hmm, something's wrong with my internet connection again~
cant use at all,
but dunno y, now suddenly can use, but dunno how long it'll last..

hmm hmm, wake up at 815am,
den went to raffles place there de spinelle*duno spelling* to do de BMGT business management project, we managed to do quite some of it..
yong jia left at around 1++pm,
she gotta do her LMS project,
PROJECTS N PROJECTS, they're driving me nut!!!!

hmm, wanna go the Euro FunFair, which was at bishan, n today's de last day le.
but in the end cancelled le.. sad..
so went to take train lo..
saw Yi Yang when walking to raffles train station..
actually is he saw me n approach me, onli then i manage to see him.. =.=lll
oops, sorry..
i'm quite blind i think...
n i wasnt really looking when walking~
so very often, i would just walked pass ppl i know without me knowing it, coz i had no idea abt it!!!!
so pls pls, i'm nt dao-ing, but just quite blind de.. =.=

oh ya, coming back to yi yang,
was quite surprise to see him,
den talk abit, n he's going to suntac, but his kor told him to get off at raffles which is totally BULLSHIT la~!!!! MUAHAHHAHA,
blur guy he had a evil kor?? haha.. jk
can i say he gd / dumb??
say him gd la,
haha.. was sms-ing, but i didnt know he reply me even when with his gf,
n oops, his gf angry..
don do tt next time oh~
MUAHAHHA~ =P
sry eh.. but doubt he got read my blog, so eh~ nvm~
MUAHAHAH

ok~
tt should be all le ba..

tml gging out, so better do some work today~
hmm hmm...
movie movie movie~!!!
but which movie eh?

29/06/07 friday~


went to sch damned early for LMS,
fahila(leader) said meet earlier at 7.15am to do the props,
i onli managed to reached at 745am. =.=lll
sry..
but it turn out tt fahila's even later than me~ =.=lll
oh well,
i rushed out of home without eating anything for the project, but turn out nthing's done,
haha~ =.=
was damn hungry lo, so went to buy a chicken pie at cheers, but it turn out to be a cold potato+veggie pie.
dots, heck la, too hungry le so just eat..
den haha~
thx to tt stupid pie, i had this terrible stomachache when having my LMS lesson, n i had to go toilet to Lao Sai siah~
smelly smelly eh..

stayed back after LMS lesson n find a place at atrium to do my blaw E-tutorial quiz, coz home's internet got prob,
den discovered tt de work i did for B-management E-learning's gone, but i rmb clearly i got save it!!!!
haiz, had to redo again..

tok to yuxuan a little when he walked pass me at atrium..
he staying back for his LMS project i think..


haiz.. bad day siah~

i felt discouraged by things around me..

first is tt i got lots of things tt's need to rush n dueing soon le..
n i haven touch on them nor do i really know wad to do~
HELL! slack too much le..

next is tt..
how kool it is to be disappointed by wad u see n experienced..
i tried to see the goods in everything,
but it just seems that i'm being too naive,
maybe i should learn to face reality.
learn nt to onli see goods,
learn to protect myself...

how kool it is to know tt blah-blah-blah was this n tt gd in some1's eyes,
but wad i see n feel had a contrast on wad i heard..
yea, kool har..
i trying be gd, but wad i got back was disappointment,
super kooll...
hell shit la...


wanna do my work de, but now mood spoil le..
kool har kool har..
holly moo la~

haiz haiz...

i wanna be happy i wanna smile,
but i was too tired to do tt...


arg~!!!! haven touch my macro-econ at all..
tml getting back macro-econ paper i think..
die le..

chat with him for 1 hr ++ last night at 2++ am
dad caught me on de phone n got a bit of scolding from dad..
haiya, heck la.. him more important.. =P

heard him sing over de phone..
aw~ just love him so much~ <3
wahahaha...


went to causeway pt to meet him~
something's nt right with me today
quite quiet n weird de..
was just nt in de mood...
my moodswing again or?? arg~ dunno la..

ate tom yam ban mian at de foodcourt..
it's too spicy le.. so i barely touch it..
actually i got touch n eat, but it looked as if nt touched at all when i gave up eating ..
haha... so watever la..

walk in causeway point for a while then we get tired n go home..

he send me to Boon lay again~ =D yipee..

he said something which gave me a shock n shy...
oots..
shant say it out here..
MUAHAHAHAHHA

tml schling..
5 hrs of br8 tml, shld be using them to do projects..

LMS LMS, nt meeting no rehearsing, how to perform de play???
n do we need any props i wonder, n y do i keep on having this feeling tt de script was a bit out of point???

arg~!!!!!
shall nt think of it le..
will drive me mad de...

tt's all le ...

smile smile smile..

23/06/07
David called asking me if wanna go visit Loon at IMM,
he's part-timing there..
i agreed, den David came fetched me, n i ride onto his bike!!!!
wa, scary siah~
but it felt gd when u feel de wind rushing pass u..
it's scary but thrilling~

took this pic at IMM..
den me n David went to JP to develpo de photo, n print it onto white tees..
present for Loon's be-lated Bday~
Loon knew nth abt it~ MUAHAHHAHAH!!!!



24/06/07
meet Loon at Boon Lay MRT, den take to Queensway n wait for David..
oh my..
David had a fall ytd when riding his bike home..
n had left side of his body glide onto de floor, skin tear~
heard from david tt got a lot of blood on his bike~ >.<

really hope tt he had rest at home..
it must hurts like hell man..

we went to marina square,
went to de kiddy palace to see ah toh 1st~
(i last time work in value dollar, n she's my supervisor)
haven seen her for yrs, n she seems to be doing fine..
haha.. was quite surprise tt she still rmb me..


den later on, went to Kbox, sing sing sing..
david left half way to de toilet to change into de tee we made ytd..
haha..
den all 3 went to change into de tee... -.-lll
nice hor~ HOHO~

*from left,
Loon, me, David...
de 2 guys are available orh~ =D



sometimes i really feel fortunate,
i always manage to meet gd ppl,
those that really cares,
all thx to them, i'm able to live my days with a wide grin~
love all those friends around me,
n thx all, for making my life a wonderful one~


时间过得好快,
快得我来不及反应过来,
快得我好想回到过去,
回到那无忧无虑的日子,
那单纯的时光。

19 June 07

meet up with TzeHui, YongJia,Clover for BCA at 1pm at de clementi mac..

do till around 4pm..

accompany clover back to sch to buy her contacts..

den rushed to PS to meet him..

by de time i reached ps, it's alrdy 5.30pm..

oops..

sry i'm late again..

we ate mac, ate de burger, but didnt really touch de fries,

coz we're running late for de movie.. =.=

haha..

watched ocean thirteen, den tcc..

den go home..

normal routine..

haha..

but he send me till BOON LAY wor~

hoho.... hoho..

*simple n sweet*

20 June 07

went alice house..

saw kai, apple, yh..

play a bit of poker,

then sheery came with her bf~

hohoho..

thx alice, kai, apple n yh, for de Bday surprise for me n sheery.. =D

haha..

they tried to keep it from us, but i somehow manage to know it...

hoho..

make wish ( actually we didnt la, was laughing away )

blow de candles, but there's this Xtra candle which refused to extiguish, no matter how hard/times we tried..

haha..

cut de cake..

cake cake!!!!

n guess how we eat de cake??

dig into the cake with spoons n forks!!!!

haha.. unique hor~ ;D

left overs

ah~ kai kai eating de strawberry~ hoho

sheery n her bf left early,


den de maggie buffet...





kai kai cooked for me~ =D


but it turned soggy by de time i eat it..


so eat a bit..





den i cooked maggie mee for de rest.. haha..


eat eat n talk talk..


den go home..


thx again~


haha..


n thx thx for de star necklace.. love it lots..~





=D

another cake.. kor paid for this~ looks yummy~

oops.. ugly me ~ haha

wasn't really in de mood to blog now..


so tt's all le..

spend de whole day rotting..
tried doing my stupid BCA 3 times, den in de end give up n didnt save de work~
so meaning, must DO AGAIN!!!!!! HELL!!!!!!!

i know i got work to do..
all those tutorials n i better start to revise my work..
but i just dunno wher to start with..

so just lost.. dunno wad to do..
sit there n blank out~...

wanna call him today..
but mama at home, so a bit weird la, to tok to him under mama's presence..
haha..
so..

miss him miss him..

haiz..
i feel discourage..
i feel annoyed..
but these are all temporary de.~
=D

hmm,
went to watch Pirates with kai n alice ytd at 5pm..
n after watching, all of us think tt it's worth it!!!
haha..
but really a bit confusing la, haha..
cant really catch de story..
den later we go eat Long John, den they go home, it's aldy 9++pm..
n i go look for sinli to pass her her bra.. =P

meet her outside heeren, pass her her thingy, den we walk all de way back to PS to take bus..
thx gal, for ya chocolate~!!! yuMMY YummY lei..
den sinli accompany me to my bus stop n waited till my bus came..
so gd of her..
love ya~ <3 then today, went to meet qiao fei at 1230pm at Jurong east train station.. then we go eat food court at de Jurong Entertainment there de food court.. there's this dunno is for wad de pipe lying on de floor.. many had tripped or nearly tripped over it.. but i didnt!!! =) but den hor, when we're abt to left, i knocked down "caution floor wet" board on the floor!!!! =.=lll dots, n i saw de gals sitting at a table near us giggling at it!!!! =.= so malu.. haiz.. den we go Kbox n sing from 2-7 pm!!!! wa tt;s damn long.. n qiao fei sing till very nice.. n me very jia lat la..haha like crow likedat.. sing sing sing till i tired le.. n went home at 7 ..

hmm. time to do some self reflection.. i've been gging out everyday eversince de last thurs, when my common test ended..


thurs
go bugis after POA CT paper..


Fri
go botanic garden for HM outing..
den go Tze's house n slp over..


Sat
go sentosa siloso beach with tze n clover sinli they all..


Sun
go Vivo with him..


Mon
go sch do project..


Tues
go PS watch pirates with kai n alice


Wed(today)
go JE with qiao fei for Kboxing..
n thx qiao fei.. for de earring.. =D



hmm hmm..
wa so so OMG lo..
haha..
so tml shall stay home n rest, do house work.. pack room..

wake up in de morning at around 9am,
thx MC, for morning call me for abt 3 times?? or is it 5??
i cant rmb..
but hoho, all i know is tt i didnt pick it up until de last call at 8.5+am..

get prepared n go out at 10am, take bus to Np, meet Tim at Lib, den after tt Fahila came..
went to 3rd floor n found seats at de corner..
talk abt IS projects..
sianz ah..
IS, i think it's really damn useless..
n may came when it's 11++,
wei kwang didnt come.. he got training till 1, n by de time he reach, we alrdy left..

me , tim, may n fahila den went to de dunno wadever place to eat lunch..
there got lots of restaurants, but nt de high class type la..
look more like foodcourt likedat..
eat some malay food, n TIM PAYS DE BILL!!!
thx man~ =D
a total of $21 dollars..
still ok la hor, for 4 ppl, food n drink..

den go take bus, TIM accompany take 174,
he can actually take bus 52, which's at another bus stop, but he lazy i think..
so in de end take 174 with me n he took it till Boon Lay Interchange, den he need to find his way back to HouGang there..
whoah~ so far..

talk talk with Tim..
ahah..
quite fun chatting with him,
his life's totally diff. from mine de..
mainly -ve things..
but he's a gd person..
yup..
=D

hmm, will i be going out tml??
Pirates pirates.. haven watch yet lei..

others' 2 week br8k seems so packed but mine, like so slack likedat..
such a great diff siah..
feel a bit useless..

u're swimming with ur friend now..
wish i was there... =D

wake up ytd feeling a bit sick sick de..
but i feek much better when it's around 2pm++
mum was constantly nagging at me to do house work,
got irritated, say her back..
but in de end still got do la,
mop de floor, wash de bath room..
n all these took me over an hour to finish..
was sweating like after exercising..

so bathe n went harbour front to meet him at 6pm
well, it's suppose to be 5 de..
but haha..
we push push push till 6..=.=
didnt do much,
eat at de vivo's foodrepublic,
i bought ThunderTea rice for both of us,
n oops, he was like =.=lll all veges, no meat.. =.=lll
sry..
haha...
i had forget tt he's a CARNIVOROUS!!!
oops.. sry sry..
den we order siew mai n de scalet dumpling too..
=D yummy..
after tt go walk walk..
den go sit down at a place tt's facing de sea..
haha..
tok tok.. den walk walk..
n go take train at around 10pm.


耍了一分任性,
得到了一分包容,
多了一分爱~

love him <3 =D
"u're part of my life" =D

看着以往的种种, 忽然有种想从头来过的狂想.
如果当初做了别的决定,今天的我又是如何的?
会更开心吗?

there's no point looking back and sigh at what's already passed,
look forward n be positive,
there's always a better day tml~
=D

haven been blogging for this wk,
so just a rough post on wad happens..

Mon, 4 June 07,
had Macro CT, although it's all true/false n multiple choice qns, but i did badly for it, screwed it up, lots of mistakes make.. dumb..

Wed, 6 June 07
Blaw CT, i simply loathe de short ans qns, i memo so hard yet i forget de ans at de spot,
n also, i cant express my ans into words, n tata, there goes my marks..
but i feel so relieve n so no burden after Blaw CT~!!! =D

Thurs, 7 June 07
Last day of my June CT, POA, overall, de paper's nt hard, as long as u had studied, passing shouldn't be a prob~
make some silly mistakes, forget to include some calculations, didnt read de qns well, n waste lots of time on some uselss things..
haha, but still ok la..
after POA, went to bugis with Clover, Mag, Tze, SinLi, Jessica, Xue Mi n YongJia..
did a little shopping at bugis street, bought 2 tees, nt bad i think..
den ate steam boat..
=D
overall, enjoyable..

Fri, 8 June 07
went to Botanic Garden with some Harmonians, 11 out of 40 turned up, including me..
botanic garden turn out to be more fun than i tot it would be,
love the picnic, cam whoreing, chatting n exploring..
we also went into de Orchid garden,
whoah, for adult ticket is $5/ person..
but for student, is $1/person..
such a gr8 diff..
see lots of orchids, n my my, alice even pluck a branch of yellow orchid, with 3 sub-branches of yellow orchids.. even thou i was de one to suggest plucking orchids.. but i mean 1 orchid flower n nt a branch of it.. -.-lll
funny alice.. funny but fun~ =D


den meet with jessica at dobby ghaut n headed to bishan, meet clover, sinli, huikuoon, xue mi n mag den went to stay over at Tze's house..
my 1st time slping over at others house, haha.
quite fun de, chat, youtubing, played some games too..

didnt really slp, but slpt at de computer table for a few hrs, 2-3 hrs i think..
neck hurts n i still feel tired..
den went to sentosa today..
saw bennette, haha.. shocked~! didnt went up to say hi, for there's no need for it, n he wif gf also..
haha

go siloso beach
went half down into water..
kanna splashed by friendz, tze they all, coz i lose in de game of zhong ji mi ma..

den later on go bathe,
den go foodcourt eat abit..

thx thx sinli, for lending me ur things..
ur tt pants looks so nice lei..
too bad i dun dare to wear too short, i feels so comfee in it!!! =D

gging harbour front again tml with him, i told him i wanna go de.. =D
long time no see him, miss him so so so.. much..

chat with him last night for abt 2 hrs..
had actually tot of wad to say be4 he calls..
but, haha, when he really calls, i cant recall a single thing..
did we talk alot?
still ok i think..
but really enjoy de chat with him.. =D
den i go slp, it's alrdy 3++am.. =D

纵然有时会怀疑有时会伤心， 但只要你的一个简单肯定，
所有疑虑就会消失，就觉得无比开心。=D
haha.. =D


spend de whole afternoon looking thru my macro econ txtbk,
n i onli manage to study 2 chpts..
damn..
progress so slow, how to take CT on mon???
n there's still POA n BLAW on 6 n 7th june.. oops, i dunno when is which test.. die..


chat a bit with pris on phone this afternoon, talk talk talk ...
she ask me wad i wanna have for Bday~
hoho..
den also talk abt things around us n blah de..
haven seen her since de last HM outing..
miss my punchbag lots.. =P
haha.. so sry lei, last time always use my violence on her, n she still can tolerate it..
pro n poor gal... =D

hoho...

random post..
shall go back to study le..
bb

haiz, took nap this afternoon at 2pm,
wanna wake up at 3.30pm to study for CT de,
but i too tired den go press away my alarm!!!!
so in de end, wale up at 6.15pm, den go watch "so u think u can dance"
wa, just simply love this show, n PRO siah, all those dancers..

haha, suddenly had this urge to go take some dancing as CCA,
but haha..
dun think i'll persevere de,
so uh huh..

did nth constructive today,
studied nth, wasted lots of precious time..
n here i am, blogging..
haiz...

Common Test, can i pass all my core modules??
doubt so.....

tt's all le ba..

HEADACHE!!!!
mind's exploding soon le ba..=(
haiz..
dun care le ..

go rest le.. =( =(

BUT WAIT!!!!
I CANT GO REST!!!
go slp now den tonight sure SI DOU CANT SLP!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAD DE!!!!!!!!

starting to think too much n -ve again..

went to Chinatown ytd, meet up with Jessica, tze, clover, xue mi, magd, den we head to Kster.. =D
had a lot of fun ytd, all those singings, dancings =D

den after tt went to have dessert, den go mac eat fries..
den went home..
hoho.. nt in de mood to elaborate..
eat too much heaty food, ended up having a slight sore throat.

wake up at 6am this morning, use com for a while n rush out at 7.15am for IS class..
took train to clementi to take bus to sch, n yoohoo..
saw yoyo on de bus so i just go n sit beside her. =D
she's friendly.. last time got talk to me.. so tt's y i dare go sit with her..
den talk talk a bit..
den walk to class tgt..

Think my Life Management Skills tutor dislikes me lots. i wasnt attentive in her class, i was using my lappy, n also, sometimes distracting others too.. =X
n discover the way she look at me, scary.. can see lots of dislike in her eyes..
oots..

got moody half way thru LMS, den just sort of remain quiet..
after lms, walk out sch with may, den went to take bus home..
tt's all


DUMB DUMB de stupid thumbdrive,,
dunno y, maybe tio virus or watsoever, i cant delete away some files in it..
i delte le they'll reappear one!!!!
DAMN it..
n sry to yuxuan lo,
i insert my thumbdrive into his lappy, den wa!!! got virus siah, haiz..


DUMB GY!!!
for June, i got 2 weeks of holiday, and another 3-4 days of no sch due to CT,
and i dumb dumb go buy Conssesion pass for month of june!
ZHU la!!!
wa~ wasted de 52 bucks !!!!!!!
hates it..



fed up fed up with lots of things..
my mind's in a mess now,
cant think properly..
so shall ends le ba..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<