Roaming's so expensive!!!

almost half of my bill comes from ROAMING!

=X

萧敬腾-疼爱
作词:阿信(五月天)
作曲:阿信(五月天)
专辑:同名专辑

我沈默不代表我不痛
我不痛眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受安静忍受
安静看你走

你说我很适合当朋友
你说我总是会听你说
你说别太难过保持联络
有空的时候

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

想挽留却为什麽点头
我不懂连我都不懂我
如果说的太少爱的太多
有谁能够懂

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

千言万语拥挤我的宇宙
让我震耳欲聋喔喔
有多少爱就有多少
沈默的疼痛

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

think you know me well?

think twice,

think thrice..

you might nt even know 10% of me..

human are too complex to understand...

guessing games aren't fun...

is tt hatred?

i dunno..

all i know is hurt is incurred, and they wont go off..

u did things tt i hate..

you choose to left me when i needed ur presence.

you think abt wads gd for you,

maybe u have tot for me as well.

but what u think is good for me might nt be what i wanted..

if i don need it, then it's no longer good/useful to me..

you lied to me.

you choose to protect ur privacy, hiding things from me.

you break up with me over sms again, even when you know i hate things this way, even when i keep telling you do it face to face..

too many empty words, it's all words no actions..

where are the apologies tt i wanted?

you said u will,

but u nv do so.. NOT EVEN ONCE...

i gave up everything on you..

was thinking if we can still be friends, but doubt so

u also wont want it as well..

right?

too much disappointments..

i can tolerate others..

but not lies, not constant hurts..

it's too tiring to continue....

if u want leave, then make it a clear cut..

which is wad's really gg to happen now..

from today onwards.....

.......

i dunno why u still chats with me on msn,

why still call me hon, dear and so on,

but tt wont happen anymore..

it's over...

family and love, i don have any left..

simple wish,

yet the hardest to accomplish..

Drink. Drank. Drunk?

went drinking last night,

upper circular road, kent ridge park,

3 tequila shots, half jug volka redbull, few mouths of heaven hill dry grin with coke.

high, numb, releasing control of my body, and don want to think abt anything..=)

but i wasn't knocked off nor vomit!

weeeeee, felt a sense of accomplishment!

coz i drank more than i expected =D

irritated by the most tiniest things on earth...

unstable...

I want a man like this..

=(

没一件事顺心，

没一件顺眼，

烦！

nothing's going right....

don disturb me..

i'll BITE!

LOL

YOU

tried hard not to think, to forget

but you're constantly in my mind....

ironically,

there's no much recollection/memories of you as well..

*weird fact

how do you feel when your beloved ones left you to another world.

sadness, i think...

but why do i not feel anything much,

even when my dearest grandma left me

maybe it's due to the lack of contact?

that results feelings for her faded off long ago?

or is it because feeling sad also cant changed anything.?

my grandfather just left me...

there aren't any so call closeness between us.

so neither do i feel?

again and again, people are leaving.

the same goes for you

pain, reminds me that i'm still alive.....