BAOC had ended, had lots of fun during de process.
though we may nt have notice it when in it, but after everything, de recalling part just bring back lots of memories to me.

i dunno wad to write siah..
so nt gg to write le..

n also, i'm also too lazy to upload de pics.
blogger's photo uploading is simply so tedious tt i detest it lots..
ahhaha..
so tt's all ba,,

totally tired out from today's FOC,
though BA lost, but i was quite high doing those cheerings..
ahhaha..

winning or losing isnt the main concern,

wads important is that we had enjoyed the whole process, in the precence of each and other.


there's no point for all those unnecessory things,

what matters is that we are trying our very to best to make the best out of us, to let the whole event be as enjoyable and fun as it can be!

hmm, was chatting with some1 on msnjust now,
Let's just call tt person AAA.

hm, it begins with some unfinish topic of our previous chat.
and as it goes, things turns out to be some personal feelings n some happening around each individual us.

well, i said quite a lot of it i think, some feelings tt was botherin me and eventually, gets too emo till i was tearing at one side of the laptop.
haiz..
but no harm having a slight venting session eh.
however, no much detail was reveal, to protect de involiving parties. just brief talks.

AAA had gave some meaning n easy-say-den-done advices, yea, but still felt better i think..

and oops, once again, i was so into my things n forget abt others..
AAA maybe just like me, need a place for ventation..


let's strive to be a better men.. =)

wont be home from tml till thurs night, coz BAOC starts on wed, so need to stay over in sch..


yea tt's all,
nitez all...

pic taken at one of the after justis dance lessons.. oops, accidentally couple-tee with justis.. ahhaha

de most recent be4 justis class, TCC-ed, i love TCC to the fullest. partly becoz of him, partly is how TCC makes me feel.. =) love de ambience there..
Retarded pic taken while waiting for Justis class

oops, retarded pic of me n mag.. hahaha..

tell me if u mind ah, den i'll put it down if u don like.. =P

normal pic taken.. =)

=)

alright, i'm back here for some updates

em em, basically, was real n quite busy with WORK and BAOC'08, which was just like 4 more days to go?

a couple of things to prepare de, and also MASS DANCE this yr!!!
whoah, like so KOoL la, my first time doing mass dance u know!!! =)

em, they did somehthing like a bit hip hop i think..
purposely go learn from dunno some master de i heard
ahhha
see see.. so sincere.. =P

oh ya, and the Main COM n Sub Com's are preparing a show, a skit, POWER RANGERS!!! =.=

hahaha, was quite lame by de idea, well, shall give it a try ba, i'm a villian.. LOL


i had been complaining abt work n keep saying i wanna change job for dunno how many months le, yet i still haven start finding a new job yet..
lazy me siah, can onli talk talk n no do de..
haiz..

anw, work tml,
n heard from my supervisor tt they gonna fired Hui Tian away, becoz she had gave them aeroplanes for 2 times le!!! >.<

OMG, quite serious sia, n my supervisor was like quite pissed n angry over it..
oops, shall be careful tml when working, danger zone siah..

anyway, i dunno wad to say le.
so shall end here ba


tml 12-6pm, working,
9pm- 10pm, JUSTIS class.. =)

next sun, maybe yao's cycling trip 2, ahahha..

yup shall stop le.

=)

MASS DANCE <3

things on my waiting list:

-cycling outing with yaos
-kboxing session with yaos
-kboxing session with Qiao fei
-Hair cut session with Mag
-meeting up with deb n pris
-Clear my room be4 sch officially starts
....

de list continues
ahahah..

tt's all i can rmb now la
most of it is on friends.. ahahha
coz i really neglected MOST of them yep yep..
so shall try to find time to catch up..
but work work $$ $$ problem..
hmm hmm..
eat less ba..


gd mood today~

=)

somehow i duno wad to update n also was lazy to do updating.
but still i'm here..


hmm, i was late for work for consecutive 2 days, all becoz of my late night slping,
i slpt at 4am or later.
n my mom tot tt i'm suffereing from depression due to this, my insomnia problems.
felt quite speechless when she saw me still using laptop when she's gg for toilet at 4am.
lol


den hm, i think the Butch supervisor at all workplace there seriously hate me ba,
hahaha, she purposely dun want to kept the extra sushi nor let others do it when it's 930pm, when we normally clear it.
DAMN Her la,
i got so seriously irritated by her..
well, i nv really like her be4, due to some FAKO actions done by her, but i felt tt since she dont come n mess with me, so okay lo..
BUT walao eh, now she like purposely de la..
den wait n see lo..
u bastard butch, who cares u are supervisor or nt, better dun come n provoke me! HMPH!

hmm, den went sch for BA subcom, in de end, we planned n carry out a surprise celebration for Erika, whos having Bday at 26March, same as JESSICA
she was quite touch de..
lol...


oh ya, tml the yao's are having cycling session at east coast, but haiz.
me n hui kuoon cant turn up due to subcom thingy.
sad...

next time ba.
anyway, an early wish for jessica.
HAPPY BDAY GAL~


hohoho


i'm tired..

ahhaha..

went sch in de afternoon to choose our timetables.
n hohoho, we are lucky tt our clique, 9 ppl had successfully get into the same class.
however, like wad jessica says,

God is fair, when there is something good, ther must be something bad too.

for jess, her bad thing is her lappy,
but currently for me,
de bad things seems to be tt our "new" classmates are nt tt new, yet in fact, those that are in the first semester with us, n i dont think we click at all..
esp after reading some post from some blogs..


haiz...

i'm worried for my oncoming semester, esp projects..
it just make me so worried..
=(


the below part of this post is specially delicated to this friend of mine.
it seems tt something real bad had happened to you recently,
or maybe even worse,
it may have started long time ago.

on that sunday morning, u called, hoping to have some1 to rely on,
yet all u get is disappointments.
was really sry for all the -ve feelings tt u get from me.
felt kinda shameful now, seriously, cause it seems to let me discover tt how selfish i can be.

all along, i've quite kinda envious over ur family
cause it seems tt yours is much better than mine in many aspects, n in fact it is.
however, it seems tt no matter how wonderful n perfect things are,
there's always bound to be some flaws in it.
n the more perfect it is, de more hurtful the flaws does on us.

it's just my guesses tt this is wads bothering you, or maybe it's something even worse.
since u didnt want ppl to ask, i shall kept all my question marks to myself..
but if one day u'd like to have a listening ear,
i hope i'm still the one tt came to your mind.. although it seems tt de chances are slim...
n once again,
i'm terribly shameful and sry again
for all the things, time n effort u put in our friendship
n yet i've yet once again again, failed u so many times.
=(

thousands of apologies.....








treat others the way u want others to do for you..

something tt's so simple yet being forgotten.

it's been near one week since i last updated.

okay, so for this one week, i'm busy gg sch for the BAoc thingy,
discussions and plannings..

suppose to go st james with mag n clover they all, but last min i back out due to too many things gg on on the next day, thurs


den went to meet priscilla n deb on wed night, go bugis shop, n again, i'm seriously late, suppose meet at 3, but due to some reasons n my dilly-dally-ness, i reached there near 4, n poor pipi, had to wait for me..
paiseh paiseh..

so go bugis street walked abit, spent again, when i shouldn't be spending actually..
haiz haiz..


nv, happy den can le..

=)

den thur fri, work n BaOc..

sat n sun, work work..

had justis lessons on sat night, still it feels weird whenever i'm there..
coz i know them, but nt friends tt type, just know their existence, n it feels a bit out..
hmm hmm...
i dunno la...


choosing class tml..
i hope i'll get into same class with friends
dun 1 to be alone...


tired..

shall go slp now...



i just wanted to stay simple n be happy..
=)

hmm hmm,
went to NP to do the BAsubcom thingy.
submited de sketch on de shirt design,
OMG lo, others are all nicely done, but mine like SHIT likett..
i did it when on my bus trip to NP >.<

discuss abt de games, i felt so inexperience siah,
i nv participate in camps n games much de, ahha
so when come to games, i didnt realy know wad to think of.
anyway, we still manage to come out with some games.. hohoho

den after de BA subcom, go SIM, huikuoon go see her monkey, n we made our way to orchard wheelock.

so conincidently, on de bus 171, we saw SUREEPORN n her friends..
hohoho..
so surprise to see her lo..
it's totally unexpected lei..
den we chat chat a while.
felt so nice to chat with her, after nt seeing her for such a long time...


den yahoo,
thx thx renyao, for accompany me to wheellock there de nokia service centre to ask for the repair amt for my phone.
n HOLLY SHIT la, it cost around 80-120 bucks likett lei,
i'd really rather go buy a new 2nd hand phone than to repair my current phone lo.
crazy siah, day-light ROBBERY la..

den hui kuoon accompanied me to far east, n i was suppose to buy my facial foam, but in de end, i bought de dress i like, hahahaha...
n holly moo moo la, de facial foam cost 39.90 siah
so EX!!!!!!!!!!!
but now they got promotion, buy 1 get 1 free lei..
how how how??
no $$ to buy le la, but now buy so worth it siah, so hua lei..
haiyo.. big head big head la.. =(


oh ya, i went to the 2nd hand HP selling shop near my house there, they provide repair service as well..
n nkow wad, i spent 15bucks n get my phone nicely FIX!!!!

compair de price, 15 and 120 bucks..
gosh can faint le la..
hohoho....

anyway, i'm v happy today..
hohoho

wed bugis shopping with deb n pris, n window shopping for me..
i'm broke eh,,
den clubbing after tt..
MUAHAHAHHA..
MUAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


i'm blessed... =)

8/03/08

OMG, all i had type few mins ago's all GONEE!!!!

why likett de.
sad..


hahaha, anyway, my hp's spoil, cant msg cant see msg.

n i'm very tired recently, need to have some decent rest i think

n i need $$.. $$$$$$$$$$$$$

n i'm nt so happy at work these few days..
n de BA subcom thing's filled with uncertainty n many Qn marks..
dots

n i went to justis dance class today.
felt inferior n unconfident when i saw others able to catch up, while i cant.
but the steps are kool, n quite tough also...


hahaha...

alright, i totally forget wad i wanna blog abt le.. sianz

n happy bday to jeremy, if he's able to see this..
MUAHAHAHH

muahaha,
went to genting since mon till wed, and i seriously enjoyed myself there..
SPACE SHOT!!! COLD WEATHER!!! MY YAO YAOS


hahah, but i felt a bit guilty siah, for i spread my damn vicious and stubborn flu/ cold virus to my friends, ahaha.. poor mag n clover..
sry sry..

and we are lucky gals wor, ahhaa, during our stays in genting, de weather's perfect!!!
perfect for outdoor theme park..
aghhaha..
den i tried those thrilling rides, first time taking them lo..
hohohoho

didnt really know where to start abt de genting trip, but overall, i really enjoyed myself theeeere..

ahahha, i wanna go vacation with friends again!!!

ahhaha


anyway, was back on wed night, n tata, de next day, i went to work..
tired lei...
hohoho...

em em, i dunno wad to say le..

oops..

tml's i'm having justis's dance class..
MUAHAHHAHA...
yahooo!!! excited abt it le..
^_^

ok, i know i haven been blogging at all.
haha, simply dun have de mood and energy to do it i think..##

basically, after exam, de kbox session,
me, mag, clover and sin li went to watch the movie "L Change de World" and this movie 's whoah whoah.. hahha

we took the midnight show as there arent any nice seats except the front few seats for the earlier show. haha, den we even went to chill out at the Balcony beside Heeren.
wahaha, de ambience is relaxing.


then watch Juno with pris and deb, hm, sry eh, were suppose to watch L de, but i watch alrdy..
#so so..

hehehe####


den after tt, is the BA subcom chalet.
went with huikuoon, n saw teck hui there..
quite enjoyable i thinik, but a bit tiring n weird as i dunno most of them.

den.. no more outings, and work all the way.

swap shift with chisan, so i end at 6 this sunday. went home prepare for genting trip.
n mag n her xiang came fetch me to her house. n now i''m blogging @ mag's house hahahaha...

kk, shall go eat my maggie breakfast le..
gg out soon..
genting trip here i come.


oh ya, how shuay, mens just came on sun, n my coughing#'s still nt recover.. >.<

kk##tata

Last paper for this semester, and also, this week.
However, it's definitely the worse paper for the whole semester, at least it is to me.

This is a bit, OMG man..
de things tested arent listed in the test exam scope, the 2 compulsory qn, which weighs 30m each, OMG!!!

qn 1 is on the stupid RFID, which is in the e-learning week, de self assesement we did. Well, i didnt study a single bit on it at all, NO AT ALL!!!
but this is still okay, coz it's my fault for nt studying.

wad makes me furious is the qn2, another compulsory 30m qn, it's tested on our PBL project.
OMG, wad they tested is all those tt's included in the first half semester, and it's nt stated in the exam scope at all..

alright, i admit i'm at fault too as the tutor did mention something like everythig on PBL. But since we have PBL 1 n 2, n i had assume it's on pbl 2, so i didnt even take any action to study the PBL 1.
Then when de paper came, it's all ALL on PBL 1..
GOSH!!!!!!!

how am i gg to pass this paper i wonder..

haiz...


anyway, went to CHinaTown to settle the travel agency thingy, book our rooms for the genting trip.
den we go kBOX n have FUN!!!! =D

but sad for me, due to the sleepless night on thurs night, my throat isnt feeling well alrdy.
then today, coffee in the morning, do more dmg to throat.
n then, kBOX, LOL..
all those singing and screamings, resulted in the server pain in the throat at the end of day.
and also, de inability to speak when i reach home..
still can speak like, but it's so hoarse and painly to me..

HOPE i can recover soon ba, i dun wanna fall sick esp when n during de Genting Trip, nor de clubbing night....
=D
oops, but i dun have clothes for it..
aghhahahaha


alright, shall go slp le..
i'm damn tired n sickish now..

wake up in de noon, slacked all the way till night time, n tata,
here i am, sufferin, burn over night oil to study...

now my throat feels weird.. it;s like blocked..
lol


i wanna slp i wanna slp n i need to slp...

CIP..
last n de least exam i want.. =(


haiz, shall go wash up le .......




sianz all de way... exams.. >.<

damn it! i cant get access to blogger.com due to some suspections of spyware!
haiz..
just dont really have the mood to study.
haiz..

OB's down, finally, i serious was quite damn dislike to take exam for this module due to all those memorising needed for it.
i hate to memorise...

tml miec, haven finish studying, wonder if i should stay up overnight to study...
nt sure siah, but tml sure no energy to do de paper la.. >.<

haiz haiz....

exams exams, time managements, friends friends,
somehow everything seems to be quite messed up..

...i seriously hope i'm thinking too much.. yep yep...

it's just 2 more days to Mon, when my first paper, OB starts.
gosh,
just less than 3 day's time to study, n i'm like nt even 50% done for each module.
man, i can just go jump down de building le.
haiz..

was trying to dig n reaarange my Bstats notes, n DAMN IT!!!
some of my papers are dunno lost till wher le..
haiz..

n godness me, my stupid CIP notes, i doubt i have de complete copy of all of the notes man..
damn damn damn damn...

thousand damns...

feeling stressed!

ytd's valentine's day,
again, a lonely valentine.

firstly, went sch with clover for the MIEC revision class,
first time attending the Mr Shaw's class.
ahha, OMG, i saw him scratching his armbit.. >.<

quite a beneficial class, clarify some of my doubts, but tt's definitely NT ENUFF!!!!
i'm like still so unsure of SO SO SO MANY MICro things, de identifications n blah blah calculations n STUPID theories!!!!

stressed up~

为什么一次次的梦见你

为什么

以为早就淡忘了的一切

难道不是吗

不想再想起

真的不想

最近还好吗？

想问却又不敢问

爱也不是恨也不是

went to sin li's house today.
had quite a lot of fun there..
all those laughters shall be kept n rmb by heart.. =))

well, we did some grocery shopping, but majority of it is done by de rest other than me n mag, as we are a BIT late.. ahhaha
den HAIYO ah..
ren yao ah, more achoholic than me siah..
ahhahaha.. =P

anw, called for Mac delivery, n haha, played donkey!!! >.<

den some cooking session, nt cook by me, pasta, by JESSICA, ren yao, sin li..
they're de one's who do most of the cooking, while i'm slackig and watching tv.. >.<
haha, dun see them always like fool around, their cooking's definitely THUMBS UP!!! =)

watched some of the Ed-scandal. oops.. ><

ahhaha..
overall, it's a pleasant experience.. yay!!!

a silly bet

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
okay la

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
2 months then 2 months la

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
ahhaa

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
u wna bet how much?

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
but think i wont mention justis alrdy, but i wont mention any1 els

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
hahaha

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
10 can

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
ok

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
i wanna save $$ sia

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
10 arh

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
so if i hear u or c in ur blog u mentioning any other guy u like.. v cute.. v handsome or wat in 2 months.. then u give me 10 bucks.. if 2 months later u din mention otehr guy excpet justis.. then i give u 10 bucks?

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
ok?

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
ok

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
cant mention others guys at all ah?

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
like od friends n how they treat me also cant?

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
ok u cut wat i said n post it into ur blog as evidence tat we make this deal

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
good friend? like tat u have got so many

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
cannot lah later u say liao then use this excuse then dun wan pay up

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
LOL

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
i wont la

YuAn --->雨。。 我只是个人。。。 烦 >.< says:
if i crazy over them i'll say de

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
ok lo

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
ok

^.- Hub -.^ Some people hide, their every desire says:
start from now

PICs for today...

my phone's cam is lousy.. ahhaha

ME ME!!! but wad a weird pose... >.<

my eyes looks weird man... ahhaha

Me n DAD... he's going botak too..hmm hmm...
This is actually RED ROSE!!! pure red rose u know..

but dunno why, it looks weird in pic..

so crowded.. =.=

Me n dad again

i didnt manage to locate it.. =(


ahhaha... basically, tt's all..

HAPPY CNY!!

n happy bday to kaiting..
ahhahah

hmm, i didnt really celebrate CNY siah,
a very simple reunion dinner with my dad,

then today went to sentosa to see all those flowers.
lol..

spent 8/10 of the time waiting and queueing, n squeezing with the BanGlas... =.=lll
simply dislike them..
ahhaha..
duno why..


hmm, just reached home an hr ago,
quite tired...
haven start my revision yet..
wonder how am i gg to pass my final yr..

sianz sianz sianz...
haiz...


below are some pics on de s&w Hip Hop,
I LIKE!!!!!!!!!! <3

how i hope my s&w wont end.. hahaha..

Fri 1/02/2008

last day of sch for this sem.
had cats presentation, think we did okay.
hahaha. it's de others in my grp tt do most of de work, i'm just there to claim credit i think..


den for S&W
em, we didnt win, but seriously, i enjoyed de whole process.
though some of us had made some mistakes, i make mistakes too
but still, it's very fun..
however, this time, our class had some students from the other sessions..
oots, too surprising le tt a bit make me feel so dots n weird.
ahhaha
but heck la, some are quite friendly n funny de..
n i think our costumes V nice de wor, very consistent lei..
ahhaha..

n then hor, i talked alot to JUSTIS,
though most of the times is me ask him things la, but still we talk quite a lot compared to the previous lessons.. XD

den hor, i even lend him my lappy lo...
LOL>..
but i'm a cunning one..
ahhaha..
shall nt say why here...
ahahhaha

yay, den took pics witj justis too..
aw, so cute~
ahhaha...
k i'm nuts again..

Sat 2/02/2008

went for the BAOC sub-com interview this morning, n seriously, i aint gd at interviews
totally stunned n keep mum abt everythng..
ahhaha..
n i still rmb they ask me abt my weakness n strengths, i totally blank out on it..
ahhaha..
n this happens when they ask me to give them reasons why they should choose me..
ahhah...
i just cant stand the idea of flattering n boosting abt myslef to strangers..
ahhaha...
n then went to work, v tiring..
n i went over to sakae sushi to help out for around near an hr..
ahhaha..
quite fun, something new.
ahhaha
n now, i haven bathe, n i'm going to slp with my body feeling itchy all over, just becoz de weather is too cold to bahte..
GOSH
so dirty siah
haiz haiz..

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

screwed up my BCOM final 30% oral presentation!!!!!!!!!!!

damn.. dunno why i suddenly get so nervous and forget what i wanna say initially.

n when presenting, i discovered that i'd accidentally deleted one of my slides!!!!

GOSH!!!!!!!!

then i stumbled and keep on repeating about the same thing. and how ironic it is, i sound confident and was able to deliver my words but this time round it's JUST DE OPPOSITE!!!!!!!!

damn...

feel damn like crying after the presentation..

wad a bad day HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sad, i'm mad abt myself..

though i wasnt 100% prepared for the presentation, but it's definitely more prepared than the previous time, bt how come, everything's screwed UP!!!!!!!!!

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i;m sad i'm sad i'm sad n MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kill me pls....

haiz...........

haven been updating my blog for near 2 weeks alrdy.
was quite busy in these 2 weeks, with all those deadlines, submission of projects and some presentation.
didnt have a decent rest in de past 2 weeks as well..

now, CIP, OB, Micro-article analysis are down,
i'm currently left with tml's BCOM presentation, CATs presentation n submission on project, Sport n Wellness's Hip Hop class competition. hm, still a lot more to go.
but all these will come to an end in this week.
so Jia You to me ba


i haven being following my resolutions at all..
this is damn..

had been slping late at night and waking up early in the morning for more than one week le
slpt for less than 5 hrs for one week le
my body's protesting to me.
my digestion's nt working..
ah!

i'm simply stressed n tired..
let me rest..
n i need tt...
ahhahaa

went to great world n far east shop today, for my formal blouse.
i get myself a white formal shirt, n i discovered this black-colored pen ink on the shirt after i reached home!!!! >.<

haiz. looks like i got to go back n change le.
but but, mine is a new piece lei, how come likett one!!!! >.<

get a dark blue top as well.
i'm happy today, but my blouse..
ahhaha..
i'm fussy, really fussy!!!

went to cut my hair on tues,
cut bob, but nt exactly bob, cost me 18++ bucks, but i like wad i get, so quite nt bad i think..
hahaha..

lot's of things to do, de CIP, CATS, MICRO, OB!!!
n i'm still happily slacking here..
think i'm gonna die like SHIT in 1-2 weeks time.
all these projects are dueing soon,
sure be4 exam de..

haiz..
went to chinatown with jess to check out de genting trip couch n hotel room charges..

i'm dead beat

tml having micro tutorial even though it's MIEC's E-LEARNING!!!!
wad type of e-learning is this i wonder..
lol...
working tml as well...


dread gg home,
welcome death.....

i'm tired now, VERY indeed.

worked today, studied a bit of STATS but didnt finish it.
i'm gg to have my stats CT2 in around 12-13 hr's time if i nt wrong
die..

seriously lagging behind time n progress!!!!




just when i began to see some hopes, it's crashed n smashed again..
haiz...

somehow year 2008 wasn't a good yr for me.
since de starting of this yr, nothing goes right.

first i fell down at home, den now,
afer a tiring sch day, i reach home at around 10pm.
get a scolding from my bro coz i was using my lappy n eating my dinner too.
he's bad mood today, n i'm suffering.
got scolded for some silly things
such as he wanna slp early, den he started saying i'm preventing him from slping, but the prob is tt i've told him LONG AGO tt if he wana slp, just off de lights, n i'll off my lappy too!!!
sianz


the desktop com cannot be used anyway, so no com for him
n he started venting his anger n frustration on me!
wad a COWARD huh..

go ahead, scold wadever he wants, i dun give a damn, n i seriously hate this type of attitude.
so better don do tt to me, if nt, dun blame me for my rude attitude.

anyway, sort of quarrelled with him,
but i cant even bothered to quarrel with him.
say wadever he wants.
take back wadever belongs to you la
as if i cant afford it myself.

i can just buy a 2nd-hand phone once i've gotten my pay.
mp3, it's just a luxury.
n dun ever dream of using my lappy again!

wad a bad day.
damn, feel like crying now.

haiz, how unlucky can i get

pon sch today, it's quite a last min decision, n i forget to inform sin li abt it!!!
haiz..
sry gal, really sry abt it..

another thing's tt i slip n fall down AGAIN!!!!
and PIANG! there goes my bowl. sianz.
this time had my right knee knock into the floor.

haiz..

how many times must i fall down in my life i wonder.

wad a bad starting for this year.

=(

31 Dec 2007 Monday

last day of 2007, meet up with Pris, Deb, n Jas..
went suntec this time round.
first we lunched at de NewYork restaurant, ordered 2 fish n chip n one whole chicken.
ahhaha..
enjoy de food, though de chicken's a bit too hard n dry for me, i'm fussy n getting fussier over food ....

den later, we went for KBox, i applied my membership card,
sang from 3.30-530pm, n it cost us $23.50 each.
quite enjoy de singing, n de time's a bit nt enough..
deb, let's listen to more chinese songs n go kBox again some other days K~~~
den we'll have even more fun than ytd.. =D

after kbox, accompanied Jas to buy donuts n saw Zhi Hui,
so coincident lo, ahhaha
n is he saw me first de. OMG, i'm really damn blind de i think..
ahhahaha

n jas commented tt he looked quite handsome on de first look..
ahhaha.. yahoo.. my taste nt bad ba.. =P

den took a pic with him using his phone, but de reason for de pic according to pris n deb, fake n unreliable, n i'm too gullible to believe it..
LOL

anw, say Zhi Yong too, so handsome la.
ahhaha


den accompanied Jas to walk back, n den continue to do our shopping.

saw helena, walked tgt for some time...
shop at de 3rd floor, a couple of new shops, but some closed alrdy.. =(
tried a top, n i like it to quite a extent, cant rmb de price le, felt like gg back to buy de top lei..
shall i shall i nt??
hahaha

dinnered at Just Noodles in suntec, de food was nt bad, n at a reasonable price. but i seriously dun like their tom yam soup, it tastes n looks like it's cooked from those seasoning packets from the instant noodles~!
but overall is still gd, at least they dun have 10% service charge like other restaurant... =)

walked de fountain of wealth at suntec also, it's fun to play with water, n i like it.. =)

pris n deb left at 10++pm, i stayed back at city hall mrt to wait for Hui.
waited for him for over half an hr, find a spot n sit down, chat a little.
den he accompanied me to Jurong Entertainment there to play pool
he's a PRO man, all those angle shots, WHOAH~~~!!!!


cabbed home at 3++am,
sit n stare in de living room for 2 hrs, got emo, cry a little,
den went to slp w/o bathing..


1st Jan 2008

first day of the yr 2008, wake up at 1pm, though i set my alarm at 3pm.
nuts, y cant just slp for some more..??
watched tv for 2 hrs, ate half a bar of chocolate, an ice-cream, de stick type, n nth else le.
bathe n went to work, n was late. damn it.

wasn't in de working mood today, n i'm dead beat, didnt eat much be4 gg to work.
n felt lethargic siah, felt strengthless n can sense de trembling of my hands when clearing de plates.
GOSH

hahahah

well, in de end, still no proper meal for today.

things i ate today:

1. 1/2 bar of choc
2. 1 stick of ice cream
3. few small pieces of chicken n pork
4. 1 gungan
5. 4 big maki
6. 1 handroll
7. 2 small maki
8. 2 sticks of chicken with green pepper

tt should be all le i think

didnt had any proper meal at all..

LOL....

trying to enjoy my everydays
=)

3 yrs ago, on de eve of yr 2004, he's at the other side of the phone sms-ing me till de 1st of yr 2005.

this yr, we spent the last few minutes of the yr 2007 tgt.

i'm hoping for wishful things again.

shall nt think so much i think.


i really dun understand..

haven blog for some time le.

wed 26/12/2007

went to clubbing with clover, mag, yinqi, cindy n mag's friend.
we went ZOUK!
hahaha, i'd say it's VERY FUN, xcept for the part tt my shoe's hurting me.
dance, play drink.
ahhahaha

den had been working since fri, n today, mag n jess came ps, n they ate at my work place!!!
so happy to see them, n they commented tt de food was nice, just tt everyone there seems to vbe kinda fierce.
MUAHAHAHHAHA...

oh ya, this morning, i came mens, n this cramp was so pain tt i cant tahan it, took the panadol, but felt like puking after eating it..
LOL..

but after some rest n errunds to the toilet, i'm life n kicking again!!!

n went to look for mag n jess after work, went to tanglin mall to take pics.
MUAHAHAHAH
took pics with fake cows n horses..
muahahha
n can u bvelieve it, 3 of us had mens on de SAME DAY!!!!!!!!
GOSH!!! how coincident it is..
MUAhahha
no wonder we are YAOS!
nth is impossible for US!!!
MUahahhahaha

=D


hmm, saw zell today, (think tt's how to spell de name)
he's a funny n friendly guy,
joke with him be4 i left de workplace, splash some water onto him, we are playing around, he's too bored le
n to my shock, i went too far tt i accidentally splash lots of water into his face, n he drank some i think..
OOps. sry, but he's nt angry.. which makes me feel so guilty..
LOL...

anw, enjoy today lots, xcept for de mens cramp part..
weeee~
kboxing tml....
a very last min decision, but YAY!!!!
but i dunno any songs to sing lei.. oops.. >.<

christmas eve, first went to Zhi Hui's house to scan all my articles, den rush down to city hall to meet deb, pris, n jas.
oops, sry gals, i'm late late, VERY late again!!!

went to marina square to shop.
some over highing camwhore in toilet.
somehow, we aren't great posers, but i had lots of fun! n love de pics tt's taken!!! =)

overall, had lots of fun today~ =)

WeeHee~

MERRY Christmas!!!

CAMWHORE!!!!

I made all these snow man.. =)

LOST!!!!!!!!!!!


overslpt today, so call n lied to workplace there tt i sick.

did nth but eat n TV today.

felt tt i'm a totally useless irresponsible fellow..

haiz...

i dunno what i want, i really dont..

went to work ytd, n wad a shuay luck huh,
i was doing the runner, n i slip on the mattress and fall!!!!
n i was holiding onto some food when i slip. so plates broken, n everyone's looking at me.
WAD DE!!!
den now i had a bruise on my left knee~ eeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeee
haiz...
sianz sianz..
shall go work now...

last day of CT,
CIP, starts early in the morning 830am. holly nuts.
haha..
did badly for it i'd say. didnt even finish studying it. LOL when laziness strikes eh~

after cip, went out with yaos to jurong point to kill our time and to carry out our secret plan for yongjia. haha.
we are celebrating her bday for her, though late, but well, it's de heart tt counts aint it~ =)

first, we went to lunch at PizzaHut, had de student package, each person spent around 8 bucks.
haha, worth it, and had a fulling lunch.

den we walk around jurong point, and ren yao, saw some shoes and was trying to phyco ppl to buy with her, but to no avail. GAMBATE ren yao~
hahah

next proceed to coffee bean, bought a piece of mudcake, a gingerbread man. and tata, tt's yongjia's cake. and we sang the Bday song in coffee bean~ ahhaha..
but yongjia she shy la, she stopped us for continueing.. aw~

de gingerbread man's so cute, too bad didnt take pic of it.
hahaha..
but cute it seems, none of us, de YAos really enjoy it's cinemon n ginger taste, haha, n de bread's soft soft like lou4Hong1 likett..
ahhaha..
in de end, de poor n pathetic breadman's being tore into tiny pieces and was treated as a punishment for the Zhong Ji Mi Ma game 终极密码 we played.
well well..
clover ah clover, wad did u do ah, how come u keep on tio de no. , loose and get de punishment!!!???
n poor yongjia too. she got it twice~ but clover got it like 4-5 times likedat! GOsh~
think we made a lot of noise at coffee bean, but who cares, as long as we had fun can already..
hahaha.. still, think maybe we should try to remain low profile next time~ ahhaha..
shy la, so many ppl looking at us~ HOHohohOHohoh

den rushed back to sch, for the Fan fan Yin Yue Hui, 范玮琪《哲学家》音乐会。haha,
was quite tired then alrdy.
saw fan fan in person, she's tall n slim, n pretty too.
n i like her character i'd say, a very Real person. she's wad u saw infront of u. =)
n her vocal's POWER man~
nice siah. her songs,
but sadly she onli sing 4 songs..
hahaha..

still~ enjoy today lots.

next thursday~ i'm looking forward to it~ =D

也许，如果，

bad timing~

Ob's down, Micro's down.
bstats on wed n CIP on fri.
i hope everything ends real fast.
slacking away.



总是时不时地想起，无意似刻意的看到。
心，颤动了一下。。。

hm, i simply enjoyed myself today.

ahahaha
well, firstly, i feel so paiseh to my CATS grpmates!
i told them to meet in atrium at 1130, n say tt be punctual, but in the end, i'm de last to reach!!
i'm like late for around half an hr likedat!!! oops.. sry man ( they wont see this though)
den i even saw mag n hui kuoon in atrium. we are just few steps apart~
ahhaha

den me n my grp mates proceed to canteen 1 to buy bananas, we bought 6 of it. We settled down at the bench at blk 72, and start preparing our bananas for presentation.

i think my grp's presentation was not bad, but there are better ones in my class.
and seriously, their ideas are fun too. some are nt so fun i'd say, but the way they present it out the class makes their product seems more interesting. whoah~

hahaha..

den after CATS, went to find clover, mag and hui kuoon for HIP HOP!!!
aw~ JUSTIS is so so so so ATTRACTIVE man, so MAN, so Fun so CUTE!!!!
n he knows my NAME!!!
MUAHHAHAHAH
then there's this part where he goes round the class to teach each n everyone one of the steps,
when he had come to teach me, i heard him saying my name!!!! <3
AW~ AW~ AW~ Justis~
hahahaha
i'm gg mad for him
lol

he's so charming when dancing
woooooOOoooOooooOooooOOOoooooOOoooooOoooooOOooooOOoooOOOoooOOoo

hahaha, den even after HIP HOP ends, every1's like nt gg back lo, we stayed back a while to hear him talk~
aw aw aw, so cute~

ahhahahah..
alright, i'm gg mad again..
hahaha..

after hip hop, mag n huikuoon n me stayed back a while to study our OB, thx lots gals, for helping me to clarify my nv-ending doubts~
ahahaha..

den i went to collect my online-shopping clothes.
hm, quality nt so nice, n one shirt's TOO BIG for me..
lol...

alright, shall go study for my CT tml..
hope i can slp tonight..

=)

if onli i can have HIP HOP every friday~ ahhahaha

因为不开心，所以在雨中淋雨。

after lessons, went to the HM chalet.
overall, notbad..
saw those tt i haven seen for ages, did some updating, playing some silly games.
went to beach to watch stars with deb.
it's freezing cold, n i was shivering uncontrollably.
went to pool with deb, zhi ying n sam, i love pool~

2nd day, pon sch n stay in the chalet.
a bit boring i think, coz we simply too tired n dunno wad to do.
wanna slp, but cant have de correct comfort slping position, so haiz.. cant slp
den left at 3++pm, doze off in MRT, sianz

i've still have lots of things haven do yet.
my cats personal reflection, all my tutorials, haven compile n rearrange my notes.
haven revise for CT and blah blah...

i'm tired n nt in the mood now..
sianz

hm, shall do a little update i suppose..

Thurs 29/11/2007

good job to me~
ahhaa, finally for once i wasn't late for my Micro tutorial.
n know wad, me n jess even volunteered for the micro.
ahhha..
n thousand thanks to jess, for she'd help me lots!!!!
coz i didnt revise a single bit on the micro, n i even dare to volunteer!!!!
heng jess got read thru, n she helped me all de way!!!
love ya~

n so OMG!!
miss koh actually treated us donuts!!!
looks yummy, but ahhaa, it's too sweet for me~
n i'm having stomache after eating it~
n went home to lao sai~
ahhahahaa

okay, blame it on my lousy digestive system.~


Friday 30/11/2007
went to sch for cats n s&w..
n hmm, desmond saw me n look into my eyes..
lol...
so dots siah~
ahhaha..
den i just look away...
dun even know him at all..
hohoho

oh ya, cats is still de same, but my tutor's quite cute i think,
she laugh at things she finds funny n we all are like orh okay~ hohoho
n we decided to sing de peel banana song infront of de whole class next week during presentation..
ahhaha..

oh ya, i simply LOVE JUSTIS LOTS!!!!!
he's so CUTE n funny man~
so MAN also..
n he rmb my NAME!!!!~ woooooooo
if onli he can take more looks at me~
hohohoho...
*madding*

sat 1/12/2007
nth much, working for de whole day
n i bought this maybelline mascara, n i tried it on myself..
gosh, i look so ugly in it.
dunno if i will dare to wear it out one day nt..
lol..
n one more thing, i didnt buy de make up remover for eyes, as many told me tt i just just wash de mascara away with water.
n i tried to wash it away~
OMG!!!!
it cant be washed away!!
i try my normal make up remover, my facial wash, by pulling it, it just cant be remove n my eyes HURTS!!!
n tata, i'm such a smart gal, i tot of my olive oil, i use it to get rid of de mascara..
ahhaha..
finally, de olive oil come to some uses. =)



sun 2/12/2007

working as well, but till 5 pm onli.
den BobbY treated me pastamania pizza~
de seafood dunno wad de..
hohoho
taste still nt bad, but got cheese inside..
i had 3 slices n cant force in anymore le..
ahhaha..
but thx him lots for the treat...
n saw alvin, dunno when's de last time i saw him le..
ahhaha..
n ah zell also,
haven saw him for some times le..
hahahaha...
with them around, working seems to be more fun~
reason, they're there to fool around n making u smile..
a bunch of nice kids/boys~
=)

tml sch, gg for chalet afterwards, most prob staying overnight.

somehow it reminds me of you,
n also, the things we plan to do tgt..

。。。一只眼的泪。。。