How Cold-Blooded Can I be > : (

well, this afternoon i went to the nearest ntuc round my house to buy something..

i took one U-mag at the magazine corner,

then there came this uncle, from a optical shop near the ntuc which i'd visited his shop be4. "Banged", he had his right feet knocked hard onto de sharp corner of the magazine stand corner, and he tripped and fell hard to the ground, and "tuck", his forehead knocked hard onto the solid ground.

at that point of time, my hands were all occupied with stuffs, and i dunno y i'm so foolish for not taking a basket with me. I stood infront of him, with both of my hands packed, watch him fall n knocked his head onto the ground, but did not went up to lend any helping hands, nor did i went up to help him up.

I watched him rubbing his right feet in pain, n trying very hard to get up. Though i had had the urge to rush over to help him, but i did not do so. I stood there, watching coldly, watching de uncle getting up onto his feet and walk off, telling to de ntuc staffs that "i'm fine, i just tripped and fall only." ( in chinese ) i also saw this guy, with both of his hands free of things, took a glance and walked past de uncle on the ground as if nothing had happened.

after this incident, i felt so ashame of myself!

how could i be so cold-blooded to the uncle. How could i Just watch him fall and not went up to help him! that was so scary of me! How could i do that!

i should have put down my things and went up straight away to help him up, or at least asked if he's ok, and not stand there n watch as if i'm watching a show.

that's so shameful!
what's de point of taking so much education, when i didn't even help those in needs.
where did all those moral teachings gone to?

de world has changed, ppl cares mainly for their own benefits, which person really truly cares for those unfortunates, those elderlies?

i talked about this to my kor when i reach home.

he told me that he'd saw many elderlies died because of falls.
they were so vulnerable, so weak!
n it's really sad to know all these.
it's also sad to know that i can be so cold-blooded, and the world was so too. =(

treat those needy ones with care,
show more concern to de elderlies around u, they were really very pitiful..... =(


+VioLenCe+ = (