haven blog for some time le.

wed 26/12/2007

went to clubbing with clover, mag, yinqi, cindy n mag's friend.
we went ZOUK!
hahaha, i'd say it's VERY FUN, xcept for the part tt my shoe's hurting me.
dance, play drink.
ahhahaha

den had been working since fri, n today, mag n jess came ps, n they ate at my work place!!!
so happy to see them, n they commented tt de food was nice, just tt everyone there seems to vbe kinda fierce.
MUAHAHAHHAHA...

oh ya, this morning, i came mens, n this cramp was so pain tt i cant tahan it, took the panadol, but felt like puking after eating it..
LOL..

but after some rest n errunds to the toilet, i'm life n kicking again!!!

n went to look for mag n jess after work, went to tanglin mall to take pics.
MUAHAHAHAH
took pics with fake cows n horses..
muahahha
n can u bvelieve it, 3 of us had mens on de SAME DAY!!!!!!!!
GOSH!!! how coincident it is..
MUAhahha
no wonder we are YAOS!
nth is impossible for US!!!
MUahahhahaha

=D


hmm, saw zell today, (think tt's how to spell de name)
he's a funny n friendly guy,
joke with him be4 i left de workplace, splash some water onto him, we are playing around, he's too bored le
n to my shock, i went too far tt i accidentally splash lots of water into his face, n he drank some i think..
OOps. sry, but he's nt angry.. which makes me feel so guilty..
LOL...

anw, enjoy today lots, xcept for de mens cramp part..
weeee~
kboxing tml....
a very last min decision, but YAY!!!!
but i dunno any songs to sing lei.. oops.. >.<

christmas eve, first went to Zhi Hui's house to scan all my articles, den rush down to city hall to meet deb, pris, n jas.
oops, sry gals, i'm late late, VERY late again!!!

went to marina square to shop.
some over highing camwhore in toilet.
somehow, we aren't great posers, but i had lots of fun! n love de pics tt's taken!!! =)

overall, had lots of fun today~ =)

WeeHee~

MERRY Christmas!!!

CAMWHORE!!!!

I made all these snow man.. =)

LOST!!!!!!!!!!!


overslpt today, so call n lied to workplace there tt i sick.

did nth but eat n TV today.

felt tt i'm a totally useless irresponsible fellow..

haiz...

i dunno what i want, i really dont..

went to work ytd, n wad a shuay luck huh,
i was doing the runner, n i slip on the mattress and fall!!!!
n i was holiding onto some food when i slip. so plates broken, n everyone's looking at me.
WAD DE!!!
den now i had a bruise on my left knee~ eeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeee
haiz...
sianz sianz..
shall go work now...

last day of CT,
CIP, starts early in the morning 830am. holly nuts.
haha..
did badly for it i'd say. didnt even finish studying it. LOL when laziness strikes eh~

after cip, went out with yaos to jurong point to kill our time and to carry out our secret plan for yongjia. haha.
we are celebrating her bday for her, though late, but well, it's de heart tt counts aint it~ =)

first, we went to lunch at PizzaHut, had de student package, each person spent around 8 bucks.
haha, worth it, and had a fulling lunch.

den we walk around jurong point, and ren yao, saw some shoes and was trying to phyco ppl to buy with her, but to no avail. GAMBATE ren yao~
hahah

next proceed to coffee bean, bought a piece of mudcake, a gingerbread man. and tata, tt's yongjia's cake. and we sang the Bday song in coffee bean~ ahhaha..
but yongjia she shy la, she stopped us for continueing.. aw~

de gingerbread man's so cute, too bad didnt take pic of it.
hahaha..
but cute it seems, none of us, de YAos really enjoy it's cinemon n ginger taste, haha, n de bread's soft soft like lou4Hong1 likett..
ahhaha..
in de end, de poor n pathetic breadman's being tore into tiny pieces and was treated as a punishment for the Zhong Ji Mi Ma game 终极密码 we played.
well well..
clover ah clover, wad did u do ah, how come u keep on tio de no. , loose and get de punishment!!!???
n poor yongjia too. she got it twice~ but clover got it like 4-5 times likedat! GOsh~
think we made a lot of noise at coffee bean, but who cares, as long as we had fun can already..
hahaha.. still, think maybe we should try to remain low profile next time~ ahhaha..
shy la, so many ppl looking at us~ HOHohohOHohoh

den rushed back to sch, for the Fan fan Yin Yue Hui, 范玮琪《哲学家》音乐会。haha,
was quite tired then alrdy.
saw fan fan in person, she's tall n slim, n pretty too.
n i like her character i'd say, a very Real person. she's wad u saw infront of u. =)
n her vocal's POWER man~
nice siah. her songs,
but sadly she onli sing 4 songs..
hahaha..

still~ enjoy today lots.

next thursday~ i'm looking forward to it~ =D

也许，如果，

bad timing~

Ob's down, Micro's down.
bstats on wed n CIP on fri.
i hope everything ends real fast.
slacking away.



总是时不时地想起，无意似刻意的看到。
心，颤动了一下。。。

hm, i simply enjoyed myself today.

ahahaha
well, firstly, i feel so paiseh to my CATS grpmates!
i told them to meet in atrium at 1130, n say tt be punctual, but in the end, i'm de last to reach!!
i'm like late for around half an hr likedat!!! oops.. sry man ( they wont see this though)
den i even saw mag n hui kuoon in atrium. we are just few steps apart~
ahhaha

den me n my grp mates proceed to canteen 1 to buy bananas, we bought 6 of it. We settled down at the bench at blk 72, and start preparing our bananas for presentation.

i think my grp's presentation was not bad, but there are better ones in my class.
and seriously, their ideas are fun too. some are nt so fun i'd say, but the way they present it out the class makes their product seems more interesting. whoah~

hahaha..

den after CATS, went to find clover, mag and hui kuoon for HIP HOP!!!
aw~ JUSTIS is so so so so ATTRACTIVE man, so MAN, so Fun so CUTE!!!!
n he knows my NAME!!!
MUAHHAHAHAH
then there's this part where he goes round the class to teach each n everyone one of the steps,
when he had come to teach me, i heard him saying my name!!!! <3
AW~ AW~ AW~ Justis~
hahahaha
i'm gg mad for him
lol

he's so charming when dancing
woooooOOoooOooooOooooOOOoooooOOoooooOoooooOOooooOOoooOOOoooOOoo

hahaha, den even after HIP HOP ends, every1's like nt gg back lo, we stayed back a while to hear him talk~
aw aw aw, so cute~

ahhahahah..
alright, i'm gg mad again..
hahaha..

after hip hop, mag n huikuoon n me stayed back a while to study our OB, thx lots gals, for helping me to clarify my nv-ending doubts~
ahahaha..

den i went to collect my online-shopping clothes.
hm, quality nt so nice, n one shirt's TOO BIG for me..
lol...

alright, shall go study for my CT tml..
hope i can slp tonight..

=)

if onli i can have HIP HOP every friday~ ahhahaha

因为不开心，所以在雨中淋雨。

after lessons, went to the HM chalet.
overall, notbad..
saw those tt i haven seen for ages, did some updating, playing some silly games.
went to beach to watch stars with deb.
it's freezing cold, n i was shivering uncontrollably.
went to pool with deb, zhi ying n sam, i love pool~

2nd day, pon sch n stay in the chalet.
a bit boring i think, coz we simply too tired n dunno wad to do.
wanna slp, but cant have de correct comfort slping position, so haiz.. cant slp
den left at 3++pm, doze off in MRT, sianz

i've still have lots of things haven do yet.
my cats personal reflection, all my tutorials, haven compile n rearrange my notes.
haven revise for CT and blah blah...

i'm tired n nt in the mood now..
sianz

hm, shall do a little update i suppose..

Thurs 29/11/2007

good job to me~
ahhaa, finally for once i wasn't late for my Micro tutorial.
n know wad, me n jess even volunteered for the micro.
ahhha..
n thousand thanks to jess, for she'd help me lots!!!!
coz i didnt revise a single bit on the micro, n i even dare to volunteer!!!!
heng jess got read thru, n she helped me all de way!!!
love ya~

n so OMG!!
miss koh actually treated us donuts!!!
looks yummy, but ahhaa, it's too sweet for me~
n i'm having stomache after eating it~
n went home to lao sai~
ahhahahaa

okay, blame it on my lousy digestive system.~


Friday 30/11/2007
went to sch for cats n s&w..
n hmm, desmond saw me n look into my eyes..
lol...
so dots siah~
ahhaha..
den i just look away...
dun even know him at all..
hohoho

oh ya, cats is still de same, but my tutor's quite cute i think,
she laugh at things she finds funny n we all are like orh okay~ hohoho
n we decided to sing de peel banana song infront of de whole class next week during presentation..
ahhaha..

oh ya, i simply LOVE JUSTIS LOTS!!!!!
he's so CUTE n funny man~
so MAN also..
n he rmb my NAME!!!!~ woooooooo
if onli he can take more looks at me~
hohohoho...
*madding*

sat 1/12/2007
nth much, working for de whole day
n i bought this maybelline mascara, n i tried it on myself..
gosh, i look so ugly in it.
dunno if i will dare to wear it out one day nt..
lol..
n one more thing, i didnt buy de make up remover for eyes, as many told me tt i just just wash de mascara away with water.
n i tried to wash it away~
OMG!!!!
it cant be washed away!!
i try my normal make up remover, my facial wash, by pulling it, it just cant be remove n my eyes HURTS!!!
n tata, i'm such a smart gal, i tot of my olive oil, i use it to get rid of de mascara..
ahhaha..
finally, de olive oil come to some uses. =)



sun 2/12/2007

working as well, but till 5 pm onli.
den BobbY treated me pastamania pizza~
de seafood dunno wad de..
hohoho
taste still nt bad, but got cheese inside..
i had 3 slices n cant force in anymore le..
ahhaha..
but thx him lots for the treat...
n saw alvin, dunno when's de last time i saw him le..
ahhaha..
n ah zell also,
haven saw him for some times le..
hahahaha...
with them around, working seems to be more fun~
reason, they're there to fool around n making u smile..
a bunch of nice kids/boys~
=)

tml sch, gg for chalet afterwards, most prob staying overnight.

somehow it reminds me of you,
n also, the things we plan to do tgt..

。。。一只眼的泪。。。

suppose to be meeting jess @ bus stop at 1045, but i was late AGAIN!!!
oops.. so so sry.. now she dun dare to meet me le..lol

went for Bcom, 2 hrs, n de 2nd session is e-learning, so go meet up with clover n de rest..
eat tok n slack..
den jessica accompany me to the Hello shop @ OUB to get my new SIM card.
n it's raining Meow n Barks~ lol
burgerking-ed
walk walk, bought something, itchy handed..
den me n jess went to take train home..

went to JP alone to walk a while.
saw this new This Fashion shop, nicely renovated, looks so grand.
feel like gg shopping le..
ahahhaha...


having a weak stomach today..
keep on wanna lau sai..
n i did tt twice today le..
sianz...

miec tml..
sianz. hope i wont be late tml..
tt's all...

gd day? bad day? combination of both

work ytd till 4pm, den meet kk at 4.30
had a lot of fun n laughters with him

let me count, haven seen him for more than half yrs le
ever since i quit at chatterbox.
had thai express for lunch..
wee..
watched The Kingdom, rated violence siah
hahaha, wanna watch tatooist or the Game Plan de.
but missed the time slot. and there's no time slot for game plan there..
haiz..
The kingdom's nt bad i'd say...
just tt i abit too violent n thrilling le..
hoho.. for me la..

den now's de sad part..
i LOST MY HP!!!!
i just bought it 2 months ago lei!
hell MOo MOO shit la...
my hp..
haiz..
but then hor, de one who manage to find the hp also cant use it.
i'd set pin no on the phone, n since he off it, it cant use the phone without my PIN!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHHA

HELL F**King IDOIT!!!!!!!!
haiz...
my phone my phone..
so sad..

cried infront of the sakae teppan ppl,
so diu lian!!!! >.<



just when everything seems to be in the right track,
something will pop up n ruin everything..
y always like dat de.. =(

haiz

worked today.
still, there's missing cash at the cashier, n i'm doing cashiering today~!
damn, this is de 2nd time le, or maybe the third or maybe more, just tt i dunno??

broke 2 clay spoons, when my manager, ligaya, placed them on my tray when i'm serving customer. de tray looses balance n clang! sianz.

felt quite sick, n having this giddy-feeling while working,
haiz.
kept running to the toilets, so frequent tt my manager had to commend on it. haiz

cip cip, i dunno wad to do for it..
haiz haiz

just realised something,
em, nt really just realised, actually i knew it long ago,

i'm a boring person, n i've got nothing interesting to talk abt.
n it's somehow kinda hard to tok to me, coz no topic at all..

n i'm nt a gd frined, i'll at times neglect my friends, haiz..

some self reflections,
i hope i'll change~

=)

being more n more reluctant to post, hahaha.
partly becoz i'm too occupied with my You-Tubing of The X-Family, partly coz i'm too tired to blog, n i've got nth much to blog also.
been quite busy, with work n studies.
cant COPE AH!!!!!!!!!!

but i cant quit my job, coz i really need $$.. tt's a sad thing to know..

anw, had a happy day today~
CATS was well, a bit boring, but better than de pass few weeks.
n de CATS project discussion's fun, n i think i'm lucky, i get into a gd grp, where everyone's contributing, doing their part.. wee..
had a lot of laughters when doing de decision making thing for CATS this aftn.

den after tt, went for my S&W..
HIP HOP!!!
LOVE it..
n Justis so funny, n so CHARMING when he's dancing! <3
n this is de first lesson where i can catch up with de routine! i'm HAPPY~ =D

one thing to mention,
i successfully gave mag n ren yao a fright! ahhaha.. =)

another thing is............
I SAW A BIG FAT COCKROACH IN THE TOILET TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!
N IT RAN INTO THE CUBICLE I'M IN!!!!!!!!!!! yucks.. how shuay..

anw, lots of fun today..

hm, didnt manage to watch gameplan with clover, sin li today..
shall try to watch it some other days~


now's week 5, 4 more weeks to my common test~
GOSH! my MICRO how???!!!

ahhahaha...

haven been updating this blog for one week plus le.
kinda too tired n reluctant to update.
tot of closing it down too..
still deciding..

nth much actually, basically i've been quite busy, nt with sch, but with work.
maybe i'm working too hard?
haha, so hard tt i'm so dead beat tt i had no energy for my sch work, didnt do my tutorials, n my projects.
gosh, feel so guilty, esp for the project.
project's nt individual, it affects each n everyone in the grp, haiz, must jia you ah~.. =(

working tml again..
haiz..

n oh, i joined D3, a dance club in sch.
=)
n had lots of fun during today's hip hop class, n felt V. discourage at the same time.
others seems to be catching up with the routine n steps, but me, keep on doing the wrong moves. haiz.

common tests coming soon le ba?
my micro? AH!!!!!!!


i feel like catching a movie with someone..
anyone??

feeling moody..

好想大哭一场，但，哭不出来啊！

just some pics.... haha.. =D

de devilish boy boy




somehow i just look so fat whenever i'm with them.. they too thin le la! >.<

had CATS today, nt very fun, but better than de first CATS lesson, n it's kinda relaxing also.. =)
den after CATS is S&W, i choose Hip Hop with ren yao, ai yao n yao jing..
hahaha...
n de first Hip Hop lesson's FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Justis's so damn funny lo...
hahaha..
though i cant catch up, i get confused and my legs were quite sour due to some stretchings, but i LOVE de Hip Hop!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wee wee <3

after s&w, went to orchard to meet up with pris n deb, haven seen them for, em, maybe around 4-5 months?? ahhaha.. maybe nt tt long ba, but i miss them lots!!!!!!!!!
had the Thai Express @ paragon, de food's yummy n fulfilling..
ate till very full...
den we saw this temp booth at de paragon b1, selling all those halloween items..
whoah.. went in n try de hats..
wanna take photo de, but a small devilish boy boy keep on come n disturb us with his "axe"
sianz...
a bit irritated, n we left de both w/o taking any pics at all.. haiz..

went to taka walk for a while, but most of de shops are closed alrdy.
saw a bossini shop, went in..
n pris was so tired tt she sat down beside de male maniqueen @ de entrance of de bossini
n i took pic of it!!!!!!!!!! n i went to sit also.. hahaha..
but it tooks quite some time to for me to take my pic, coz de sales person was somewhere near us.. =.=lll embarrasing yet fun!!!! =D

oh i simply love today~ HAHAHAHHAHAhahhahahHOHOHOHOohohohohoho wee <3

wad de hell...
today was locked out of my microecon class with some of my classmates..
damn to dat stupid OLD CHA BO tutor!!! OLD CHA BO again, sianz, they don seems to click with me siah!

okay, this is wad happens.
first, me n jess n sin li n some of my classmates are late for our microecon tutorial, but we were onli 2-10min late. N there's this 15 min grace in all poly..
n u know wad happen, dat damn damn OLD CHA BO tutor actually locked up de classroom!!!
she dun let us me!!!!
sianz lo, from late become absent..

den we went up to de 9th floor, de office there, to have our attendance taken.
n de acad master come n talk to us..
hell moo moo la,
i know tt we are at fault also for being late, but no point keep on emphasizing on tt K!
n it's our first tutorial lei, if tt dumb OLD CHA BO had inform or state her rules with us, then locked up de door, den i;m totally okay n fine with it.. coz it's really our fault..
but this time it's nt really our fault lo, n since they dun like us to be late, then y cant they just take out de 15 min grace?? NUTS siah

in de end, de acad master talk to tt OLD CHA BO, n we finally can enter de class,
but sianz lo,
coz there's 8 other students tt's nt from our class attending her tutorial too, n tt OLD CHAO BO onli focus on these 8 students, n totally excluded de rest of us!!!!
n she took every chances she can find to beat around de bush n sarcastic us!!!
saying tt we are unteachable, saying she cant be bothered abt us,
hell MOO MOO la..
wad kind of tutor is this??!!! ASSHOLE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heng stats tutor was much n much better than tt OLD CHA BO!!!!!
if nt my day will be totally ruined by tt chao bo
sianz


den aft stats tutorial, met LAO Ren n accompanied him to this optical clinic,
OMG!!!! there's a tear on Lao Ren's retina!!!
sounds pretty scary de..
n this reminds me to take gd care of my eyes..
after tt, accompanied him to de CPF building, den go eat..
lao ren treat me de.. hohoho.. =D
ahahaha...

tt's all le i think..
haiz...
now i damn dread my microecon tutorial.. sianz...

had a quite bad day today.

first is little wooden hp accessory tt qiao fei gave me came off from the hp, n i had a hard time searching for it after my OB lecture.

den after tt, when i left de lecture hall 20, n was aldy at blk 72, den i discovered tt i left my laptop in de lecture hall..

damn it, got so worried n had to rush back to retrieve it, heng de laptop's still there, if nt, i can go die le... SHUCKS



den at 1pm, i spilled yj's mee hoon kui!!! wad de hell, wads wrong with me today..

den hai her didnt eat enuff...



was quite moody aldy, n when i was taking bus 52 to clementi interchange, i was standing somewhere near de doors.

den there's these few OLD WOMEN in their late forties, board the bus. they pushed their way to the back of the bus.
i had aldy tried my very best to let them pass, but maybe coz my bag's too big, n i'm holding on to my laptop also, n also, these few STUPID FUCKING DAMN LAO NU REN was too FAT n was carry a few bags of things, they just cant get passed me!

then they themselves got fed up n this stupid AUNTIE said EXCUSE ME in a very loud n unfriendly tone. okay fine, since i'm blocking u, so i tried to shift again, n i was practically nearly falling onto the person tt's sitting at de seats.
i dun understnad, y these stupid F**King old cha bo cant get pass, den u know wad, these stupid women forced their way through. damn them la....
felt like cursing them now..

n i was too tired n overslpt on bus again, had to walk back to my stop...

den reach home, still had to tolerate my dad's nonsense..

i super duper dislike those tt likes to vent their frustration n anger on others, n wad de hell, my family members all belong to this type...

wad a lousy day HUH!

sianz..............

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so damn angry with myself now!!!!!!!!!!

for some unknown reason, my c drive's running out of space even though i didnt do anything to it..

den i got fed up n lost n i went to use de recovery disks n recover de laptop..

n after de recovery, i found out tt all de programs, including microsoft excel, ppt, word are all gone!!!!!!!!!!!!

NONE"S LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n now, i even lost my d drive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



some1 help me!!!!!!!!!!!! so seriously hate wad i did now...

haiz haiz..

i'm sad now, i'm mad now...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH





=( =( =(

haven update for some time le..
sch start le, lectures n workshops on de first week...
bought a pair of converse sneakers, but.. haha, i bought de kids size, n in de end, reach home, n found out tt i cant wear it with socks...
haiz,,
so had to get it back for an exchange, when i'm free la.. most prob will be doing it tml after sch..

got myself a new haircut on tues, for just 10 bucks onli..
when i first look at my new hairstyle, i do quite like it..
yup, a totally new me, maybe it symbolized a new beginning for my life???
hahaa, but now, haha, maybe is becoz i dunno how to style it, it looks a bit not so nice le, n also, it makes my balding seems to be more obvious n noticable.. =(

n today no sch, went to cine n had a suki sushi buffet with Qiao..
she's seems to slim down...
n she'd went to taiwan for one week!!!!!!!!!!!!
so damn envy her.. i wanna go taiwan also..
but no $$ la..
ahhahaha..
anw, back to de sushi buffet, it's a bit TOTALLY A WASTE OF $$ la,
we ate so little lo, if i'm nt wrong, de no. of plates of sushi we ate total up at most onli 20 plates likedat..
n know wads our bill? $42.15!!!!!!!!!!!!
YUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!
a total waste of my money..
de stupid suki sushi, so less variety one, n de portion is so big lo, their maki is 2times bigger than de sakae sushi's maki lo...
sianz..
n their sushi had so much rice yet so nt alot fillings.. sianz..
a ate for around 3 plates n i feel full alrdy, then i kept telling Qiao tt i'm full le la, haha, so think this somehow affected her appetite also ba,
in de end, i left de shop with a huge tummy, i cant even suck it in lo!!!!!!!!!! n wasted my money on those sushis..
Moo Moo la
n thx Qiao, for de earing.. =D


den went to PS to work after tt, saw alice there.. alice say my current hairstyle nt nice, dun suit me..
n haiz, nt onli alice say so,
every1 i ask there said tt my previous hairstyle's better, this one nt nice..
n becoz of my current hairstyle, anthony, a teppan chef there, start calling me Xiao ji, meaning chick... =.=
n poor Lao Ren richard, had to hear me complaining n complain abt my hair, abt de others say it doesnt look nice n blah.. n there he had to tell me for dunno how many times tt it's okay.. LOL...
LAO REN'S DE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)


but overall, quite happy with today...
=D

went to work today, felt damn tired, n sianz too, cause no customer during 4-6++pm. yup.. sianz
ended work at 930pm today.
but i stayed till 1030pm, coz kooi said he'd treat me Mac after he's off from work.. =)

anw, Kooi's a cook at my work place...

so during 930pm -- 1030pm, i was there bugging Kooi asking him if he's serious abt de treat..
cause i dun really wanna waste my time there for nth ma..
n he meant it lei!!!! ^.^
so after Kooi's off from work, Kooi, me, James, 3 of us went to Mac tgt n EAT!!!!! =)
wee, free FOOD!!!!!!!!!! <3

after Mac, Kooi went to take MRT first, James's taking the train too, but he sort of accompanied me to the other exit of dobby ghaut MRT stn, coz me taking bus home..

n i overslpt on de bus home, missed my stop, so had to get down de bus at de next stop, n walk back home.
n when i got down the bus, it's alrdy 12 midnight..
love n enjoy walking alone the roads, with my mp3 on...
no one's bothering me, living in the world of mine...

BUT godness me, this indian guy scared de freak out of me man,
i was walking alone, with my MP3 on, n i'd reached the carpark under my block,
then i saw this black shadow approaching me from the back, shocked at first.
okay, it's an indian guy coming to ask for directions.
he ask me where's blk 180, sad to say tt, though i've stayed in boon lay for 10 yrs, but i dunno where is it too.. >.<
so i just told him i dunno.
n this indian guy started to talk to me, asking me this n tt, in the end even ask me for my no!!!!!
i told him straight in the face tt i wont give him, n continued walking.
he followed up n kept pestering me!!!!!
n he even wanna give me his no!!!
wad de hell, he even say he like me, he find me very nice, if i dun like him never mind, if one day i like him can call him anytime...
HELL MOO MOO SHIT LA!!!!!!!!!!!
he kept on wanna give me his no!!!
i'd told him dunno how many times tt i dun want his no n i'm nt gg to give him mine too..
but he stll keep on perstering me n even followed me till my block!!!
NUTS!!!!

This is the very few times where i get scared when returning home late.
i was so afraid tt he would follow me into the lift man..
stupid guy!!!
spoil my whole day...
sianz

tml work dinner shift..
can wake up late tml le..
i need rest n i definitely need tt...

Fri 05/10/2007

suppose to meet kenny @ 7pm, but somehow we changed the timing to 730pm, n in de end, i reach at 750+pm i think.. oops... >.<
i felt so stupid n sorry when i reached.
should have took train instead of bus, i tot since i had direct bus, so y bother de trouble to change train n blah blah reasons....
but who knows tt de journey is so JAMMED tt i got so pek cek when jamming.. sianz..

meet kenny @ cine, he sort of force me to eat my dinner..
some how i just cant outtalk him, so in de end, ate pasta at this i dunno de name de restaurant, taste still okay..
n Moo Moo, i seriously dun like to call for de waiters yup, i DUN LIKE !!!! even though me myself's working as a server.. weird..

after my dinner, watched Balls Of Fury, eh eh, tt's a stupid show, with no logic no meaning but just plain dumbo acts n events tt make u burst out laughing..
so had a fun time laughing.. LOL..
n tata, went home....

sat 06/10/2007
worked today, reached the restaurant, everything's like so messy likedat..
de floor's greasy, things are all anyhow placed, see till a bit WTF!!!!
n today's busy like nuts,
tired..........
had my break half hrs later than it should be, felt so damn hungry man, n maybe becoz i'm hungry, i feel like fainting likedat, but felt much better after my 1 hr break, which i ate quite a lot...
free donuts from richard.. =) thx ( he wont be able to see this anw... )
oh ya, spilled one bowl of HOT miso soup on myself, esp left arm, when serving, PAIN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but somehow's it's nt tt pain also, coz i was busy all de way, so hadn't had de time to care abt de arm...

n today end work late, free labour har... sianz...
when will i get my cheque?? i wonder
busy n nt so lucky day

anw, sakae teppan's seriously in need for server..
tt's all, shall go slp le..
no wonder my skin complexions so yucky, i simply refuse to slp man!!!!!!!!!!
nuts me...

wed 3/10/2007

working as usual, had a lot of fun working with de kitchen staffs, there's perry, Lao Ren Richard, and leong n others there to cheer me up, they are crappy ppl, but nt bad ba.. =)



sheery n porn came to visit me!!!! =D

haven seen them for dunno how long le, though me n porn same sch, but we seldom meets..

spend my one hr break with them, talk abt a couple of things, some updating also, but one hour is too short!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. too bad i still gotta went back to work... but had a lot of fun talking to them, n wah, porn porn el DAMN chim.. haha... me a bit catch no ball.. lol..



n did i mention tt i saw sinli for 2 consecutive day??

hahaha, she went ps with her friend n she came down to B2 n see me!!!!!!!! <3

wee, thx gal, though i always took dunno how long to see she n her friend standing just few feets infront of me..
LOL.. blind blind me eh.. lol..
she's chio chio wor.. envy envy.. =)
but i'm so happy to see all of them, haha..

thurs 4/10/2007
meet alice in de afternoon, n went to sakae teppan @ PS for interview..
a bit awkward there, hahaha.. but still okay..
bought de ticket for Lust Caution , n we had around 2 hrs plus be4 de movie starts, so we went to walk arounnd ps, n had calse Jr for dinner..
but LOL..our movie start at 630pm, but when we bought our food n was abt to eat, we discover tt it's alrdy 625pm!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

so had to rush finish our food..
LOL.
n we still manage to reach de cinema be4 the trailers ends..

em, though they cut alot of *ahem* scenes in the movie, but the movie's still nt bad i think,
i quite like the way it's filmed, alot of things were untold,but u still get to understand de story..
hahaha, i dunno how to say la, n LOL siah, maybe becoz they cut too many scenes, so some parts of the movie seems like so no link siah...
but overall, still THUMBS UP!!!!! =D
alice the devil.. =P

fri 05/10/2007
off today too..
cant go out with pris n deb due to clashes of time.. hmm hmm.. next time ba, but i serious dunno when will this next time comes..
yup, sch's starting n i'll be part timing, so how??
haiz... there's gonna be a way out de i think..
nth is impossible hor.. =)
so hope they enjoy themselves today lo...

n tt's all... i go eat my lunch le.. =)

edited
just finish my lunch, n seriously, my bro's a much better cook than me,
he cooked noodles but abt too salty la..
haha, so overall,
my bro's cooking is YUMMY, my cooking YUCKY!!!
LOL.. =D

work ytd, n cried ytd too, becoz of some silly things, better nt mention it here, i felt so stupid n ashame to say it.. lol

one more week n sch's starting, somehow i abit dread de day..
haha, de tot of having lectures n tutorials just make me wanna slp...
lol...

okay, nth much, no mood now..............


=)

when the mood swing starts, i do things tt's aren't to be done.
when mood swing starts, i felt the rebellious me trying to have her way..........
waaaaaaaaaghahahahaha...........
i'm going nuts!!!!!!!!!

wee, some1 treated me nice food.. <3

............................................
gotta wake up at 9am tml, but i'm still here dunno doing wad..
LOL...
sianz................

mood swing, i hate it.............
=)

a little update.......
been busy working..
one word to describe all, tired.

felt quite sad ytd,
ytd was busy, n i'd made damn lots of mistakes,
like taking wrong order, forget to write de order down n etc..
n i even forget to tell de last call for orders, caused a lot of troubles for others..
i simply dislike this feeling...
haiz ..............

felt tt i'm just an other big burden of others..

hm, today off, so no work~ YAY!!!!
hahha
did nth today, wake up, eat n stone infront of my lappy for abt 5hr??
LOL.. was watching KO One, 终极一班..
hahaha...

hm, know my results le, passed all.. =)
but didnt do very well also, so hahaha.. anything la, at least i pass..

alright, dunno wad to blog at all..
so tt's all le..
hahahahhaha

was quite moodless these few days, all i do each day is work work work..
a bit sianz..
hmm, tio a bit of scolding today, do quite a couple of things at closing today..
no mood to elaborate at all.....

had a small few min chat with Long today, but basically is i listen he talk la..
hear him talk abt himself n blah...
looking at him, i kinda envy n admire him, he has his dreams and is currently doing things he has interrest in..
looking back at myself, i feel that my life's a total failure...
i had given up my dream long long time ago. reason? coz i know it's nt realistic n tough, n i assumes that i cant make it, so i give up even be4 i start pursuing it..
sounds kinda silly...

now, i'm a dreamless person..
n i dun really know y am i here, wad am i for?
who do i live for? myself or others?
hahahaha....
sianz...
shan't think of it... de more i think de more moody i get..
emo-ing..

hmm, reached home, went into my room with de lights off. i felt my feet stepped on something soft, i tot maybe it's some food, so i pick of the "thing" i stepped onto, and GOSH! it's a LIZARD!!! DEAD SOMEMORE!!!!!!
i killed him or???
hahaha, and i even go pick it up with my hands, BARE HANDS!!!!
den i even go took pics of it.. too bad it's nt clear...
ahgahhaahahah...
sianz, poor lizard n poor me, YUCKS!

the pathetic lizard...

hm, tml off, shall slp as much as i want..

i'm in no mood for anything.......

tt's all.....
bb

hm i look fat in these pics..

oops, i was late for ytd's work, and it was due to my carelessness again!
i rmb de wrong time, i tot i start work at 430pm, but actually it's 4pm!!!
ooops... heng they didnt scold or say anything.. =)

one of the managers, Gay, slip n fall down ytd, n broke some plates..
i was at the other side of the restaurant, so didnt see it.
hope she's fine...
hmm, they really should put osme rubber mat on the kitchen floor, it's really damn slippery when wet, n most of the time, de floor's wet...

ytd was quite okay, nt very busy, hahaha.. n somemore, got this supervisor, Jia Hao there helping me..
yay!!!!

hm, after work, went to mac with Jason n Ah Y... they eat.....
i dun know them, onli know them for few days onli..
but till now, i feel that they're nt as bad as how they looks...
hmm, cant judge a bk by it;s cover eh..
but who knows....

get to know 2 new ppl, Ah Fen n Zell, they sell ice-cream de, hahaha
tt's all le ba..
n gd luck yao jing, tml's ur first day of work...
JIA YOU!!!! =)

~End~

8/09/2007 wednesday
hm, i accompany Qiao Fei to PS to see her hubby, Luo Zhi Xiang in the morning,
haha, n she gets so excited when seeing him, anyway, we manage to stand @somewhere near de stage, so de view was quite not bad...
quite handsome de, but his dancing is awesome!!!! hhahahah...

lunch at yoshi, n chill at TCC, haha..
didnt do much, was feeling tired n restless then..
feel sick too...
den went to work at 4++...
work=busy...
hahaha...
tt's basically wad happen on wed


9/09/07
working full day for ytd..
i was doing de runner job, n haha, i cant handle it alone, NO AT ALL!!!!
for runner, i've got to serve de drinks, salad, miso soup, rice to customer, sound's kinda easy aint it? However, it's nt as easy as it sounds. the rice n soup cant be serve anywhen i like, i got to do it at de right timing, when de chef's cooking tt customer's food......
hell moo, how would i know de chef's cooking whose!
n other than all those serving, i've also got to take care of my small squeezy station, topping up de water n blah blah...
hahah..

n oh ya, i fall down twice due to de slippery wet floor..
first time is when i'm at my station, preparing the miso soup.. i wanna go throw something, den i didnt know tt de floor's wet, n tata, i slip n fall n had my butt landed hard on de floor..
so malu, n scary...
吓得我哭了几滴泪... =(

den de 2nd time was after de closing, i'm off to change..
haha, once again, i didnt see tt de floor's wet, n i fall AGAIN!!!
sianz...
de every staff in de shop saw it!!!! >.<
eeeeeeee, n wahahaha, i;m de first to fall down, n also, first person tt fall 2 times in one day..
haiz..

pain sia, went home n discovered tt i've got a couple of bruise and cuts on me..
lol...

going to work soon...
hope today i wont be tt shuay le...

haiz haiz..

hm, went for a interview in de morning, den later on, went down to town to meet clover.
i had a interview @ orchard, but i wasnt in the mood for anything, n clover didnt really like to work in the shop also, so we didnt went for it..
so just did some window shopping @ Mango~ =)
didnt really know how to appreciate all these branded stuffs, but some items were nt bad, just tt a price is abit high, =)

@345pm, i went to PS for work, and clover went home...

last night, friday, 2nd day of work, dinner time was busy, so kinda confusing.....
nearly slip n fall for 2 times last night,
first time was when i was serving customer her hot green tea n salad.
heng i wasn't holding too many things in hand, if nt, i sure scald myself.

2nd time was when doing the closing, some1 just mop de floor, n i didnt know, so walk pass, slip, nearly fall but had injured my right elbow there, just a small cut.

lol...

2nd day @ work, em, still nt so heavy i think, still can cope..


ytd i wasquite restless, not in the mood for anything, and damn de stupid stomach, like to play games with me, weak n lousy stomach!
get a bit upset abt wad de agent said, but i think he didnt mean it ba, watever~~

hmm, tt's all.. sore throat now..
sianz....

first day work @ sakae tepanyaki

hm, today's my first day at sakae tepanyaki @ plaza Sing.
em, morning wake up, did nth, feel sickish
ate breakfast at 12++pm n had a minor diarrhoea, den 2++pm had lunch n i went to work.
gosh, y so shuay de, when i was on the train to dobby ghaut, i had this terrible stomachache and the urge to run to toilet to settle some business, sianz..
so no choice but to control lo.. lol

hm, reach plaza sing, went to find de restaurant, n get de uniform n changed.
wad de, they give me L size skirt, which is obviously too big for me, but no choice, they onli have L size, so i wear lo, too long too ugly le, den one of the staff there, joanna, told me to fold in!!!
LOL..
hahaha,
n oh, basically, i didnt do much today, today i onli help to clear n clean the tables n set the tables only.
quite often, i was stonning somewhere, dunno wad to do.
LOL
but overall today's still okay, tml's friday, there's got to be lots of ppl, OMG OMG
hope everything will be find tml..
hahaha

wee, i was given a box of beard papa's puffs.. FREE FREE wee wee..
but by de time i reach home, my parents are slping, my kor's serving his NS, ahha, so onli left me..
but still i'm happy~ =)

hmm, first day at sakae tepanyaki, so i cant really say much abt it..
but i'm missing de chatterbox's chefs, humourous, always seem so carefree n blah blah.. bring so much colours into my life when i was working there... =D



i'm tired n i feel sickish..
ahhhahahaha

tt's all..

still, i'm trying hard to smile.. =)

went to interview @ Cycle and Carriage Industries Ptd Ltd at 9am this morning, and it didnt turn out to be gd, first i was LATE!!! sianz, suppose to be there be4 9 de, but i got lost n when i had my interview, it's already 9.09am. haiz
n hm, didnt really do well in the interview also, i was told to talk abt myself, but i seriously had nothing to talk abt de, n the interviewer also ask me to tell him abt my personality and characteristic, and i, always feel tt this type of things is let ppl to judge and nt really i myself says it. ya, n if i really need to say abt myself, it will turn out tt i dun have any gd points, if so, den y bother tell de interviewer??

LOL, so overall, interview was kinda screwed up.
hm, interview ended @ around 9.30am, went to Qiao Fei's house to slack, n we went KBOX tgt tt afternoon.. ~
yay, KBOX, hahaha
but my singing's bad, haha, unbearable type de, unliike Qiao fei's..
haha, de difference in standard is so big that i feel so inferior n dun really dares to sing at some times..
ahhaha



Sakae sushi called me this afternoon to report for work tml, 4.30pm.
finally had a job, but i'm still going for interviews on friday, 2 interviews, one for admin assistant, another for sales @ isetan in de shaw house.
hmm hmm, dunno if i'm able to get de job nt, haha,hopefully is yes , den i can take 2 jobs at one go, n $$$$ will flow in like water~ LOL $_$

haha, i'm getting greedy..


i feel sorry for my inconsiderate..
haiz..

but overall, today's still a quite gd day i think.. =)

last night,
got a scolding cum lecture from my brother because of the network marketing thingy.
haiz, i felt so stupid when my bro scold me, sad siah.
n my brother said this,
"because i care, tt's y i'm interfering n scolding u now. If it's some other ppl, i wont even bother abt it."

hmm, a very familiar phrase that i'd once heard it from some one else...
n only till now, then i fully understand it..
haiz...


tt network marketing person called again, n i dun dare pick up~~~!!!
ARH!!! sianz..
haiz...

MUAHAHHAHAHA

omg, just realised something,
i haven really been eating these few days..
max 2 meals/day, ytd worse, one meal onli..
LOL...

sianz, what's wrong with my appetite again??
weird weird..


hmm, anyway, went to Recruit Express @ Jurong East early in the morning, went there, same thing, fill in the forms, short interview, n go home.
tt's all..

seems tt many ppl went back to CCHMS today, n i didnt...
sort of regret abt it, but haha, wads de point of saying all these now..

anyway, went to taka for interview again, haiz..
i'm just so sick of all these endless interviews,
n i dun think i'll get short listed this time..
sianz...

anyway, tt's roughly wad happen today..
nth much..
just another boring day~

Job Searching..

hmm, didnt do much today, stayed at home till de evening, busy flipping through the straits times classified ads, searching for suitable jobs.
i cant recall exactly how many calls i made today, but though i called a lot of places, few are satisfying..
they either want permanant part-time or full times, if nt, onli work on weekends, which to me, was not wad i want..
y cant i just find a temp job man, i've given up de hope of finding a permanant part-time job as how many employers will really want employees tt are able to work onli on weekends when sch term starts?.. few siah..
haiz, called a lot of places, a couple of them asked me to down for interview, but i think i'm nt going for almost all of it ba, kinda sianz, n also, i HELL dunno where's that place..
ahhaha...
n now, haha, looking at de small notebook which i scribble all those adds of the interview areas, i damn damn dunno what i'm interviewing for siah, ahha, didnt note all de details nice n neatly down ... =.=lll

hmm, anyone heard of NETWORK MARKETING???
i somehow joined this network marketing company when i dun even know wads tt..
n now, i was told to buy their own products, and the core product is mattress that have magnets in it, and cost up to thousands.. FAINT!!!!
where on earth do i have tt huge sum of $$!!!
though they say it can be earned back n blah, but i still don have de slightliest intention to purchase something tt X!!!
n wad man, have earn any$$ yet den need to spend le..
sianz, looks like my $50 on de membership thingy is wasted, totally wasted..
but HELP!!! i dunno how to reject...
haiz haiz...
sianz sianz...

hahaha..

was feeling moody recently, again..
but pris called just now, asking me abt if i gg tml, complained a couple of things to her, and i felt much better after that, maybe i just need to find some1 to pour to.. =)

tml nt going back to cchms, had interview at Recruit Express@ jurong at 10am.
so by the time i reach CCHMS, it would be 11++am some where near 12 noon i suppose, by then, de celebration would have ended and ppl would have all left..
so nt gg tml..

had another interview @ 4pm @ taka 3rd floor de departmental stores there..
oh my, WHERE DE HELL IS TT??
I SIMPLY HAD NO IDEA ABT IT..
n i seriously had no interest to go all the way to orchard just for a few mins of interview, but now's a bit too late to ask ppl out le i think..
haiz, so looks like tml i'll go alone n go home straight after tt interview, provided if i can find tt place...
anyway, taka again, felt a bit OOTS haha, becoz of de cashier thingy..


felt kinda bad, had been pushing away outings for a couple of times le..
i'd try to go next time.. =)

went to the Recruit Express there for interview, anyway, tt's an agency that will help u to find jobs, if i nt wrong..

den went to n.y.d.c.@ wheelock for interview, part time server..
de manager there, whoah, look so fashion lo, n she looks V. young, really...
n i pass my interview, they want me..
but de pay there was, em.. a bit, less i would say, $5/hr..
i was expecting more..

went to sakae@ cineleisure for interview too,
de pay there also $5/hr, but it'll raise to min. $5.50 after working for 90 hrs..
but i dunno if they want me nt yet, latest notice by this fri...

went to Thai Express for dinner, whoah, tt food there nt bad siah, haha.. yummy
n thx oh, hyperkid, for the treat..
n we pooled tgt after tt..

i want a job, n i SERIOUSLY need one..
well, actually, jobs are everywhere, but it's just a matter of if u want it or nt,
yup, tt's how i feel..


soft hearted, nt a gd thing....

hmm, bad day..
went to de taka there to report for job, but somehow de person tt called me was on MC today, n the other staffs told me that they had no record of me suppose to report for work today. HELL man. n i was told to go home just likedat...
a bit fed up, a bit disappointed.
but on the other hand, i was a bit worried.
coz when tt person called me last friday, i had forgotten which day i was to report for work, whether it's de next day which was last sat, or today, Mon.. i dunno, so i assume it's today coz tt's de day i told de person i'm able to start work..
but i really dunno, maybe it's my mistake..???
QF says better call back tml n check, yea, maybe, but i was real worried tt i was the one that had make this mistake..
n wadever, now de job's gone, n i'm JOBLESS again~!!!! anyone got job to intro??
lol...
hahaha, think tt should be all le ba, got to start searching for job again...

=(
will i be able to find a job be4 my holiday ends? i wonder...

playing with fire, dangerous yet thrilling.
堕落

i dun understand wad guys are thinking, why would a guy want to show a female his private part??
sick man~
n de more i dun understand is what me myself was thinking at that point of time..
should have just listen to MC, blocke n delete this sick man!
instead, i even continue to talk to him on msn, YUCKS!!!!
i must be nuts! hate tt..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET LOST PERVERTS!!!!!!!!!!

meet up with clover at 2pm at jurong point, searching for a part time job.
yooHOO!!! haha.. clover's a violet-eyed demon!!!! ahhaha
em, it looked a bit weird at first, but after some time when i'm used to it, it seems to be okay..
but next time dun buy violet ba...
dont really suit u that much...
so, CHANGE COLOR NEXT MONTH BA~

hmm, haiz..
y ppl onli want Full time workers and not part time workers?
felt a bit discouraged when we get turn down.. =(
cant find any part time jobs we want at jurong point, n we kept on running into this pair of couple from NRA...
sianz...


de takashimaya ppl called, n i'm asked to go there on monday..
to start work or??
starting to feel worried, i scared i cant handle what i was given,
i'm afraid of disappointments...
n also, this job is onli temporary, seasonal-based.
so it would mean that i'll be jobless again once the need is gone, and i'll have to find a new job again.
how i wish i'm able to find a permanent part time job, ensuring my finance all the way even when i'm schooling..
but this seems to be tough...


i want a PERMANENT PART-TIME JOB!!!!!!

POOL!!!!!

haha, meet de YAO's at clementi today..
went to play POOL again~!!!!
haha, we played for V. long time siah, from 2pm to near 7pm+ siah
hahaa.. n de bill for our table $40.50!!!
OMG!!! so ex, n we even open a second table somemore..
ahhaha..
saw ren yao's bf, haha.. n oh ya, both of them can play well siah...
hahahah...
xue mi n yong jia came half way, n haha, i must say tt they are fast learners, V fast learners..
they can play much better than me even though it's their first time playing...
eeeee..... LOL
den yaojing Clover left halfway to meet her friend..
hahaha, she's really a laughter-producing machine siah..
haha. it's so hilarious to have her around..
hahah, i love ya HARD YAO yooHoo!!! accompanied by de Y-shape pose!!! ahahha.. nice 1.. =D
POOL was fun,
n it's V. fun with de YAOS!!!!


haha.. after pool, me, mag jess renyao n xuemi have our dinner tgt, carrot cake..
lol.. n they all cant finish their carrot cake siah, ONLI ME manage to finish all... lol
hahaha..
okay, overall, today's a FANTASTIC DAY!!!!!

ahhaha
i play pool play till my arms feel so sour.. maybe my posture's nt right ba..
hahaa..

hmm, felt quite empty today, no sch no exam no anything..
nth to do, so i went to mop floor n cook lunch for both my brother n i..
macaroni, turn out to be nt bad, quite gd for me who was first time dealing with macaroni..
ahhaha

Oh my..
i saw a big fat cockroach roaming in my room just now!!!
YUCKS!!!! i caught it running past me for 3 times!!!!
there's no one at home just now, so i got to take de newspaper n whack it myself!!!
n damn to de cockroach, it so smart de lei.. ran to those corners where i cant reach..
so haiz.. de COCKROACH'S STILL SOMEWHERE HIDING IN MY ROOM!!!!

damn...
pls pls.. pls dun fly to my bed.. i will faint de..
LOL

hahaha..
tml pool again~
yay..


i hope de takashimaya ppl will call..
ahahhahahaha
okay tt's all....
=D

POA paper today, n it's de last paper for me.. =)
hope i get all my calculations correct, n i just discovered something, i forget to cancel away de wrong answers that i did for question 1.
i got another set of answers on the 2nd page of ans booklet, but i forget to cancel away de unwanted ans on de first page of ans booklet!!!!
OMG!!! i just hope that the marker will be kindly enough to mark the answers on the second page rather than those on first page.. pray pray...

after POA paper,
me, xuemi, huikuoon,mag, jess, clover and sinli went to town, eat n POOL!!!! hohoho
i cant play well, yep i cant, lousy aiming for me..
haha.. n clover!!! u say u dunno how to play, in de end u play till so steady siah~
cheat my feelings.. LOL

oh, me n clover went to de takashimaya there to interview for cashier job at taka.
hmm, if i had decided to tell them we can start work from tml, den think the chances of us getting the job is much higher than now ba..
haha... wad am i thinking at tt point of time sia..
weird me weird brain..

exams over, time to rest slp n eat...
haha...
n i really need a job siah, i'm near bankrupt!!!!! haiz..

hahaa...
overall, today's fun fun fun~
haha...

i go slp le.. yay~ =D

hmm, haven been really slping these few days.. had been slping for less than 3 hr/ day on thurs, fri, and ytd..
been busy doing my last min mugging..
n know wad will lack of slp give rise to??
an outburst of temper, hostility at home....
sianz...
sometimes i really feel that my family's quite unlucky to have me this child.. lol

hmm, today's macro's bad, so many theory qns, though most of time i had read it last night, but still, my pea-brain's nt functioning, cant rmb all de notes tt i tried to memorise last night.. so, lots of blanks..
i just hope for a pass, let me pass pls~

poa tml, n i haven really study yet..
too tired to study le.. haha..

alright, time to mug.. =/

have been engross in reading my comic for these few days despite the fact that i haven study for my final exams n i still have 2 more papers to go..
dunno wad am i thinking, must be mad i think..
but haha.. just cant control my urge to finish de comic siah.
nice comic siah..
《鬼眼狂刀》 haha, though there are some obscene pages, n it's mainly abt violence n fighting n so on, but i still like this comic lots.. =)
haha...

now, tml's macro n i haven study yet...
all those GNP GDP, money supply n demand n so on...
OMG...
i'm going to have a hard time now..

nt feeling well, but YAY~~~
appetite's increasing~ LOVE IT!!!! =D

okay... time to study...
oops, haven mop floor yet.. HAIYA, heck la, wait till all my exams end first ba.. =D

tata

hmm, tml's de exam, n still, i didnt study much for today~
onli touch some of blaw.. but nth much really went into de brain, try asking me some blaw qns, n i'll give u think blank look!!! LOL hell moo moo la..

anw, few days ago, i found this webbie which i can view my comic online for free..
n tt's wad i've been doing everyday now siah..
die die la, haha.. y like dat one..
i cant help but to go to de webbie n see de comics lei, when i'm supposed to read my notes n books..
hahaha..

this sat have HM fireworks, feel like gg, but de prob is tt i still got 2 exams next week on mon n tues n i haven studied for them yet..
shall i or shall i not i wonder..
haha...
i'm gg nuts soon...


my appetite's still nt back yet..
cant even finished my nasi lemak siah..
sianz.. eat till wanna go puke again.. wanna force de food down also cant.. sianz..
i miss my appetite.. i wanna eat!!!!

haha.. tt's all...
bb...
comic time~ =D

some updates for today..
didnt really study, did some notes on de POA-GAAP ( Generally Accepted Accounting Principles)
hmm, nt really notes i'd say, i'm basically copying out the slides, coz didnt print them out..
but i didnt finish copying as my kor came n took over the com when i'm half way copying.. so yea.. time to stare at TV....

went out to dine with "-short-hyper-kid" at IMM, ate this shrimp dumpling noodle, it costs me $4.50 siah, nt cheap, so regardless of how no appetite i'm, i still manage to force down de whole bowl of noodles, coz cannot waste my $$ siah.. >.< but it's nt filling siah..

reach home, ate a bit rice, actually, i ate less than 2 spoonful of rice siah, n few spoons of soup n i gave up eating le.. coz cant continue le, de more i try to eat, de more i feel like PUKING!! damn, wads wrong with me.. i'm nt full yet but i manage to eat.. -.-lll
i used to eat quite a lot de, y now like so OMG...=.=


so damn sianz, i felt de hunger but i dun feel like eating..
haiz...

study study.. i seriously need to get down n study in order to pass my exams..

suddenly feel that i hate my current self..
yep..
doing things tt's so unlike me.. eg... i dunno too.. just feel so, n get disgusted by wad i did..

exams start on fri, n i'm still here doing bullshit...
sianz...
i said i'd study today, but.. turn out maybe no..
haven touch a single thing on my law n macro, n not forgetting tt damn BMGT!!!

sianz sianz..

simply...
JUZ HATE IT!!!!!



maybe it's just another mood swing.. maybe..

friends we shall be..

okay, finally asked him de Qns, n yep, my instincts are right..
like wad my friends had said..
move on~ gy

i dunno if i can do tt.
but i'll try.. give me some time n i'll sure get over it de...



*....friends we shall be....*


haven do this for quite some time le..

SMILE GY!!! =D

..........开不了口.........

added KK on msn n friendster..
hmm, wonder if we're able to keep in contact this way..
i like to keep in touch with ppl tt're gd..
yep, tt somehow reminds me tt i'm blessed, n xing fu de..



didnt have much to blog abt,
everyday was just eat n slp n play game..
less than 1/8 of each day is spend on studies..
think i'm gonna fail all my modules too.. repeat?? HOLY NO!!!
pls, let me proceed to de next sem pls....




there's something which i really wanna ask u...
but somehow, it's just so hard to be said out i think..
de fear tt everything will end once it's asked is keeping me back...
i've got this instinct that the answer will be disappointing and all the little hopes i'm clinging on will den be crushed, still, i really wanna know tt ans, regardless how hurtful it may be..
..........开不了口.........



i love this song lots..
nice song by Eason..
爱 情 转 移
Ai Qing Zhuan Yi

i dunno wad to blog...

feel like blogging something, but dunno if i should/shouldnt

friends vs "friends"
blog vs dun blog

will blogging help to settle de things troubling me? doubt so
will blogging change anything? don think so
wad will happen if i didnt make tt decision??
will u read all these??
will u care abt it??
will all these irritates u more??

i cant think now, i'm at a mess now..
just wanna vent something out, yep


smiling n laughing is easy,
wads tough to achieve is the real happiness that ur heart feels...

******************************************************************************
1.57am, wed, 08/08/2007

just realised tt i've never tell u tt 3 words in ur face be4..
i feel like crying now......

wads wrong?? lol

something is nt right with my com,
when i view my blog using Mozilla FireFox, de font colour for profile 's brown, but when i view it using Internet Explorer, de font change to HOT PINK!!!! >.< style="font-weight: bold;">

Mozilla FireFox.....................................................................


Internet Explorer.................................................................................................

hmm, had my BCA exam today at 5.20pm..
but me n clover meet in sch at 1230pm,
sin li came too

we went the library to study, fake tt we got book de project room n stayed in there for quite some time... n oops, those tt really had book de room came in n say " sorry, we had book this room."
!!!! damn malu, packed our things n went to 3rd floor, settle down at a spot near de corners n start revising our EXCEL!!!!

hmm hmm, something's wrong with fujitsu lappie siah,
the datatable cant be done by fujitsu lappy lei!!!!
both sin li n clover tried le all cannot, but LENOVO's can!!! MUAHAHAHa
so afterall, lenovo's still nt tt bad huh~
lol..
funny clover, she started going her " Fujitsu S**ks!!!*
lol..
u should look at de way she say it, damn hilarious, i cant help but to laugh like mad in de library.. lol

at 5pm, we packed up n went to blk 46 for de BCA exam,
was hoping to get de back seats, but hell moo, we're de latest..
so no choice but de front seats..
we were noisy i think, but heck la, no mood for how others thinks..

BLOODY hell lab com, hanged half way during de exam, n i even had to raise hand to call de invigilator to help me, but me too short n de lab com too HUGE, feel so paiseh lei... >.<
anw, heng i got save my work, if nt i cry siah..


bca's still alright i think, pass should be okay for me...
17aug's approaching...

hmm, feel so moodless again....
hmm..
hm.... gb time... =)

moodless..........

there's too much tots in my mind now, n i just cant express them out..

today's nt a gd day for me..

no appetite for a couple of days,

cant buy de clothes i like due to my financial constraint,

bro said some unrespectful words to mama,

mama got angry n start to nag at me..

come on la, i've aldy got my own prob le, n i really nt in de mood for ur nusiance la...

settled some problems, my dear shinny slipper also got problem too, so bought myself a new pair of slippers, just anyhow choose de somemore.. sianz..



went shopping at Central with qiao fei in the afternoon,

den went to bugis n had dinner with kenny at 7plus.

had pasta mania,

i got myself this creamy chicken de thingy,

but wa~ no appetite today n it's cheesy also,

so didnt eat alot..

after dinner go round walk a bit..

was quite talkative n chirpy today.

smiled n laughed n joked,

but the tears n sadness were burried underneath de smiles n laughters., and they are causing my heart to bleed..

well, maybe i'm a born actress (poker face) , i hide my emotions pretty well i suppose.. =/



did a bit of chatting at de platform, forced u to say out some of ur tots, but u still kept alot to urself..

diff. definitions, diff. views..
felt this tinge of joy when i heard u saying abt ur views n tots,
coz u rarely tell me anything except all those sweet talks..
but well, no point saying all of it now..

time to end de old n start the new..

watched u board de train thru de reflections of de glass door..

watched u left with de train..

all de happiness left n nothing was left behind..

一股忧伤突然涌上心头，

强忍住泪水，踏上了回家的 train

hmm, manage to smile n left........

hmm, looks like nt all things go against me...

reached home, access denied, expected but still....

hmm....

nvm...

i'm in no mood for anything..

tml bca exam, can i survive??

enough rubbish,

time to get some slp..

ByE~

Hi~