Saturday, September 30, 2006

Irritating Irritating Irritating!!!!

hate ppl to nag at me, but my Bro's nagging are increasing at a fast speed!

"Ur are u pig! Do u know that ur o's c0ming!...Blah blah blah~"
he scolded me this one min ago.

Hey hey, this is my business, not his. and it's really irritating to have someone to be constantly nagging at u, and his naggings are more to the extend of commanding u, scolding that type.

Hello you! mind ur attitude! it's my future, it's my problem if i fail my O's. if i really fail or do badly for my O's, then it;s my own problem, and wad does it got to do with him! can't he just mind his own business and just leave me alone. And wads more is that, NAGGINGS DUN WORK FOR ME!!! if nagging really works, then i wun be slacking and feeling annoyed now. the more u nag, the more i wun want to study. sounds dumb, but true. studying is something which u do from your heart, not what ppl force u to do. Nth will go in if u are forced to do it.

Irritating GUY, not gal somemore lo....

WAD de HELL IS THIS!!!

+VioLenCe+
Today was a very tiring day i think, even though i didnt do much today.

Morning spent my time slacking in school, sianz. why they can't just let us stay at home and study? It's like we went to school to stare into the blank, to chat and not really studying. hm...

school ends early today, 12.15pm. so me and deb went to toa payoh to cut my hair and eat. We saw the actor, 黄奕良, and spoke to him. hm, deb hates him lots. N honestly my 1st impression for him wasn't a very good one. the reason was that he's like tot that he himself was very famous, then was very telling us abt his pri sch de. and keep on saying abt cch(branch) even when we told him that we are from de MAIN. dots... somemore, he had a very big n pronouce beer-belly. Didn't his tummy so big de siah, he don look like tt on tv lei~ But he was tall, very. haha.. saw 2 other artist at toa payoh, but dont really know who they are.

I had my hair cut. Think it looks weird. and the new hair cut make my head to look bigger than ever. dots. sad.

Didn't do much today, but was exceptionally tired by the time i home at 5+ pm. Watch TV for one hour plus, and i decided to take a nap. *Yawns* by the time i was waken up by my dad, it's 11.30pm, to do the dish washing i suppose. dots. this is so hurting. let's treat it as he's waking me up for dinenr. i missed my dinner, so i took it as a supper in the end.

feel so tired still, and i loose voice AGAIN!!! wad de~ my poor sweet voice, so poor thingy. =)


* HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP HUAT!!!! sry ah, didn't pei u this shou xing gong go out today, i will make it back someday. =) haha.. *

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Prelim had ended, normal lessons starts from today.

Here's a brief summary on how I fair for my Prelims.
Overall, it was badly done. But to some extent, i was quite contented with what i get. But there's this weird trend which i had noticed from the results. For those subjects which i failed in Mid yr, i had miracally passed them in Prelim.However, for those that i passed in Mid yr, i had failed them in Prelim. Weird weird.


!!!InSeCt EnCoUnTeR!!!
I was waiting for my bus at the bus stop as usual. when the bus came, i board it. Then i noticed that there's something crawling from my neck to my lips, and it paused at the lips. I was curious on what that was, and thought that maybe it's my hair. so i reach over and i pinch it between my fingers. To my horror, it's a green insect that was about 1cm long. I couldnt really see wad insect it is, as the bus's light was dim. So i just smashed the insect between my fingers and pretented that nothing had happened. Ewks, insects, i simply hates them..X( wonder how i could be so calm then... wonders..

Late for school.

I was late for school today. i had actually overslept on the train and by the time i discover it, i was near reaching Pasir Ris and it was 7.15am then. This incident could have been prevented if only i didnt; off my alarm and continue to sleep when the alarm rang. Haiz, so by the time i reach school, it's 7.50am. Kanna punished by OM mr peck. He asked me to take off my shoes,(not only me, all those late comers) and do 50 squats. That was dumb, doing squats without shoes. I cheated, i only did 30 and my poor legs were already wobby. Poor thing. YAY!! I no need to report early the next morning. Reason: i told mr peck that this is my first time late for school in this yr, which was not true=P haha..

Just finish writing other ppls autograph bk, I'm BRAIN DRAIN!!! i dunno wad to write siah.. dots..


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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

A.maths paper1, Higher Chinese paper2, Combine Humanities.

These were the four papers we get back today. A maths once again, i failed it not too badly i will say, at least it's much better than the mid yrs and last yr mid and end of years. While i was running through my paper, i felt like killing myself. I admit that there were lots of questions which i didnt know how to do, but for those that i knew how, i had actually made lots lots of CARELESS mistakes. And guess how many marks does this careless mistakes cost? 15 MARKS!!! Faint! Oh my godness me, 15 marks, it could bring me 3 grades up! If these stupid careless mistakes weren;t made, i will have gotten myself a B4, and i can happily and proudly announced this result to my mum! well well, how am i going to break this news to her i wonder...

Higher chinese paper2 was an expected and yet dissapointed one. I expected myself to did not very well for my HCL, but i was still quite dissapointed to know that i didnt manage to clinch an A1 for the best sibject i can score. How sad it is to know.

Combine Humanities was surely a surprise and a prize for me. I had actually passed my C.H for the first time in life, i suppose. I expected myself to once again, fail terribly for it. How relieve i was to know to both my Social studies and E.History was not very badly done, even though they were neither good too. I was still quite certain that i will fail my CH once again when i received my social studies paper, and i failed it. History paper, which turned out to be helpful, real helpful, pulled my overall CH marks up and i get a pass! This is the first time i pass my history paper, and i was very satisfied with wad i get. =D

Tml's the end of all the debriefs and prelim. Will be getting back Biology paper 2 which according to miss lum, was HorriBle. i knew it clear that it was an impossible to pass my biology, and there goes both of my sciences, i will fail both! E.maths paper 2 and A. mathes paper 2 will also be returned back to us too. Let's pray, and pray hard hard that i can at least get a pass for one of them, best is 2 la, but i dont dare to hope for too high.

My L1R5, sigh, i will be top in the class for it again. ~sigh~


time to work hard,
time to settle down,
time to burried myself in the books..


+VioLenCe+

Monday, September 25, 2006

This morning, as usual, I went to a bus stop near my house to take Bus 240 to Lakeside MRT Station. I sat on the usual seat, the 2nd row of seats from the backdoor. There was, again, this bunch of boys, board the bus and sat down on the seats behind me.

Today was differernt from the other days, a small difference.

"小 姐 小 姐, 小 姐 小 姐, " I heard one guy behind me saying this, softly.

" Is he speaking to me? Or there's some other females sitting behind? " I thought to myself, wondering.

" 小 姐 小 姐, 小 姐 小 姐, " the voice goes again.

The voice sounds to be directly behind of me.

"Is he talking to me? Should I turn back ? But what if he was talking to some other females, if there are any? " I started to hesistate.

"小 姐 小 姐, 可 以 给 我 你 的 电 话 号 码 吗? " he asked, still lowering his voice.

" Is he refering to me? Shall I turn? If he was talking to me, then I ignore, he will be so embarrassed! " I thought. " But what if there was some other girls sitting behind, and he was talking to her, then i will be the one feeling embarrassed! And what if he was playing a prank on me, then I will be so dumb to turn back and fall into his pranks. " I didn't know what to do, whether to turn back or ignore.

That bunch of boys behind were all his friends, if they were playing prank on me, then the embarrassment was too huge for me to take.

So in the end, I choose to ignore the voice, pretending that I didn't heard it. The voice stops the next moment, and there was this still silent on the bus.

We got off at the same bus stop, took the same train. If I was not wrong, the mysterious voice belongs to a tall, thin boy that has FAIR SKIN!!! And he looks not bad. =D

A bit regret for if he was really talking to me, then he must had felt damn embarrassed. He might have hate me to core for this. Sorry for that, truly. [ oops ]

Wonder what will have happen if I had turn back to check who's that voice and to whom is he talking to. =D


+VioLenCe+
Prelim's over. Time for some continuous debriefs.

Debriefs started on last friday, received some of my papers. The results were truly quite disappointing. Had failed some subjects, pass some.

Today got back my Chem n E maths n El paper1. Well, i had failed the first 2, and surprisingly I passed my El paper1, which had pulled up my marks and i get a just pass for my El.

Was quite moody when I saw the marks on the E maths paper 1. Thanks yap huat n alice for constantly cheering me up. Sorry if I had frightened you two with my gloomy look.

Some one told me this today. " Your scream was so sharp"
Haha, I agree. I too agree that it was irritating to hear this screeching screams. However, I didn't purposely scream for no reason. Please people please do not poke me at the stomach area. I will scream. Others will definitely find it irritating. So no pokings ok? =D

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

It's time to celebrate! Prelim was finally over! This is such an inspiring news isn't it? Ha ha. However, what awaits infront of us is not so inspiring, instead, it is dreadful I think.

Why?

Well, because we are going to have lots of debriefs starting from tomorrow. Our results will be revealed, and it is really time to pull up our socks, pull them real high.

Time to recall on today's events. Geog paper 1, a couple of climate questions came out. I didn't study climate, so I've no idea of what's the correct answer for it. So I just anyhow choose one. Due to the fact that I am a quite unlucky person, so to a far extent that my answers are wrong. Looks like once again, I'm going to fail my Geog again.

After the last prelim paper, most of the classmates are planning to go out. Lots of time were spent on deciding of where to go and what to do. In the end, they decided to catch a movie at Cineleisure. Deb, yap huat and I did not want to watch movie, so we plan to go home.

Once again, we changed our initial plans and guess where we went in the end? IMM! Whoah, that was far, not for me, but for yap huat and especially Deb. But they didn't mind! How great of them to accommodate me to go IMM, when it was so inconvenient for them.

IMM's having some expending programmes going on. The initial car park was rebuilt into a building joining the IMM. IMM had become bigger and a more variety of shops were now available at there.

We went to the some sot of food court at the first floor. Deb and yap huat ordered curry chicken with rice and me, hainanese chicken rice. $4 lei! so expensive, but it taste good, just that the chicken doesn't look like chicken meat to me.=]

After out lunch, we went to the $2 Daiso shop. I really love this shop to heart. It had a wide range of products from stationaries to food and kitchen utensils and many more too. Had so much fun exploring the whole shop. We were all dead beat when we had walked 3/4 of the shop.
Me and Deb shared a packet of sour plum. It looks appealing to me, so I a bit forced Deb to share it with me. To our utmost disappointment, it taste weird, super weird, and had a weird scent too. What a waste of my money. =(

Daiso's looking for part-timers! Haha, should have consulted them today, but I decided not to do so. Shall do that once Sept ends. Time to get myself a job, I'm in need of money, SERIOUSLY!!!!

But today's IMM trip is FUN FUN FUN!!!! haha, really enjoy it.


Here's something that I must admit. I am someone that's accident-prone. Here are some stupid and clumsy things done by me today.
1) There were benches at the 1st floor in IMM. 3 of us sat on the same bench. Nth happened to Deb and yap huat. But when I sat on it. I nearly fall and i dropped my Mariane Chong book onto the floor. I didn't know that the bench is actually dented inwards. So when I sat of it, I was shocked that I butts actually hanging in the air and I nearly fall due to that. That's dumb, really dumb.

2) I had stepped and knocked onto both Deb and yap huat. Sorry, hope i didnt hurt you. Can't seemed to balance myself well. What happen to me?

3) This took place in the ladies toilet. I had nearly walked into the MIRROR when we were leaving the toilet. I turned from the basin and walked n found myself nearly knocking into the mirror, instead of heading to the door. Dots.

Overall mood for today---> =D

+VioLenCe+

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

A maths paper 2 started and ended this morning at 10am.
well, paper 2 was much easier than paper 1, many will agree with me de hor~ haha
while doing de paper, for the first few times in my 18 yrs of life, i regretted for not preparing for it. yeah, truely regretted. if only had i revised my a maths, there will be a high possibility that i will know how to do that dumbo Binomial, small increasement delta y, and many more questions. Oh! and that factorisation. i must had made some calculation errors while doing the long method way, but i so stupid go cancelled my whole long division working, and i did my working in pencil somemore. that's stupid and unthoughtful of me. sad. =(


after that a maths paper2, me, alice, deb, yap huat, carol took our own sweet time to walk to the front gate and walk all de way round de half the sch to the canal to the Northlight bus stop.when we passed the technical block there, alice very gd lei, she showed me the gate which she always climb whenever she's late for sch. at first, she even planned to demo to me how to climb de ehz, but there were 3 lower sec boy boy at the back of technical block cutting their PieCe Of WoOd, so she couldn't demo.
i must really say this, alice u Pro eh u know. that gate so tall n so hard to climb, and yet u can climb over it in less than one min ( she claimed that she can, so i believe = D )

so we continued to walk to the bus stop and we went home...


+VioLenCe+

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

No sch today! YAY! i slept till 11am+ this morning. it felt so great to have sufficient sleep.

tomorrow a maths paper 2 is waiting for me. so i had made this plan of wad to do today, but everything went wrong because of event X.

because of event X, i had this torturous stomach ache which last from somewhere about 12noon till 4pm plus. i had run errand to the toilet for 4 times to get rid of all these rubbish in my large intestine.
and because of event X and dat stupid dumbo stomach ache, i took 2 hours to finish my Pi Dan porridge. yummy yummy, but had a hard time eating it. spoil my day. i also didnt manage to study a single thing because of even X and stomach ache. spoil my plan! haiz...

haven finish writing yap huat's autograph book, need to return him tomorrow eh, and my a maths, haven touch anything on it yet.
oh no, how am i going to do my paper tomorrow!?

let's just hope that i can do most of the questions and finish de paper before the time ends. [ though i know it's impossible. haiz.. = ( ]

+VioLenCe+
18th Sep 2006

Took E maths paper 2 first.
Hm... that was bad, truely bad.
I've calculated, the total marks i will lose away due to not attempting the questions are 37 marks.
37 over 100, that's a lot, and it's excluding those that I weren't sure of.

After E maths paper 2, had Pure Geog paper 2 at 1130.
Geog, always a failure subject to me.
I just can't pass it!
Well, part of it was due to that I did last minute work and lack of practice.
So, it's my fault for my failing in Geog.

After the papers, went to Toa Pah Yoh with Deb and Yap Huat.
Haha, I planned to buy some hair clips for myself.
But in the end, I came home empty handed.
Bought a Otah fish Man4 Bao3 for $1.20. This is the offer price eh.
Taste not bad, and bigger than what I thought it would be.

Haha, after the Man4Bao3 thingy, I dragged Deb and Yap Huat to shop Watsons with me. I simply love Watsons for it seems like it had everything available in it.Eg, food, vitamins, facial foams, accessories.
What a great variety of goods it has, so fun.
But Deb and Yap Huat seems to be quite uninterested, so, "sorry eh,i drag u into it = P "

haha.

YAY!!!
HURRAY!!!
TML NO SCHOOL!!!
CAN FINIALLY SLEEP AS MUCH AS I LIKE LE!!!

bUt I still have Add. maths paper 2 on Wed morning and Geog paper1 MCQ on Thursday morning.
NvM!!!
I believe I can survive! =D

Saturday, September 16, 2006

.........MaYbE YeS MayBe No..........

hmm...
I had been eating water melons for one week le..
It's was said that water melon will help u to "do more business"
but i doesn't seem to work on me for this whole week...
I'm suffering from constipation i think...wa..
haha...

then last night, miracally, i final;y manage to complete one "successful business"!!! Whoah, I was like, " Oh my god, is this real?!"

haha...
It's never a bad thing to get rid of unwanted substances in yout body, ainy it.
Muahaha...

Then I was wondering, why is it that i ate so much of water melons but still cannot "do business"?
And I came up with this possible reason.
Maybe it's because that I am too stressed over my prelims, which resulted in my incapability to "do business"? Haha, this may be possible. Yesterday was the last paper of this week. So i can finally relax for a short while.
haha...

I just hope that my body will not play any tantrum on me anymore..
haiz...

+VioLenCe+
haven been blogging for near a week le..
haha...
reason: too tired n not in the mood.

hmm... busy with de prelim.
i flunk all my subjects, maybe except Higher Chinese???
my body had start to protest for not letting it to rest..
body aches, giddy minds, bloating stomach, constipation even though i ate a lot water melon..
haiz....

one week of prelim had passed, had spend every night mugging till morning..
haha..
was both physically and mentally drained.

now it's time to have a nice rest..

BUT my mama spoiled my plan!

she crazy crazy wake me up 8am in the morning to go market with her..
n i carry all those heavy things home, ALONE!!!!
she even asked me to MOP DE FLOOR!!!!
I'M SO SO SO TIRED!!!
haiz..

wa...
haven study my geography yet lei
how..
sure fail de...
haiz haiz...

jia you to all ... =D

+VioLenCe+

Friday, September 08, 2006

Normal day

Nothing much had happened these few days.
The one week holiday's going to end in 2 days time.
Sad,panick, worry..
Prelim starts.

I am currently using Prepaid Card for my mobile phone.
Last night, when i called to the Prepaid line to check the amount left in my phone. To my surprise, i onli had $13.25 left. i had just top it up in about a week ago, and there was $21 in it! i had overspent! Oh my goodness me, how am i going to survive if i am spending at this speed. i would use up all de money in less than 3 weeks time. It's time that i need to cut down the usage of my phone.

Another thing that I am going to blog about is that I saw lots of ants in my basin, crawling around. Had I told anyone that I dislike insects? So i cruely crushed all the ants, and wash them down the pipe. Sounds cruel, but that's what I had did.

Just discovered that I'm having my Emaths paper 1 and Social Studies paper on the upcoming Monday and EL paper 2 and History paper on Tuesday. =.=
Shall I "YAY!" or shall I " X ( "
And I also found out that I had misplaced my prelim timetable and it's no where to be found. Oh what a great news.

hahaz. how am I going to survive through the prelim i wonder...

Sunday, September 03, 2006

StoRy-TeLLinG TimE

There's a Endlesstime in the KK land. Her O' Level's approaching in less than 60 days from now. But she just can't seemed to get rid of her laziness which had developed over the years. She's worried about her results but she just can't pull herself to the books.

She knew very well that her Add. Maths is far below the standard. So she suggested to her Mom that she wants to take Add.Maths tuition.

Every month, she threw $85-$106.25 into the tuition centre, hoping to see a drastic improvement in her results. However, she was disappointed each time after she got back her test results. It's always a fail.

Today, 3rd Sept 2006, she had a mock exam at her tuition centre. She actually had the time to prepare it, yet she rather spent her time on gaming and day-dreaming. When she took the exam, she was so stunned by the number of questions that she couldn't solve. She left almost every question blank! After the exam, she left the tuition centre for home, but those maths questions just can't get out of her mind. Regrets overwhelmed her, sadness surrounded her. Fears were now drawing near.

She feels guilty, she feels sad. For it's her Mom who has spent so much money on the tuition. She feels that she have let her Mom down, and also let her money go into waste. She is very afraid of the approaching Sunday, because she's going to get back her results. She knew that it will definitely bring more disappointment to herself and her Mom. What shall she do now? When what's done can't be undone. =(

To Be ConTinUe....

+VioLenCe+

Friday, September 01, 2006

today Pris gave me a morning call at 10pm..
thx le.. =)
haha...
suppose to go to bugis, Crystal Jade Restaurant, at 12noon for Mr Lai's farewell lunch,
but i made some errors in calculating the time taken for me to reach bugis..
> 15min--- to reach nearest Train station
> 30++ min--- the train time to reach bugis from Boon Lay..

so overall should take about 45-50min..
n that's the time i should left my house before 12noon

however, i mis-calculated the time..
i left house at 11.30am..
OMG!!!
so in the end, i was late, late by 23min!!!! OOpS =(
heng Deb they all had saved a seat for me=)
thx dears..

well, at the restaurant, saw Mr Lai sitting with de boys.
but he was isolating himself at alone at one side of the round table..
felt quite sorry (something likedat, or sad? ) for him..
well, at least i won't like that feeling, feeling of no one to tok to in a place where with ppl i knew...
really....

hmm...
ordered a set lunch. the food taste not bad...
but easy to get sick of it... VerY easy..
i onli had about 2-3 teaspoons of the vege soup n *blah* chicken rice, and i already had no wish to continue eating it..
haha...
but i still ate quite a lot of them..
quite yummy =)
i was quite dumbo at the dinning table..
ordered lemon tea,
i didn't know that there's *sweet syrup*( is this de correct phrase??) lying at the bottom of the glass cup..
so i just drank de lemon tea, without any stirring...
Oh My!!!
IT'S SO SO SO SWEET!!!
FAR TOO SWEET!!! YuCks >.<

didn't talk to people at the other tables..
onli talk to those sitting at the same table..
hwee kee, xiu min, deb, pris, wei yi.. n 3 sec3s
haha...

after all the eating,
it's time to BILL~
whoah!!!
guess wad, 9 ppl had ate away $144++ , including the G.S.T $7++, Service Charge $6++ and 9 tower tissues which cost $0.30 each... =.=
whoah...
so i spent about $16-$17... =(
wa...
no $$ le...
sad sad... =(
haha...

after the lunch, went to go round see see with de choir ppl...
and we took NEOPRINTS!!!
12 ppl SQUEEZING into one machine,
haha...
and all the shots we took were of the same position n pose.. =.=lll
haha...
just SmiLeZ into the camera = D
tt's de onli xpression we did ..

haha...
so fun...
then after tt, sat outside the SB cinema with deb,wei yi, jia ling, hwee kee, eunice, xenia, yan ning for about 1 hr,
then me n deb went home 1st le..

haha...
so overall, a pleasant day..

oh ya...
before me n deb went to take train, we went to the toilet..
n know wad,
there's a short blackout in the toilet!!!
for about 4--8secs i think...
quite scary...
haha...

so tt's all le ba..

i haven touch my books for 2 days le..
omg...
horrible Guan Yuan!!! >.< haha... tt's all...

+VioLenCe+