MUAHAHHAHAHA

omg, just realised something,
i haven really been eating these few days..
max 2 meals/day, ytd worse, one meal onli..
LOL...

sianz, what's wrong with my appetite again??
weird weird..


hmm, anyway, went to Recruit Express @ Jurong East early in the morning, went there, same thing, fill in the forms, short interview, n go home.
tt's all..

seems tt many ppl went back to CCHMS today, n i didnt...
sort of regret abt it, but haha, wads de point of saying all these now..

anyway, went to taka for interview again, haiz..
i'm just so sick of all these endless interviews,
n i dun think i'll get short listed this time..
sianz...

anyway, tt's roughly wad happen today..
nth much..
just another boring day~

Job Searching..

hmm, didnt do much today, stayed at home till de evening, busy flipping through the straits times classified ads, searching for suitable jobs.
i cant recall exactly how many calls i made today, but though i called a lot of places, few are satisfying..
they either want permanant part-time or full times, if nt, onli work on weekends, which to me, was not wad i want..
y cant i just find a temp job man, i've given up de hope of finding a permanant part-time job as how many employers will really want employees tt are able to work onli on weekends when sch term starts?.. few siah..
haiz, called a lot of places, a couple of them asked me to down for interview, but i think i'm nt going for almost all of it ba, kinda sianz, n also, i HELL dunno where's that place..
ahhaha...
n now, haha, looking at de small notebook which i scribble all those adds of the interview areas, i damn damn dunno what i'm interviewing for siah, ahha, didnt note all de details nice n neatly down ... =.=lll

hmm, anyone heard of NETWORK MARKETING???
i somehow joined this network marketing company when i dun even know wads tt..
n now, i was told to buy their own products, and the core product is mattress that have magnets in it, and cost up to thousands.. FAINT!!!!
where on earth do i have tt huge sum of $$!!!
though they say it can be earned back n blah, but i still don have de slightliest intention to purchase something tt X!!!
n wad man, have earn any$$ yet den need to spend le..
sianz, looks like my $50 on de membership thingy is wasted, totally wasted..
but HELP!!! i dunno how to reject...
haiz haiz...
sianz sianz...

hahaha..

was feeling moody recently, again..
but pris called just now, asking me abt if i gg tml, complained a couple of things to her, and i felt much better after that, maybe i just need to find some1 to pour to.. =)

tml nt going back to cchms, had interview at Recruit Express@ jurong at 10am.
so by the time i reach CCHMS, it would be 11++am some where near 12 noon i suppose, by then, de celebration would have ended and ppl would have all left..
so nt gg tml..

had another interview @ 4pm @ taka 3rd floor de departmental stores there..
oh my, WHERE DE HELL IS TT??
I SIMPLY HAD NO IDEA ABT IT..
n i seriously had no interest to go all the way to orchard just for a few mins of interview, but now's a bit too late to ask ppl out le i think..
haiz, so looks like tml i'll go alone n go home straight after tt interview, provided if i can find tt place...
anyway, taka again, felt a bit OOTS haha, becoz of de cashier thingy..


felt kinda bad, had been pushing away outings for a couple of times le..
i'd try to go next time.. =)

went to the Recruit Express there for interview, anyway, tt's an agency that will help u to find jobs, if i nt wrong..

den went to n.y.d.c.@ wheelock for interview, part time server..
de manager there, whoah, look so fashion lo, n she looks V. young, really...
n i pass my interview, they want me..
but de pay there was, em.. a bit, less i would say, $5/hr..
i was expecting more..

went to sakae@ cineleisure for interview too,
de pay there also $5/hr, but it'll raise to min. $5.50 after working for 90 hrs..
but i dunno if they want me nt yet, latest notice by this fri...

went to Thai Express for dinner, whoah, tt food there nt bad siah, haha.. yummy
n thx oh, hyperkid, for the treat..
n we pooled tgt after tt..

i want a job, n i SERIOUSLY need one..
well, actually, jobs are everywhere, but it's just a matter of if u want it or nt,
yup, tt's how i feel..


soft hearted, nt a gd thing....

hmm, bad day..
went to de taka there to report for job, but somehow de person tt called me was on MC today, n the other staffs told me that they had no record of me suppose to report for work today. HELL man. n i was told to go home just likedat...
a bit fed up, a bit disappointed.
but on the other hand, i was a bit worried.
coz when tt person called me last friday, i had forgotten which day i was to report for work, whether it's de next day which was last sat, or today, Mon.. i dunno, so i assume it's today coz tt's de day i told de person i'm able to start work..
but i really dunno, maybe it's my mistake..???
QF says better call back tml n check, yea, maybe, but i was real worried tt i was the one that had make this mistake..
n wadever, now de job's gone, n i'm JOBLESS again~!!!! anyone got job to intro??
lol...
hahaha, think tt should be all le ba, got to start searching for job again...

=(
will i be able to find a job be4 my holiday ends? i wonder...

playing with fire, dangerous yet thrilling.
堕落

i dun understand wad guys are thinking, why would a guy want to show a female his private part??
sick man~
n de more i dun understand is what me myself was thinking at that point of time..
should have just listen to MC, blocke n delete this sick man!
instead, i even continue to talk to him on msn, YUCKS!!!!
i must be nuts! hate tt..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET LOST PERVERTS!!!!!!!!!!

meet up with clover at 2pm at jurong point, searching for a part time job.
yooHOO!!! haha.. clover's a violet-eyed demon!!!! ahhaha
em, it looked a bit weird at first, but after some time when i'm used to it, it seems to be okay..
but next time dun buy violet ba...
dont really suit u that much...
so, CHANGE COLOR NEXT MONTH BA~

hmm, haiz..
y ppl onli want Full time workers and not part time workers?
felt a bit discouraged when we get turn down.. =(
cant find any part time jobs we want at jurong point, n we kept on running into this pair of couple from NRA...
sianz...


de takashimaya ppl called, n i'm asked to go there on monday..
to start work or??
starting to feel worried, i scared i cant handle what i was given,
i'm afraid of disappointments...
n also, this job is onli temporary, seasonal-based.
so it would mean that i'll be jobless again once the need is gone, and i'll have to find a new job again.
how i wish i'm able to find a permanent part time job, ensuring my finance all the way even when i'm schooling..
but this seems to be tough...


i want a PERMANENT PART-TIME JOB!!!!!!

POOL!!!!!

haha, meet de YAO's at clementi today..
went to play POOL again~!!!!
haha, we played for V. long time siah, from 2pm to near 7pm+ siah
hahaa.. n de bill for our table $40.50!!!
OMG!!! so ex, n we even open a second table somemore..
ahhaha..
saw ren yao's bf, haha.. n oh ya, both of them can play well siah...
hahahah...
xue mi n yong jia came half way, n haha, i must say tt they are fast learners, V fast learners..
they can play much better than me even though it's their first time playing...
eeeee..... LOL
den yaojing Clover left halfway to meet her friend..
hahaha, she's really a laughter-producing machine siah..
haha. it's so hilarious to have her around..
hahah, i love ya HARD YAO yooHoo!!! accompanied by de Y-shape pose!!! ahahha.. nice 1.. =D
POOL was fun,
n it's V. fun with de YAOS!!!!


haha.. after pool, me, mag jess renyao n xuemi have our dinner tgt, carrot cake..
lol.. n they all cant finish their carrot cake siah, ONLI ME manage to finish all... lol
hahaha..
okay, overall, today's a FANTASTIC DAY!!!!!

ahhaha
i play pool play till my arms feel so sour.. maybe my posture's nt right ba..
hahaa..

hmm, felt quite empty today, no sch no exam no anything..
nth to do, so i went to mop floor n cook lunch for both my brother n i..
macaroni, turn out to be nt bad, quite gd for me who was first time dealing with macaroni..
ahhaha

Oh my..
i saw a big fat cockroach roaming in my room just now!!!
YUCKS!!!! i caught it running past me for 3 times!!!!
there's no one at home just now, so i got to take de newspaper n whack it myself!!!
n damn to de cockroach, it so smart de lei.. ran to those corners where i cant reach..
so haiz.. de COCKROACH'S STILL SOMEWHERE HIDING IN MY ROOM!!!!

damn...
pls pls.. pls dun fly to my bed.. i will faint de..
LOL

hahaha..
tml pool again~
yay..


i hope de takashimaya ppl will call..
ahahhahahaha
okay tt's all....
=D

POA paper today, n it's de last paper for me.. =)
hope i get all my calculations correct, n i just discovered something, i forget to cancel away de wrong answers that i did for question 1.
i got another set of answers on the 2nd page of ans booklet, but i forget to cancel away de unwanted ans on de first page of ans booklet!!!!
OMG!!! i just hope that the marker will be kindly enough to mark the answers on the second page rather than those on first page.. pray pray...

after POA paper,
me, xuemi, huikuoon,mag, jess, clover and sinli went to town, eat n POOL!!!! hohoho
i cant play well, yep i cant, lousy aiming for me..
haha.. n clover!!! u say u dunno how to play, in de end u play till so steady siah~
cheat my feelings.. LOL

oh, me n clover went to de takashimaya there to interview for cashier job at taka.
hmm, if i had decided to tell them we can start work from tml, den think the chances of us getting the job is much higher than now ba..
haha... wad am i thinking at tt point of time sia..
weird me weird brain..

exams over, time to rest slp n eat...
haha...
n i really need a job siah, i'm near bankrupt!!!!! haiz..

hahaa...
overall, today's fun fun fun~
haha...

i go slp le.. yay~ =D

hmm, haven been really slping these few days.. had been slping for less than 3 hr/ day on thurs, fri, and ytd..
been busy doing my last min mugging..
n know wad will lack of slp give rise to??
an outburst of temper, hostility at home....
sianz...
sometimes i really feel that my family's quite unlucky to have me this child.. lol

hmm, today's macro's bad, so many theory qns, though most of time i had read it last night, but still, my pea-brain's nt functioning, cant rmb all de notes tt i tried to memorise last night.. so, lots of blanks..
i just hope for a pass, let me pass pls~

poa tml, n i haven really study yet..
too tired to study le.. haha..

alright, time to mug.. =/

have been engross in reading my comic for these few days despite the fact that i haven study for my final exams n i still have 2 more papers to go..
dunno wad am i thinking, must be mad i think..
but haha.. just cant control my urge to finish de comic siah.
nice comic siah..
《鬼眼狂刀》 haha, though there are some obscene pages, n it's mainly abt violence n fighting n so on, but i still like this comic lots.. =)
haha...

now, tml's macro n i haven study yet...
all those GNP GDP, money supply n demand n so on...
OMG...
i'm going to have a hard time now..

nt feeling well, but YAY~~~
appetite's increasing~ LOVE IT!!!! =D

okay... time to study...
oops, haven mop floor yet.. HAIYA, heck la, wait till all my exams end first ba.. =D

tata

hmm, tml's de exam, n still, i didnt study much for today~
onli touch some of blaw.. but nth much really went into de brain, try asking me some blaw qns, n i'll give u think blank look!!! LOL hell moo moo la..

anw, few days ago, i found this webbie which i can view my comic online for free..
n tt's wad i've been doing everyday now siah..
die die la, haha.. y like dat one..
i cant help but to go to de webbie n see de comics lei, when i'm supposed to read my notes n books..
hahaha..

this sat have HM fireworks, feel like gg, but de prob is tt i still got 2 exams next week on mon n tues n i haven studied for them yet..
shall i or shall i not i wonder..
haha...
i'm gg nuts soon...


my appetite's still nt back yet..
cant even finished my nasi lemak siah..
sianz.. eat till wanna go puke again.. wanna force de food down also cant.. sianz..
i miss my appetite.. i wanna eat!!!!

haha.. tt's all...
bb...
comic time~ =D

some updates for today..
didnt really study, did some notes on de POA-GAAP ( Generally Accepted Accounting Principles)
hmm, nt really notes i'd say, i'm basically copying out the slides, coz didnt print them out..
but i didnt finish copying as my kor came n took over the com when i'm half way copying.. so yea.. time to stare at TV....

went out to dine with "-short-hyper-kid" at IMM, ate this shrimp dumpling noodle, it costs me $4.50 siah, nt cheap, so regardless of how no appetite i'm, i still manage to force down de whole bowl of noodles, coz cannot waste my $$ siah.. >.< but it's nt filling siah..

reach home, ate a bit rice, actually, i ate less than 2 spoonful of rice siah, n few spoons of soup n i gave up eating le.. coz cant continue le, de more i try to eat, de more i feel like PUKING!! damn, wads wrong with me.. i'm nt full yet but i manage to eat.. -.-lll
i used to eat quite a lot de, y now like so OMG...=.=


so damn sianz, i felt de hunger but i dun feel like eating..
haiz...

study study.. i seriously need to get down n study in order to pass my exams..

suddenly feel that i hate my current self..
yep..
doing things tt's so unlike me.. eg... i dunno too.. just feel so, n get disgusted by wad i did..

exams start on fri, n i'm still here doing bullshit...
sianz...
i said i'd study today, but.. turn out maybe no..
haven touch a single thing on my law n macro, n not forgetting tt damn BMGT!!!

sianz sianz..

simply...
JUZ HATE IT!!!!!



maybe it's just another mood swing.. maybe..

friends we shall be..

okay, finally asked him de Qns, n yep, my instincts are right..
like wad my friends had said..
move on~ gy

i dunno if i can do tt.
but i'll try.. give me some time n i'll sure get over it de...



*....friends we shall be....*


haven do this for quite some time le..

SMILE GY!!! =D

..........开不了口.........

added KK on msn n friendster..
hmm, wonder if we're able to keep in contact this way..
i like to keep in touch with ppl tt're gd..
yep, tt somehow reminds me tt i'm blessed, n xing fu de..



didnt have much to blog abt,
everyday was just eat n slp n play game..
less than 1/8 of each day is spend on studies..
think i'm gonna fail all my modules too.. repeat?? HOLY NO!!!
pls, let me proceed to de next sem pls....




there's something which i really wanna ask u...
but somehow, it's just so hard to be said out i think..
de fear tt everything will end once it's asked is keeping me back...
i've got this instinct that the answer will be disappointing and all the little hopes i'm clinging on will den be crushed, still, i really wanna know tt ans, regardless how hurtful it may be..
..........开不了口.........



i love this song lots..
nice song by Eason..
爱 情 转 移
Ai Qing Zhuan Yi

i dunno wad to blog...

feel like blogging something, but dunno if i should/shouldnt

friends vs "friends"
blog vs dun blog

will blogging help to settle de things troubling me? doubt so
will blogging change anything? don think so
wad will happen if i didnt make tt decision??
will u read all these??
will u care abt it??
will all these irritates u more??

i cant think now, i'm at a mess now..
just wanna vent something out, yep


smiling n laughing is easy,
wads tough to achieve is the real happiness that ur heart feels...

******************************************************************************
1.57am, wed, 08/08/2007

just realised tt i've never tell u tt 3 words in ur face be4..
i feel like crying now......

wads wrong?? lol

something is nt right with my com,
when i view my blog using Mozilla FireFox, de font colour for profile 's brown, but when i view it using Internet Explorer, de font change to HOT PINK!!!! >.< style="font-weight: bold;">

Mozilla FireFox.....................................................................


Internet Explorer.................................................................................................

hmm, had my BCA exam today at 5.20pm..
but me n clover meet in sch at 1230pm,
sin li came too

we went the library to study, fake tt we got book de project room n stayed in there for quite some time... n oops, those tt really had book de room came in n say " sorry, we had book this room."
!!!! damn malu, packed our things n went to 3rd floor, settle down at a spot near de corners n start revising our EXCEL!!!!

hmm hmm, something's wrong with fujitsu lappie siah,
the datatable cant be done by fujitsu lappy lei!!!!
both sin li n clover tried le all cannot, but LENOVO's can!!! MUAHAHAHa
so afterall, lenovo's still nt tt bad huh~
lol..
funny clover, she started going her " Fujitsu S**ks!!!*
lol..
u should look at de way she say it, damn hilarious, i cant help but to laugh like mad in de library.. lol

at 5pm, we packed up n went to blk 46 for de BCA exam,
was hoping to get de back seats, but hell moo, we're de latest..
so no choice but de front seats..
we were noisy i think, but heck la, no mood for how others thinks..

BLOODY hell lab com, hanged half way during de exam, n i even had to raise hand to call de invigilator to help me, but me too short n de lab com too HUGE, feel so paiseh lei... >.<
anw, heng i got save my work, if nt i cry siah..


bca's still alright i think, pass should be okay for me...
17aug's approaching...

hmm, feel so moodless again....
hmm..
hm.... gb time... =)

moodless..........

there's too much tots in my mind now, n i just cant express them out..

today's nt a gd day for me..

no appetite for a couple of days,

cant buy de clothes i like due to my financial constraint,

bro said some unrespectful words to mama,

mama got angry n start to nag at me..

come on la, i've aldy got my own prob le, n i really nt in de mood for ur nusiance la...

settled some problems, my dear shinny slipper also got problem too, so bought myself a new pair of slippers, just anyhow choose de somemore.. sianz..



went shopping at Central with qiao fei in the afternoon,

den went to bugis n had dinner with kenny at 7plus.

had pasta mania,

i got myself this creamy chicken de thingy,

but wa~ no appetite today n it's cheesy also,

so didnt eat alot..

after dinner go round walk a bit..

was quite talkative n chirpy today.

smiled n laughed n joked,

but the tears n sadness were burried underneath de smiles n laughters., and they are causing my heart to bleed..

well, maybe i'm a born actress (poker face) , i hide my emotions pretty well i suppose.. =/



did a bit of chatting at de platform, forced u to say out some of ur tots, but u still kept alot to urself..

diff. definitions, diff. views..
felt this tinge of joy when i heard u saying abt ur views n tots,
coz u rarely tell me anything except all those sweet talks..
but well, no point saying all of it now..

time to end de old n start the new..

watched u board de train thru de reflections of de glass door..

watched u left with de train..

all de happiness left n nothing was left behind..

一股忧伤突然涌上心头，

强忍住泪水，踏上了回家的 train

hmm, manage to smile n left........

hmm, looks like nt all things go against me...

reached home, access denied, expected but still....

hmm....

nvm...

i'm in no mood for anything..

tml bca exam, can i survive??

enough rubbish,

time to get some slp..

ByE~

Hi~

BAD DAY!!!!

haiz, simply hates my carelessness...
wanna go bugis with de rest to shop de, n meantime i can take a look out for some1's present..
but due to my carelessness, i lost my wallet, which has $70++ in it, in de canteen 2!!!!
haiz..
so in de end no shopping for me..


hm... must really thx my friends, for de effort to help me search for my wallet, n comforting me ..
n thx xue mi, sin li, jessica for lending me de money~
tt's y i can take bus n go home, if nt haha, maybe i'll need to walk home i think..
n MC!!!! weee... i love de coffee bean mocha ice blended..
hahaha.. yummy~
n gan xie wor, hahah..
for hear me keep on repeating de $70 + $21= near $100 complain..
lol...
u even help me to finish de story.... MUAHAHHAHAHA


reached home, told my parents i lose my wallet, n i lied to them that it somehow dunno when fall out of my bag, n i lied tt there's onli maybe abt $50++ in it, so heng, no scoldings, just some remarks n naggings onli. they know me too well, i'm dumb n careless, n Y CARRY SO MUCH MONEY WITH ME!!!!!
haiz...
n DUMBO la,
this is de 2nd time i lost my wallet this yr,
first time there wasnt much $$ in it, but my IC n ATM card's in de wallet..
this time, no IC no ATM card in wallet, but my $70++, our onli neoprints, our movie tickets, my ezlink..

haiz...
looks like i really got to be more alertive abt my valuables~~~!!!!! =)


though today's a bad shuay day~
but becoz of all my friends' concern,
somehow, it's nt tt bad afterall.. =D

WEE my kor rocks~!!!!

haha, thx to my kor n de modem he brought back months ago, i can now finally use my lappy to go online!!!! wee =D

haha...
now i can finally tell him " i try de modem alrdy n IT CAN BE USED!!!!"
haha..
he's been nagging me on this for dunno how many weeks le, n i'm just too lazy to try, coz need to connect a couple of things siah, troublesome la~
hahaha...

tml bugis shopping after sch...
wee..
got to take a look out on SOMEONE'S present too.. * pee pee =P
but wad to buy siah~ no idea no idea la...
hahaha..