DIY dye my hair today.
seems a bit uneven,
but still quite happy about it.. =D

tml HRM test.
a bit worried.
all theories, how to survive through.

am i very busy?
am i wasting my time.
seriously i dunno it well.
just tired.
let me have a nice slp.
tml waking up at 8 again.
n look at the time.
haiz..
better turn in now..

when emo strikes....

脆弱时，会不自主地想有依靠吧？



太过容易相信，太容易期望，失望就越大。。



累了，失望了。



不想再懂了。。



no lies pls.

i simply hates them....

ASSHOLE OF THE SEMESTER!!!!!!!!!!

EBA meeting with the tutor this early morning.
who's right who's wrong, i seriously cant determine.
be fair, we are all at faults i suppose.
all our reluctantness, laziness, fako-ness, yea, no one's spared.
n my heck-careness abt everything during the whole process..


but i simply dun understand why,
wads the point of trying so hard to argue, putting all your time n effort to claim tt you did nth wrong, and you should get wad u deserved! n nt to forget, PUSHING ALL DE BLAMES N FAULTS AT US! (maybe i'm over sensitive? but i seriously feel so!)

HELLO PLS, AS IF U DID A LOT K.
i still cant forgive ur tt stupid short chunk of RUBBISH which dont answer to any single part of the requirements i ask u to do.
ALL RUBBISH N CRAP!

n hello...
very fun is it?!!!
to snatch my slides HALF WAY THRU THE PRESENTATION!
hell MOO FUCKER!!!
if u like my portion so much, SAY EARLIER! n nt be sucha despicible ASSHOLE to do it on the SPOT OF PRESENTATION!!!
ass HOLEE cum SELFISH BUM!

when i sms you de next day after presentation on it, u dare nt even ans it, n insteed send me a foward msg on some olympics thingy.
WAD DE!!!

n hellooo...
i wonder who's tt *pretending angelic one tt say i wont bear grudges, i'll write in the peer evaluation form on wad u all had did!*
n yet, when with teacher, u are doing ur greatest to act pityful, and at the same time, trashing us down, say we back-stabbed u, say u very hurt and shock n blah blah..
whole chunks of excuses and RUBBISH crap tt u come up to lie to others.

n one more thing, if u dont wanna work with us,
be frank n say it out,
don try to act a gd guy when u are nt!
though your friend didnt do much n didnt turn up for project,
i'm nt as pissed by him than u .
your friend says he still wanna work with us, well, i dunno how true it is, but i wont go round doubting it.
BUT HELLOOOO!!!
you obviously showed tt u don wanna work with us,
just be frank n voice it out,
dont be so coward n worse than gals CAN!
DUN 1 DEN SAY DUN 1,
NO NEED TO ACT LIKE BEING FORCED TO!

"erm, erm, *silence* erm, since he's okay with it, den.. em, i'm okay too. "
WAD DE F**K , DAMN FAKE YOU KNOW!!!!
always tryin to act pity, act your gd guy, we bad ppl..
u say we back-stab you, HELLO, i'm nt TT FREE to do tt okAY!
who cares abt u..
u tot every1 will evolve around you!
u are just some1 tt no one's wants to work with, incase u dun know.
if u are really tt popular, den how come u are left with no groups with your friend HUH!

n oh ya, i still rmb how eager u seems to be trying to show the tutor the SMS which i send wrong,
i dare to admit i send it,
but yet u are nt MAN enough to say wad u really feel, except for being there acting tt u are very hurt! ASS


FAKER!!!!
BE A MAN K!

i once tot u are nt tt bad guy, but CONGRATULATIONS, u yourself proved me WRONG and u showed me tt u are truely INDEED AN UNTRUSTWORTHY, IRRESPONSIBLE AND UNGRATEFUL ONE.
i nv try to be mean to you k, except for that sms which was meant to be send to SHE.
but u simply gets me on my nerve mind you.
i didnt use any harsh words and expose your those lies infront of the tutor, n now I SERIOUSLY REGRETED IT!

U MAKE ME FELT BULLIED,
hell man, nt much ppl make me feel so strongly be4 k..
n now, i've finally seen thru you.
don expect me to be like be4.
u better get lost in front of me,
don cha dare to cross my lines again.
i SWEAR I WONT LET THINGS OFF TT EASILY ANYMORE! REGARDLESS HOW BADLY IT WILL HARM MY IMAGES N SO ON,
U JUST WATCH OUT YOU ASSHOLE.

I DARE YOU TO TRY N DO IT AGAIN!
CBCBCBCBCBCBBCBBCBCBCBBCBCCCCCCCCCCCCBBCBCBCBBCBCBC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




another thing, hated my emotion-lagg-ness.
i onli felt the anger few hours after the meeting with tutor,
if onli my emotions come earlier, things may nt be as bad as it is.
was quite emotional and agitated,
thx for the shoulder and the comfort.
yea, if u happen to read this,,
really thx lots..
*bow n muacks* =D

What Guan Yuan Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

read this from a mail..

突然觉得好像错过了什么。。
我，还是不够成熟吧~

。。。。惆怅中~。。。。


＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。
他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。
因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。
那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。
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有些事，错过了不会再重来。
突然想起 _____。。。

OopS~1!!!

i'm a bad gal, should be chiong-iong my tutorial for tml de, but this is whre i am now..
LOL

okok..

hmm, ytd, went to work as usual, n i was LATE!!! ONCE again.
yea, late for 6min, n i asked the supervisors there if there will be any deduction in my pay for the lateness
n de ans i get was YES~ late 5 min deduct half hr pay!!!!

OMG< so much la.
but ok, wads de problem is tt I TOTALLY NO IDEA ON IT AT ALL..

jia lat la,
den i still v daring, tell those supervisors, den i start work at 1230pm la, *suppose to start 12 de.
hahaha..
but they told me cannot, coz my schedule was 12noon.. -.-

hahaha, as a normal human, of coz i'll wanna start work 1230 la, i'm nt at all interested in working free labour for half an hr lo.. sianz de
ahhaha

den hor, de stupid butch la, come fake fake with me, sian la, if wanna deduct den deduct lo, since i'm at de fault, no need to pretend gd de, see le even more PUKING siah~

i seriously DISLIKE her to de EXTREME!!!!!!!


phooo~ shall calm down.
oh ya, den break with auntie helen and Zell, n still kanna tio say by tt butch, regarding de punch card thingy.. SIANZ la..
onli dare say me de lei~
LOUYA to the fullest la tt STUPID BUTCH!

phoo phoo~ calm down calm down..

oh ya, break with auntie helen n zell,
hahaha, =)
ate at the food court, complain complain complain.
auntie helen left first, coz her break onli 45 min.. =(
den accompanied zell to buy Bday cake for HIMSELF~
ahhaha, n i'm HappY tt he took my words..
ahahhaa
instead of the normal n dulling "happy birthday" words written on the cake,
he put " Eat me, it's my birthday" (something likett de)
hahahaha..
=)
yea, likett den more fun ma...

den back to work,
hahaha.
heng no much ppl...

n oh, a male part-time working there le, desmond, n was really quite surprise to see some changes in him, his working attitudes.. =)
from bad to quite ok~ nice 1~ hohohoho

but came home V. tired..
n slack all de way online doing rubbish...


then TODAY~

late for my lecture, CMA, half hr late, so lazy to tab card also, just take my own sweet time to go in..
couldn't absorb wad de lecturer's talking, coz i skip de previous lecture <>.<
so ended up just plain copying of formulas n words..
n was quite moody de..
PMS period siah..
n sorry eh, my tone this morning was like so damn bad...
yea yea..
sry all ppls...

FMGT lecture was really a slping lecture.
the lecturer's pretty lame, but somehow de way he conduct his lecture is just putting me to slp..
yea, though i tried my v.best to concentrate, but still failed..
ended up dozing away..
yea yea...

ahhaha...

okok..
dunno wad to crap le..
shall go back to my tutorial le..
tml Npstrings-guitar~
=D

em em, time for some updates.

i lost my shoe bag in sch, nt really lost, but i left it in 1 tutorial room n haven had de chance to go retrieve it back yet, wonder will it still be there when i go back to take.

working working working,

went to deb's guitar concert last friday.
somehow i dun really know how to appreciate it, but nvm, i still quite enjoy myself there,
n ahhaha, someparts de sound is lik a bit soft, de lecture's dark, n tt makes me slpy..
sry deb,
hahaha

hm, bought a sun flower boutique for her, n i mis-pronounced it as "bou-chiq"
stupid..
ahhaha
desert at bedok hawker, den some silly photo-taking..
we are nt gd at it, i admit..
=)
hee, love them lots..


sch sch sch, work work work, den though i'm always with the same bunch of ppl, but i love their presence and accompanyment.
n haha, felt a bit sorry to them recently, coz having some emotional outbreaks.
ahhaha,


i dunno wad to say ah

hahaha, shall end it ba...