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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
not excited, nor happy about it.
but somehow dreaded and regret why i didnt withdraw from it.
feeling emotional.
was unable to slp at all, partly coz of the darn weather, so HOT,
partly, wasn't in the mood to slp
felt kinda bad and guilty,
esp when seeing my mum helping me to stuff all my things into the small luggage.
i always find her naggy,
even till now
though i know she meant well...
i will be bringing laptop over,
it's dangerous, i know,
as the lappy will be left in the hotel in the days,
and wad if the cleaners took it away!?
haiz...
still, regardless of how she tried to persuade me to drop the idea of lappy,
i insisted..
please, let me have a safe and fun trip...
appearance weren't that important,
it's the functions that matters...
i want to slp..
百感交集。。。。。
10 days
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
i'm running out of time!!!
but the dumb body's failing me at this MOMENT!!!!
how am i suppose to study when i'm aint in the state for it!!!!!!!!
ARG!!!!!!!!!
now's nt the best time to punish me for abusing you ah~!!!
alright, shall go slp soon..
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edited, 11.28PM
alright, i'm having slight fever.
sianz....
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
projects and presentations were screwed,
messy reports, unfinished ppts and more.
exams were in 7 more days time,
and yet now, i had to go for RETEST tml.
first time going for retest in poly,
failed terribly, a simple test...
today's update
had bmm presentation, the outcome was kinda saddenning for my group.
everyone had done well, except my group.
the difference in the quality of the presentation was so great till i cant bear to see.
when every other achieved their aims, we weren't
maybe i'm really not good enough.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
now left with SPSS software and BMM-yog presentation!
though we are v lag behind time,
we still manage to find joy and fun out of it! =D
just like 2 days ago,
1am++, i cabbed downt o Mag's house JUST TO FINISH our medsoc report.
slpless night and both of us ended up like pandas haha
now, left with SPSS and BMM..
rad's doing the SPSS, she's doing it ALL BY HERSELF!!!!!!
whoah, good luck...
will try my best to help, if she needed la.
anw, BMM, JIA YOUs GY~
*am going to rush to Mag's house again tml night,
hopefully can finish most of the BMM ppt ba..
rush rush hush hush....
really needed some decent sweet dreams..
life's like a nightmare these few days.....
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
neither do i have any fun years ago.
Infact, this year's NDP is the worst i ever had..
thx to Pris, the random home visit did cheer me up. =D
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today, went to catch the "UP" movie~
sweet, touching, and kinda funny throughout the show
=D
i like it..
little shopping at Ion, whoah,
A LOT SHOPS!!!
but i didnt buy much..
had a small feast at those fingerfood stores...
mini-okto, Gigantic tacopachi, pork fillet, fried prawn stick, korean rice cake.
i enjoyed today, LOTS!!!
* sweets not given out,
words not expressed,
nothing happened. *
because of its non-importance,
that explains why it is given up so easily.
another lesson learnt.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
violence-thoughts.blogspot.com was a history,
had been having ups and downs, till i'm kind of sick and tired of all that's happening around.
just wanted to be left alone, just like how my msn nick says
therefore, i shifted to
the name's a bit weird, not tt comfortable with it yet.
shall find some time to change it again.
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things weren't going well for my relationship,
with my dar bf in ns,
having his moodswings, cancelling the meetups, feeling wanted to have time for himself etc.
well, ns sure is a torturing journey for guys i suppose.
seen a couple of friends dreading and complaining abt gg in,
and celebrating when they are finally ORD ( which i dun really understand wad it is.)
near 3 months in tekong, a small island outside singapore, away from their lovely home, warm and comfy beds,
the emotional side can be understandable.
yet, as a female, w/o experience this period in life, i couldnt fully understand all.
anw, dar was thinking too much, his tots wandering around, till tt he tot i had gone back to ex bf.
well well, felt kinda shocked n ridiculars when i first saw the msg.
yep.
told him i didnt, and i still love him.
hope this could make him feel better...
3 more days till he books out, till he can enjoy de short break, freedom outside tekong.
was too preoccupied with all these emotional ups and downs, till i neglected my studies again.
hmm, laziness play a part in it as well..
emotional creature, i always am
Monday, July 13, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Friday, June 05, 2009
walking around aimlessly and might fall and doze of any seconds!
hm, why am i like why lei?
reason very simple, i didnt slp last night, except for the 2 hr nap in evening.
so, let's count, i didnt sleep for 28Hours le!!!!!!!!!!
faint.
why i didnt slp last night lei?
coz was busy chionging the Graph Comm posters n last touch on the logos.
they are not perfect, but better than before i guess.
and funny thing i noticed is that under the influence of RED BULL, i was over energetic, and that's why my inspirations on the poster design came about~!!!!!!!!!!!!
Muahahhaha
hm, so today, had a short consultation with Mr Ang Chiat, my Graph Comm tutor, he didnt comment much on my poster, but it was approved and workable
well, tt will do ba..
too tired n drained for more ideas on it le..
after consultation, had MRSH survey + interview questions compilation.
and OMG la, we took near 3 hours to finish it.
imagine i was already half alive coz didnt slp.
and still had to tahan for another 2hr++.
haiz..
the whole compilation process was kinda funny, jokes thrown here and there.
had a great laugh there.
then stay back in sch a while thinking that i can do graph comm in sch.
haha, was distracted so sort of wasted my time thre..
well, anyways, i'm tired le..
shall go slp le..
this post like quite chapalang likett
LOL..
nitey ppl..
yawn..
love me ~
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
a short dinner and movie date.
and turns out to be my Lunar Bday~
hhoho..
it feels good to be involved, to be introduced around.
though socialization wasn't what i'm good at, nor enjoys,
you do make me feel involved. =)
Lunar Bday,
coincidence=)
mama told me before i left house.
was greatful that she actually remembers.( tot they dont care de )
ate few mouthful of noodles and rushed out house.
sitting outside de esplanade, doing nothing..
small sharing sessions.
i'm contented. =)
enjoyed the time spend..
it's the thoughts and the sincerity that matters to me..
em, if it can be put into actions, wont it be BETTER? =D
Friday(29/05/2009)
wake up in the morning to do the MRSH e-chat.
bored... and messy chatrooms.
totally turn off when i enters it.=X
chionged my BMM elearning work,
and go for sun tanning after tt.
by the time me n mag reach sentosa,
it was already 3+PM.
kind of late for sun tanning.
and well, we didnt get tan also.
the sun wasn't too strong,
and the hours were short.
after that, we met up with jess, sin li, sihao for a flyer experience.
10bucks only, and it's the last day le..
gals hours =D
Sat and Sun(30-31/05/2009)
work as usual,
sunday, dar's at town as well=)
fetched me up after work and send me off at the bus stop.
no much time left before tekong.=(
life's still as usual, with loads of works piling up, no time/i'm lazy to finish the works?
part time's giving me some troubles and headaches, for i cant afford much time for friends and work, and dar also.
still, i cant quit..
it's stressful, yet at the same time, that's what shapes us stronger=)
shall go slp le..
nitey~
can i have more time ?
Monday, May 25, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
i'm using some others wireless..
sianz..
i might not be online for sometime i guess
Below is my one SIDED story...
n it's biased to a certain extent...
IB case study presentation WAS HORRIBLE..
none want to present except SHE!
i didnt want to,
but i dont have a choice i guess...
chill, i'm not angry or anything abt it,
tt's just how things had to be..
n it seems like she had PREPARED for it..
so left me standing there like an IDOIT, my presentation marks going drains.
IT JUST MAKES ME THINKING TT SHE ONLY CARED ABOUT HERSELF, NOT THE GROUP.
"AS LONG AS I PRESENT WELL CAN LE, THE REST, TT'S THEIR PROBLEM FOR NOT PREPARING, FOR THROWING EVERYTHING AT ME."
tt's how i think at the moment
HELL WASTED marks..
though i'm not a good presenter, but it wont be this BAD i tell you.
IB project was an failure.
with everyone's word n works being edited without informing
trust VIOLATED!
the way she do things portrays herself as VERY capable, likes to do things on her own.
initially i tot everything was alright, every1 did their parts.
she will just compile and print it.
also, since the CASE Study we had discuss it,
she, being the one with the ppt, will edit it, n tt's how she portrays it to be.
when others asked her to send the ppt, she didnt, n onli do so this afternoon 1PM,
when the presentation was at 2PM!! with nothing DONE!
yes we are not initiative, we are at faults as well..
but pls, if u cant handle it alone, JUST SAY
it's not we DONT WANT TO DO/HELP,
but you, trying to do all and DOMINATE the whole things
doing ur own things, w/o us knowing.
n YET in the end, there's no good outcomes...
i dont like this happening.
this is 3rd yr, with everything rushing n fast paced.
i dont have to time to settle it slowly.
my friends are aiming for good grades..
i'll be HARSH..
n i'm no goody gal as well..
n it's the 2ND time le.
no more 3RD time pls...
-ve emotions are bringing every1 down...
it's not against SHE, but how she does things, how she behave in the project...
i'm venting, ranting,
I HAVE NO HIGH EQ
Thursday, May 21, 2009
i'm currently at Mag's house..
a little mahjong session to set the drinking game running....
as a beginner for mahjong game, i do have some beginner's luck n won several rounds, but i lose 3-4 consecutive runs games and drank consecutively quite a no. of alcohol..
so resulting tt i'm partially drunk.
our dear friend, HK, her BF came to fetched her away, and now mag n jess's out to buy food
they are hungry...
me, being partially drunk, was feeling giddy but yet still conscious and knowing wad i'm doing..
now i'm kinda sianz as me and mag had to be in sch by 930AM for some project compilation thing...
arg! i go do my project stuffs le,
though i'm still having the dizzy feeling..
=)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
1) throw it away
2) keep it but no longer wear it
3) continue to wear, till it gets comfy
a very simple example to illustrate things...
work is hectic, esp when there's sales and promotions gg on..
SHAGGED...
Saturday, May 16, 2009
ARG!!!!!! i got to stop this bad habit....
anyway, went for facial, and meet up with Qiao Fei~
weeeee, she dressed up, n me, so sloppy likett
ahhaha
did some embarrassing stunts at "pepper plus" fitting room,
when adjusting the tube top, the whole thing came OFF!!!!!!
WTF!
lol..
Vivo-ed, white dog restaurant,
nice food i'd say, i like the ambience and those beautiful night scenes, which was pretty far from our seat..
LOL..
anyway, had a weak stomach over dinner,
yup..
working tml..
n i'm so so so TIRED!!!!!!!!
shall go catch some slp le..
hopefully, i wont be late for work tml..
having some hard time waking up recently.. =(
Thursday, May 14, 2009
graphic com lecture, medsoc lecture then headed for home.
i went down to JOG today, after much considerations and thinkings.
AMAZING~! haha
hopefully, i can sustain ba..
anyway, jog+ brisk walk + stairs climbing for around 35mins.
i nearly fell off from the stairs when climbing my way up.
now just pray that there wont be any muscle aches tml!!!!!!!
=)
MRSH-> MCC chart!!!
ARG!!!!!! stressed..
Thursday, May 07, 2009
BMM tutorial was cancelled last min this morning.
was too tired to go sch, so intended to skipped my GraphComm and MEDSOC lectures.
Rushed down to sch to celebrate our HuiKuoon's BDAY in advance!!!!!!
happy birthday gal!!!!!!
the surprise was an SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!
muahahaha..
it feels great to be together =D
n i totally missed my lectures..LOL..
anw, pooled with Jess, Mag, YJ for 6 HRS!!!!!!
tt's de longest pool session i ever had.
but we totally had fun there...
i happy today..
not happy ytd
Yong jia recommended me to listen to this song..
i like the lyrics... i really do..
yet i'm so stunned by the lyrics as well..
enjoy de song ba..
=D
張智成 - 讓時間開口
腳步重心口痛你開始淚流
太明白在未來已不能遷就
應驗了一開始有人說我們一定不會長久
淚乾了各自走不會有挽留
現在就放開不會再牽的手
沒有錯我們並沒有錯只是走不到最後*
從頭到尾安靜的承受
分開的默契我們都有
所有的想念和問候
留作以後朋友代口
當時間緩緩流走
已不適合再開口
背影隨沉默拉長
所有答案都在心上
當時間緩緩流走
會代替我們開口
寂寞再回到身旁
愛情留待別人遇上#
時間會代你開口
Monday, May 04, 2009
Friday, May 01, 2009
inspired by Jessica last night,
so i tried cooking fried rice today, and it turn out to be quite a failure.
firstly, it looked gross on the appearance, with some burnts and crusts here and there.
also, there were a couple of lumps of rice too.
it taste weird also. i added too much salt, and the salt didnt dissolve. so when eating, there are some over salty areas.
hahaha..
i duno how to describe the failure.
shall try fried rice next time,
hopefully, it'll be better....
=)
Saturday, April 25, 2009
101th, worse!
i tried, but the outcome was kinda bad,
what shall i do.....
cookies, have them fresh, tt's what i had in mind at that moment...
listening to this song again and again,
lovely words form these lyrics
why do they sound so sad to me.....
Sometimes When We Touch
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply _
I'd rather hurt you honestly _
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you_
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide_
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry_
I wanna hold you tilL the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride_
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives_
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth_
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth_
And sometimes when we touch_
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide_
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through_
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you_
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters_
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I haveve to close my eyes and hide_
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides...
Thursday, April 16, 2009
and tt's my house!
for most people, no matter wad, they still love their home de most, with all the people ther for them.
but i don feel this at all.
all i see is distrust, not being respected, live rubbish bin, venting ground and the list goes on... ...
if only i'm independent, if only i've got the money now,
i will never ever want to go back to this place. NO AT ALL...
i had enough, way enough to bear with...
if u don like my attitude, please do some self reflections first,
coz wad u see is wad i received from you! and you are much worse than me.
just that they always spoils you till you tot you are always right.
it's obvious, whom they dotes and whom they dont.
DAMN YOU ALLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE you
i need you now,
you're bothered by your things and emotions,
so am i too...
bad day
bad month..
n FUCK those mother FUCKERS!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
leave me alone, i just want to be alone.........
pls, do not ask anything, i hate to mention them...
be considerate..
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Monday, April 06, 2009
i finally managed to secure 2 HR Appointments today!!!!!!!!
so happy..
but then, one of them is because the person's interested and keen on the topics, so she called to the company.
the other will be like, i'm sort of cheating her, tt's how i feel la.
but then, this is a business world, we make use of beautiful words to polish up our services, intentionally exclude unfavourable terms and conditions just to get to the core purpose.
sad huh, but i guess tt's how things are ba..
well well,
just when i tot i had a great day,
something spoils it all..
was pissed pissed very pissed.
if i'm really in the wrong, i dont mind getting scoldings, for, I"M WRONG!
but i nv like to be scolded or shouted at when i have not done anything wrong yet, it's all their assumptions that i'll do this and tt, but i haven and did not intend to do so.
FUCK OFF THEY IDIOTS!!!!!!
so full of themselves, and yet always thought they're right..
damn ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAD ENOUGH OF THIS STUPID RUBBISH!!!
PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll be going for my appointment tomorrow~!!!!!!!!! weeeeee
MY appointment!!!!! =D
Sunday, April 05, 2009
2 of them are late! but it's okay.. hahaha
-went into www, get changed! OMG, there's so many Indians on that day! trying not to ve racist, but seeing too many of them did frighten me, but mainly is family likett.
- went to do play those kiddy slides, i slipped and fall on my butts and knocked my head! OUCH!
- played the ular-ulah for a couple of times, guess this is how they spelled it, quite fun! but somehow we always missed the camera.. =.=
-then also had this facility, where we need to carry the BIG-2 seater float up the stairs, like walked 3 floors, and den slide down the u-shaped slide! it's THRILLING!!!!! but was lazy to play it again, for the FLOAT"S WAY TO HEAVY LA!!!!!!! me and kaiting had a hard time carrying it!
-the tsunami wave pool was quite okay, but i nearly drowned there. The incident took place at the 1.8m pool there, was trying to climb up the float, but sliped on the float and plunged down into water. tried to kick up, but I CONFESS, I'm A WEAK SWIMMER, more accurately is I CANT SWIM. so though i did kick up the water to the surface, but i cant float.. -.-
so in the end, was saved by lifeguard! and everyone's eyes were on me!!!!!! embarrassed!
- played 1 slide, where it's like a tube likett.. so when u were sliding, u're been engulfed by total darkness. it's kinda scary, for u cant even see ur fingers when in the slide.
then a lady infront of us get STUCKED in it.. poor thing, she must have felt damn scared!
after WWW, dine with them + meixuan.
updating each other on our lives....
i enjoy these gatherings~!!!!!!!!!
ahhaha
Sunday, March 22, 2009
attachment is getting worse by days, as i'm doing the same thing, calling and calling everyday.
i never like callings, esp calling to request them to let my company hold seminars.
so somehow, it makes us on the downside, as we are asking a favour from others.
so i get quite depressed over attachment, and it gets worse when all the other interns, except me, had managed to secure HR appointments.
Though my immediate advisor did not say anything about it, but I still felt the pressure building up. I am really afraid that this will affect my evaluation grades though it's just a pass or fail. I do not wish to fail my attachment!
Well, what can I say, it's something that I don't enjoy doing, and also, not good at.
However, I knew it well that no matter how much I dislike it, how much I complain and nag about it, things won't change.
The world won't change because of me, I know it well.
So, I got to change and adjust myself to fit into my surroundings.
Trying hard to now, but can't help but to complain every now and then.
Venting out of my emotions is necessary, if not, I might get overly depressed.
21/03/2009,Sat
As usual, Sat was the day for my sales part time job.
How do we define good friends?
I guess I ain't one.
For I couldn't be there for you when you needed me most. I felt kinda sad when realising this.
You even expressively stated that you wanted to see me, but I just can't abandon my work and run to you.
I'm sorry, friend.
I wish I could, throw away all the obligations that I had to fulfil, or find some excuses or reasons to tell my colleagues to let me off early, so I can go look for you.
But I didn't.
Maybe I'm just too selfish, like some others said.
But I did try my best to make myself available to you, through sms.
I even tried to send you video message, picture message, video call you, but sadly, my pathetic phone failed me.
So, I keep on find excuses to use my handphone: toilets, going into storeroom, refilling my water bottle.
For these, I feel that I had tried my very best.
Though you said the sms-es had helped you alot, and thanked me for that. It did lessen the guilt I had, but still, I felt bad towards you.
Similar incidents had happened before, that's why it bugs me so deep.
I can't guarantee that this won't happen again, but I will try to make myself the most available..
once again, i felt apologetic to you, and you.
And YOU-s, thank you for being there for me when I'm down.
I appreciate the efforts, time and attentions of yours.
Though I may not have said it, but I really mean it.
Thanks.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
somehow the lyrics reminds me of something..
meaningful but yet sad...
放了爱
你指向远方爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光钻进你胸膛
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏
把美梦锁上以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份靠在你肩膀
放了爱 为了爱 这不是我
该怎麼生活 放了爱
你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强
别人的幸福何必要模仿
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场
放了爱 为了爱 这不是我
该怎麼生活放了爱
会明白有种拥有 叫作放手
我的心为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错
放了爱 为了爱 这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白 有种拥有 叫作放手
放了爱 我放了爱
Monday, March 16, 2009
chalet,
night out,
bath,
slp,
changed,
vivo,
thai express,
walk around,
indigestion,
trained,
home.
when you saw the changes, though you said it's something good, however, your tone and expressions disagree with it.
changes, something that never stop its steps, happenning to each and everyone in the every seconds of life.
many things happened, i guess i was no longer the same as whom you had known.
what awaits infront, is something which i do not know and do not want to know.
you pointed out something which i wasn't aware of...
*sticky sticky*
Monday, March 09, 2009
it's not so related to what i studied, not something tt interests me.
today, after my lunch, had this terrible cramp, and vomited twice in the mini-toilet cubicle.
couldn't stand it so cab to a polyclinic and went home after obtaining the MC.
the waits at polyclinic were not that long le, think i spend like 1 hr 15 mins there. yep
because you are someone special + important, therefore, that may explain the expectations.
when perceptions do not meet the expectations, disatisfaction occurs.
if this is a test, you failed terrible.
i needed a lot of attention then, a hug, the cares and concerns and also your prescence.
cares and concerns yes i may have it, but the rest, none.
maybe you have your reasons, maybe i'm just too spoilt, i dont know.
All i see now is i'm not so happy with it.
high fluctuations in mood now....
Blame the PMS, blame the hormones...
I'll be fine soon
despite that,
i'm still crazily in love with you
la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
work,
clubbed,
danced,
laughed,
irritated,
drank,
dizzy,
startled,
chatted,
discussed,
split,
homed.
clubbing was alright, loved the accompaniment of friends, though half way was a little pissed but it's inevitable i guess.
tt's normal for places like clubs, so yep..
drank a little, few sips only, but felt the giddyness came and go.
a little chat session outside de club, was tired then..
a little break from the hectic schedules... =)
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
"how u know someone is the right one for u"
I personally feel that you know its the right one
when everyday is such a happy day
even fights/unhappy days seem so sweet
you can't get your mind off that person
you close your eyes you see him/her
you open your eyes you see him/her
you save up, and plan to go out with him/her
you burn down your entire forest for him/her
you're so proud of him/her, you want everyone to know
you want to hold his/her hands and dance under the stars
you plan surprises and everything he/she says is cute and silly
his/her presence makes unhappiness/weariness go away
you are willing to suffer, to make him/her happier
you love him/her the same
even when his/her hair is like shit
and even when he/she got pimples all over his/her face
everywhere u go, you think of that person
everything u do, you think of that person
everything u eat, you think of that person
every breath u take, you think of that person
every sms that comes, you wish its that person
you worry for him/her
you wanna protect him/her
you get jealous of him/her
you wanna spend your last cent on/with him/her
you dream of a married life with him/her
having kids, getting old together, holding hands in heaven
When that person leaves you
he/she scars you so bad
you lose your sanity, dignity and ability to lead a normal life
It hurts worse than any physical pain could give
The poison eats you relentlessly
and there is NO antidote
You lost meaning in life
and realises that you've finally loved somebody
more than you loved yourself
Good Game!
That person is the One, the Right One
This person is extremely hard to find
May be once in a lifetime
Lacking any of the points above
does not qualify him/her
HOWEVER HOWEVER HOWEVER
I must state that:
1. this person is the Right One for you
2. you may not be the Right One for him/her
3. remember that Life/Fate is always cruel
Those who have met the one will know
what the hell I'm talking about
I hope this answer the question for most of you.
May you all find happiness..
Meaningful and true. Sends me into deep thinking....
Thursday, February 19, 2009
All i did these few days were sleep eat shit, n looking at my pile of notes
yep yep, exams are coming, first paper on the coming sat. =(
so hmm....
shall off to my notes..
Plans after exam:
1. K session
2. Attachment
HELL MAN, I SAW THIS CENTIPETE IN MY BASIN JUST NOW!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKK!!
Felt kinda moody 2-3 days ago.
For i felt like i'm going to loose a friend soon.
I knew it well that we are no longer as close as before,
but still, hates tt feeling..
hmm...
shall not think abt it anymore.
tt's wad reality is about i guess
nothing much i can do?
as 1 gets older, he/she's more afraid to lose..?
Friday, February 06, 2009
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
they are so unliked me.
wonder if i really meant it, but i seriously dun know, or maybe dun wanna know?
irresponsible speaker
LOL..
random post, CNY eat n slp at home.
hopefuly i wont gain weight cause of this. =)
28th Jan 2009, someone's having a test tml.
all the best..
n rmb to drink the essence.. =D
*
tata
Monday, January 19, 2009
first time working 3 consecutive in ISETAN, somehow that creates some confusions in the dates =X
CNY's approaching, people are rushing to buy new clothes etc, many sales gg on, n isetan's so PACKED with moving human beings!!!
Tired eyes + Tired mind + a worn out body = Restless GY
rude + ignorant customers = pissed GY
LOL..
time seems to move so slowly when people dreaded it..
so haix
anyway, someone came during the night, with his friend.
though he just accompanied friend to collect shirts, but still it manage to cheers me up.=)
some small minor things that tends to be neglected can really makes a great diff =)
anyway, a brief intro was done with i'm working,
but it feels so weird as i dont know how to react to it, same goes for his friend ba =/
so when we met later, I asked his name again LOL..
was thinking of doing a handshake as well,
but it may seems to be too weird n formal ba
so in de end didnt do it..
LOL
alright, time for some serious work..
they're piling up to such a hill tt i dunno wher to start from..
Hmmm....
Friday, January 16, 2009
Monday, January 05, 2009
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Friday, January 02, 2009
haven been blogging for exactly 1 month! hoho nice1?
anyway, for the whole dec, all i can say is busy
busy with CT, after-CT-events
went to crash jessica's chalet on the 16-17 dec,
and due to my mixing up of dates n places, i didnt go for the HM chalet.
so.. hmm...
23 Dec- meet up with deb, jas, pris, marina square, YESMAN, suntec crystal jade
24-25 Dec christmas - picnic in car at labrador park, walk around, car ride around. =)
25 dec Christmas- orchard, cineleisure, xinwang hk cafe, orchard road phototaking, balcony =)
31 dec -1st jan new yr eve- fireworks + midnight kbox session with mag n yq =)
i dunno wad to blog le.
being unable to organise things is creating so many troubles for me when coming to blogging..
so yup, tt's all.. lol
well, we did this in sec sch, n i was nv serious in it AT ALL..
shall get serious for this yr, yr2008
1) Save $$
set a limitted amt tt can be spent per month, if overspent, den die die my business. shall be
harsh on myself i think, i'm too anyhow le lei
2) Lose weight
gain quite a few Kilograms of weight since de start of poly sch life. All my so xinku losed
weight had came back le, n my butts, thighs n stomach are getting bigger than ever. Gotta
control my appetite, eat lesser. I DUN WANNA REALLY BECOME A BALL like wad C2Y
says..
3) Work hard for my academic
had been more n more slack as days goes by. It's time to sit down and pull up my socks le i
think. My parents thrown in so much $$ to let me study, i dun wanna just get to back some
Cs, Bs, or worse, D or fails. So i hope to get all As for my academic. but tt seems so impossible,
so 4As out of 6 modules.
4) Have $2000 savings in my bank.
5) To stay in contact with all my dear friends.
this is like so hard n impossible for me to do it man. i seldom contacts ppl for no reason. haiz.
but i shall try my best i suppose. i dun wanna lose my friends. they mean too much to me. I
cant survive without them!