a little update.......
been busy working..
one word to describe all, tired.

felt quite sad ytd,
ytd was busy, n i'd made damn lots of mistakes,
like taking wrong order, forget to write de order down n etc..
n i even forget to tell de last call for orders, caused a lot of troubles for others..
i simply dislike this feeling...
haiz ..............

felt tt i'm just an other big burden of others..

hm, today off, so no work~ YAY!!!!
hahha
did nth today, wake up, eat n stone infront of my lappy for abt 5hr??
LOL.. was watching KO One, 终极一班..
hahaha...

hm, know my results le, passed all.. =)
but didnt do very well also, so hahaha.. anything la, at least i pass..

alright, dunno wad to blog at all..
so tt's all le..
hahahahhaha

was quite moodless these few days, all i do each day is work work work..
a bit sianz..
hmm, tio a bit of scolding today, do quite a couple of things at closing today..
no mood to elaborate at all.....

had a small few min chat with Long today, but basically is i listen he talk la..
hear him talk abt himself n blah...
looking at him, i kinda envy n admire him, he has his dreams and is currently doing things he has interrest in..
looking back at myself, i feel that my life's a total failure...
i had given up my dream long long time ago. reason? coz i know it's nt realistic n tough, n i assumes that i cant make it, so i give up even be4 i start pursuing it..
sounds kinda silly...

now, i'm a dreamless person..
n i dun really know y am i here, wad am i for?
who do i live for? myself or others?
hahahaha....
sianz...
shan't think of it... de more i think de more moody i get..
emo-ing..

hmm, reached home, went into my room with de lights off. i felt my feet stepped on something soft, i tot maybe it's some food, so i pick of the "thing" i stepped onto, and GOSH! it's a LIZARD!!! DEAD SOMEMORE!!!!!!
i killed him or???
hahaha, and i even go pick it up with my hands, BARE HANDS!!!!
den i even go took pics of it.. too bad it's nt clear...
ahgahhaahahah...
sianz, poor lizard n poor me, YUCKS!

the pathetic lizard...

hm, tml off, shall slp as much as i want..

i'm in no mood for anything.......

tt's all.....
bb

hm i look fat in these pics..

oops, i was late for ytd's work, and it was due to my carelessness again!
i rmb de wrong time, i tot i start work at 430pm, but actually it's 4pm!!!
ooops... heng they didnt scold or say anything.. =)

one of the managers, Gay, slip n fall down ytd, n broke some plates..
i was at the other side of the restaurant, so didnt see it.
hope she's fine...
hmm, they really should put osme rubber mat on the kitchen floor, it's really damn slippery when wet, n most of the time, de floor's wet...

ytd was quite okay, nt very busy, hahaha.. n somemore, got this supervisor, Jia Hao there helping me..
yay!!!!

hm, after work, went to mac with Jason n Ah Y... they eat.....
i dun know them, onli know them for few days onli..
but till now, i feel that they're nt as bad as how they looks...
hmm, cant judge a bk by it;s cover eh..
but who knows....

get to know 2 new ppl, Ah Fen n Zell, they sell ice-cream de, hahaha
tt's all le ba..
n gd luck yao jing, tml's ur first day of work...
JIA YOU!!!! =)

~End~

8/09/2007 wednesday
hm, i accompany Qiao Fei to PS to see her hubby, Luo Zhi Xiang in the morning,
haha, n she gets so excited when seeing him, anyway, we manage to stand @somewhere near de stage, so de view was quite not bad...
quite handsome de, but his dancing is awesome!!!! hhahahah...

lunch at yoshi, n chill at TCC, haha..
didnt do much, was feeling tired n restless then..
feel sick too...
den went to work at 4++...
work=busy...
hahaha...
tt's basically wad happen on wed


9/09/07
working full day for ytd..
i was doing de runner job, n haha, i cant handle it alone, NO AT ALL!!!!
for runner, i've got to serve de drinks, salad, miso soup, rice to customer, sound's kinda easy aint it? However, it's nt as easy as it sounds. the rice n soup cant be serve anywhen i like, i got to do it at de right timing, when de chef's cooking tt customer's food......
hell moo, how would i know de chef's cooking whose!
n other than all those serving, i've also got to take care of my small squeezy station, topping up de water n blah blah...
hahah..

n oh ya, i fall down twice due to de slippery wet floor..
first time is when i'm at my station, preparing the miso soup.. i wanna go throw something, den i didnt know tt de floor's wet, n tata, i slip n fall n had my butt landed hard on de floor..
so malu, n scary...
吓得我哭了几滴泪... =(

den de 2nd time was after de closing, i'm off to change..
haha, once again, i didnt see tt de floor's wet, n i fall AGAIN!!!
sianz...
de every staff in de shop saw it!!!! >.<
eeeeeeee, n wahahaha, i;m de first to fall down, n also, first person tt fall 2 times in one day..
haiz..

pain sia, went home n discovered tt i've got a couple of bruise and cuts on me..
lol...

going to work soon...
hope today i wont be tt shuay le...

haiz haiz..

hm, went for a interview in de morning, den later on, went down to town to meet clover.
i had a interview @ orchard, but i wasnt in the mood for anything, n clover didnt really like to work in the shop also, so we didnt went for it..
so just did some window shopping @ Mango~ =)
didnt really know how to appreciate all these branded stuffs, but some items were nt bad, just tt a price is abit high, =)

@345pm, i went to PS for work, and clover went home...

last night, friday, 2nd day of work, dinner time was busy, so kinda confusing.....
nearly slip n fall for 2 times last night,
first time was when i was serving customer her hot green tea n salad.
heng i wasn't holding too many things in hand, if nt, i sure scald myself.

2nd time was when doing the closing, some1 just mop de floor, n i didnt know, so walk pass, slip, nearly fall but had injured my right elbow there, just a small cut.

lol...

2nd day @ work, em, still nt so heavy i think, still can cope..


ytd i wasquite restless, not in the mood for anything, and damn de stupid stomach, like to play games with me, weak n lousy stomach!
get a bit upset abt wad de agent said, but i think he didnt mean it ba, watever~~

hmm, tt's all.. sore throat now..
sianz....

first day work @ sakae tepanyaki

hm, today's my first day at sakae tepanyaki @ plaza Sing.
em, morning wake up, did nth, feel sickish
ate breakfast at 12++pm n had a minor diarrhoea, den 2++pm had lunch n i went to work.
gosh, y so shuay de, when i was on the train to dobby ghaut, i had this terrible stomachache and the urge to run to toilet to settle some business, sianz..
so no choice but to control lo.. lol

hm, reach plaza sing, went to find de restaurant, n get de uniform n changed.
wad de, they give me L size skirt, which is obviously too big for me, but no choice, they onli have L size, so i wear lo, too long too ugly le, den one of the staff there, joanna, told me to fold in!!!
LOL..
hahaha,
n oh, basically, i didnt do much today, today i onli help to clear n clean the tables n set the tables only.
quite often, i was stonning somewhere, dunno wad to do.
LOL
but overall today's still okay, tml's friday, there's got to be lots of ppl, OMG OMG
hope everything will be find tml..
hahaha

wee, i was given a box of beard papa's puffs.. FREE FREE wee wee..
but by de time i reach home, my parents are slping, my kor's serving his NS, ahha, so onli left me..
but still i'm happy~ =)

hmm, first day at sakae tepanyaki, so i cant really say much abt it..
but i'm missing de chatterbox's chefs, humourous, always seem so carefree n blah blah.. bring so much colours into my life when i was working there... =D



i'm tired n i feel sickish..
ahhhahahaha

tt's all..

still, i'm trying hard to smile.. =)

went to interview @ Cycle and Carriage Industries Ptd Ltd at 9am this morning, and it didnt turn out to be gd, first i was LATE!!! sianz, suppose to be there be4 9 de, but i got lost n when i had my interview, it's already 9.09am. haiz
n hm, didnt really do well in the interview also, i was told to talk abt myself, but i seriously had nothing to talk abt de, n the interviewer also ask me to tell him abt my personality and characteristic, and i, always feel tt this type of things is let ppl to judge and nt really i myself says it. ya, n if i really need to say abt myself, it will turn out tt i dun have any gd points, if so, den y bother tell de interviewer??

LOL, so overall, interview was kinda screwed up.
hm, interview ended @ around 9.30am, went to Qiao Fei's house to slack, n we went KBOX tgt tt afternoon.. ~
yay, KBOX, hahaha
but my singing's bad, haha, unbearable type de, unliike Qiao fei's..
haha, de difference in standard is so big that i feel so inferior n dun really dares to sing at some times..
ahhaha



Sakae sushi called me this afternoon to report for work tml, 4.30pm.
finally had a job, but i'm still going for interviews on friday, 2 interviews, one for admin assistant, another for sales @ isetan in de shaw house.
hmm hmm, dunno if i'm able to get de job nt, haha,hopefully is yes , den i can take 2 jobs at one go, n $$$$ will flow in like water~ LOL $_$

haha, i'm getting greedy..


i feel sorry for my inconsiderate..
haiz..

but overall, today's still a quite gd day i think.. =)

last night,
got a scolding cum lecture from my brother because of the network marketing thingy.
haiz, i felt so stupid when my bro scold me, sad siah.
n my brother said this,
"because i care, tt's y i'm interfering n scolding u now. If it's some other ppl, i wont even bother abt it."

hmm, a very familiar phrase that i'd once heard it from some one else...
n only till now, then i fully understand it..
haiz...


tt network marketing person called again, n i dun dare pick up~~~!!!
ARH!!! sianz..
haiz...