went sch in de afternoon to choose our timetables.
n hohoho, we are lucky tt our clique, 9 ppl had successfully get into the same class.
however, like wad jessica says,

God is fair, when there is something good, ther must be something bad too.

for jess, her bad thing is her lappy,
but currently for me,
de bad things seems to be tt our "new" classmates are nt tt new, yet in fact, those that are in the first semester with us, n i dont think we click at all..
esp after reading some post from some blogs..


haiz...

i'm worried for my oncoming semester, esp projects..
it just make me so worried..
=(


the below part of this post is specially delicated to this friend of mine.
it seems tt something real bad had happened to you recently,
or maybe even worse,
it may have started long time ago.

on that sunday morning, u called, hoping to have some1 to rely on,
yet all u get is disappointments.
was really sry for all the -ve feelings tt u get from me.
felt kinda shameful now, seriously, cause it seems to let me discover tt how selfish i can be.

all along, i've quite kinda envious over ur family
cause it seems tt yours is much better than mine in many aspects, n in fact it is.
however, it seems tt no matter how wonderful n perfect things are,
there's always bound to be some flaws in it.
n the more perfect it is, de more hurtful the flaws does on us.

it's just my guesses tt this is wads bothering you, or maybe it's something even worse.
since u didnt want ppl to ask, i shall kept all my question marks to myself..
but if one day u'd like to have a listening ear,
i hope i'm still the one tt came to your mind.. although it seems tt de chances are slim...
n once again,
i'm terribly shameful and sry again
for all the things, time n effort u put in our friendship
n yet i've yet once again again, failed u so many times.
=(

thousands of apologies.....








treat others the way u want others to do for you..

something tt's so simple yet being forgotten.