though i'm not a good presenter, but it wont be this BAD i tell you.



IB project was an failure.
with everyone's word n works being edited without informing

trust VIOLATED!
the way she do things portrays herself as VERY capable, likes to do things on her own.
initially i tot everything was alright, every1 did their parts.
she will just compile and print it.

also, since the CASE Study we had discuss it,
she, being the one with the ppt, will edit it, n tt's how she portrays it to be.
when others asked her to send the ppt, she didnt, n onli do so this afternoon 1PM,
when the presentation was at 2PM!! with nothing DONE!


yes we are not initiative, we are at faults as well..

but pls, if u cant handle it alone, JUST SAY

it's not we DONT WANT TO DO/HELP,
but you, trying to do all and DOMINATE the whole things
doing ur own things, w/o us knowing.

n YET in the end, there's no good outcomes...


i dont like this happening.
this is 3rd yr, with everything rushing n fast paced.
i dont have to time to settle it slowly.
my friends are aiming for good grades..

i'll be HARSH..

n i'm no goody gal as well..

n it's the 2ND time le.
no more 3RD time pls...

-ve emotions are bringing every1 down...

it's not against SHE, but how she does things, how she behave in the project...


i'm venting, ranting,
I HAVE NO HIGH EQ

I DISLIKE TODAY!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

YO ppl..
i'm currently at Mag's house..

a little mahjong session to set the drinking game running....

as a beginner for mahjong game, i do have some beginner's luck n won several rounds, but i lose 3-4 consecutive runs games and drank consecutively quite a no. of alcohol..

so resulting tt i'm partially drunk.

our dear friend, HK, her BF came to fetched her away, and now mag n jess's out to buy food
they are hungry...

me, being partially drunk, was feeling giddy but yet still conscious and knowing wad i'm doing..

now i'm kinda sianz as me and mag had to be in sch by 930AM for some project compilation thing...
arg! i go do my project stuffs le,
though i'm still having the dizzy feeling..

=)

Sunday, May 17, 2009

what will you do if you bought a pair of shoes that you like, and soon after wearing, discover that it dont fits you?


1) throw it away
2) keep it but no longer wear it
3) continue to wear, till it gets comfy



a very simple example to illustrate things...


work is hectic, esp when there's sales and promotions gg on..
SHAGGED...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

once again, overslpt, n missed my MRSH lecture at 11!!!!!!
ARG!!!!!! i got to stop this bad habit....

anyway, went for facial, and meet up with Qiao Fei~
weeeee, she dressed up, n me, so sloppy likett
ahhaha

did some embarrassing stunts at "pepper plus" fitting room,
when adjusting the tube top, the whole thing came OFF!!!!!!
WTF!

lol..


Vivo-ed, white dog restaurant,
nice food i'd say, i like the ambience and those beautiful night scenes, which was pretty far from our seat..

LOL..

anyway, had a weak stomach over dinner,
yup..


working tml..
n i'm so so so TIRED!!!!!!!!
shall go catch some slp le..
hopefully, i wont be late for work tml..

having some hard time waking up recently.. =(

Thursday, May 14, 2009

skipped my BMM tutorial today, was too tired to wake up for it.

graphic com lecture, medsoc lecture then headed for home.


i went down to JOG today, after much considerations and thinkings.

AMAZING~! haha


hopefully, i can sustain ba..

anyway, jog+ brisk walk + stairs climbing for around 35mins.
i nearly fell off from the stairs when climbing my way up.
now just pray that there wont be any muscle aches tml!!!!!!!

=)



MRSH-> MCC chart!!!

ARG!!!!!! stressed..

Thursday, May 07, 2009

07/05/2009

BMM tutorial was cancelled last min this morning.

was too tired to go sch, so intended to skipped my GraphComm and MEDSOC lectures.


Rushed down to sch to celebrate our HuiKuoon's BDAY in advance!!!!!!

happy birthday gal!!!!!!

the surprise was an SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!

muahahaha..
it feels great to be together =D


n i totally missed my lectures..LOL..


anw, pooled with Jess, Mag, YJ for 6 HRS!!!!!!
tt's de longest pool session i ever had.

but we totally had fun there...



i happy today..

not happy ytd

Yong jia recommended me to listen to this song..

i like the lyrics... i really do..

yet i'm so stunned by the lyrics as well..

enjoy de song ba..

=D



張智成 - 讓時間開口


腳步重心口痛你開始淚流
太明白在未來已不能遷就
應驗了一開始有人說我們一定不會長久

淚乾了各自走不會有挽留
現在就放開不會再牽的手
沒有錯我們並沒有錯只是走不到最後*

從頭到尾安靜的承受
分開的默契我們都有
所有的想念和問候
留作以後朋友代口

當時間緩緩流走
已不適合再開口
背影隨沉默拉長
所有答案都在心上

當時間緩緩流走
會代替我們開口
寂寞再回到身旁
愛情留待別人遇上#

時間會代你開口

Monday, May 04, 2009

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

the tap's spoiled!!!!!!!
HOW DO I OFF IT!!!!!!!!!!???????



chiong-ing tutorial now..
coffee at night really keeps me awake..

LOL
sorry if my words hurt you..


i don't mean to, and that's the last thing i want to do....


do you believe?



... ...losing the ability to express myself... ...

Friday, May 01, 2009

A failure Fried Rice.


inspired by Jessica last night,
so i tried cooking fried rice today, and it turn out to be quite a failure.

firstly, it looked gross on the appearance, with some burnts and crusts here and there.
also, there were a couple of lumps of rice too.

it taste weird also. i added too much salt, and the salt didnt dissolve. so when eating, there are some over salty areas.


hahaha..

i duno how to describe the failure.
shall try fried rice next time,
hopefully, it'll be better....


=)