Wednesday, July 15, 2009

yep, i just changed my blog address.

violence-thoughts.blogspot.com was a history,
had been having ups and downs, till i'm kind of sick and tired of all that's happening around.

just wanted to be left alone, just like how my msn nick says
therefore, i shifted to http://my-bottled-thoughts.blogspot.com/
the name's a bit weird, not tt comfortable with it yet.
shall find some time to change it again.

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things weren't going well for my relationship,
with my dar bf in ns,
having his moodswings, cancelling the meetups, feeling wanted to have time for himself etc.
well, ns sure is a torturing journey for guys i suppose.
seen a couple of friends dreading and complaining abt gg in,
and celebrating when they are finally ORD ( which i dun really understand wad it is.)
near 3 months in tekong, a small island outside singapore, away from their lovely home, warm and comfy beds,
the emotional side can be understandable.

yet, as a female, w/o experience this period in life, i couldnt fully understand all.

anw, dar was thinking too much, his tots wandering around, till tt he tot i had gone back to ex bf.

well well, felt kinda shocked n ridiculars when i first saw the msg.
yep.

told him i didnt, and i still love him.
hope this could make him feel better...
3 more days till he books out, till he can enjoy de short break, freedom outside tekong.


was too preoccupied with all these emotional ups and downs, till i neglected my studies again.
hmm, laziness play a part in it as well..

emotional creature, i always am

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