hmm hmm,
the shift of blog add was a decision not told to any1.
not even my closest friends.
so if you happen to chance upon this.
do let me know?
lol.
hopefully none found their way here ba,
or maybe all manage to do so?
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
yep, i just changed my blog address.
violence-thoughts.blogspot.com was a history,
had been having ups and downs, till i'm kind of sick and tired of all that's happening around.
just wanted to be left alone, just like how my msn nick says
therefore, i shifted tohttp://my-bottled-thoughts.blogspot.com/
the name's a bit weird, not tt comfortable with it yet.
shall find some time to change it again.
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things weren't going well for my relationship,
with my dar bf in ns,
having his moodswings, cancelling the meetups, feeling wanted to have time for himself etc.
well, ns sure is a torturing journey for guys i suppose.
seen a couple of friends dreading and complaining abt gg in,
and celebrating when they are finally ORD ( which i dun really understand wad it is.)
near 3 months in tekong, a small island outside singapore, away from their lovely home, warm and comfy beds,
the emotional side can be understandable.
yet, as a female, w/o experience this period in life, i couldnt fully understand all.
anw, dar was thinking too much, his tots wandering around, till tt he tot i had gone back to ex bf.
well well, felt kinda shocked n ridiculars when i first saw the msg.
yep.
told him i didnt, and i still love him.
hope this could make him feel better...
3 more days till he books out, till he can enjoy de short break, freedom outside tekong.
was too preoccupied with all these emotional ups and downs, till i neglected my studies again.
hmm, laziness play a part in it as well..
emotional creature, i always am
violence-thoughts.blogspot.com was a history,
had been having ups and downs, till i'm kind of sick and tired of all that's happening around.
just wanted to be left alone, just like how my msn nick says
therefore, i shifted to
the name's a bit weird, not tt comfortable with it yet.
shall find some time to change it again.
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things weren't going well for my relationship,
with my dar bf in ns,
having his moodswings, cancelling the meetups, feeling wanted to have time for himself etc.
well, ns sure is a torturing journey for guys i suppose.
seen a couple of friends dreading and complaining abt gg in,
and celebrating when they are finally ORD ( which i dun really understand wad it is.)
near 3 months in tekong, a small island outside singapore, away from their lovely home, warm and comfy beds,
the emotional side can be understandable.
yet, as a female, w/o experience this period in life, i couldnt fully understand all.
anw, dar was thinking too much, his tots wandering around, till tt he tot i had gone back to ex bf.
well well, felt kinda shocked n ridiculars when i first saw the msg.
yep.
told him i didnt, and i still love him.
hope this could make him feel better...
3 more days till he books out, till he can enjoy de short break, freedom outside tekong.
was too preoccupied with all these emotional ups and downs, till i neglected my studies again.
hmm, laziness play a part in it as well..
emotional creature, i always am
Monday, July 13, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Friday, June 05, 2009
currently i'm just like a walking zombie.
walking around aimlessly and might fall and doze of any seconds!
hm, why am i like why lei?
reason very simple, i didnt slp last night, except for the 2 hr nap in evening.
so, let's count, i didnt sleep for 28Hours le!!!!!!!!!!
faint.
why i didnt slp last night lei?
coz was busy chionging the Graph Comm posters n last touch on the logos.
they are not perfect, but better than before i guess.
and funny thing i noticed is that under the influence of RED BULL, i was over energetic, and that's why my inspirations on the poster design came about~!!!!!!!!!!!!
Muahahhaha
hm, so today, had a short consultation with Mr Ang Chiat, my Graph Comm tutor, he didnt comment much on my poster, but it was approved and workable
well, tt will do ba..
too tired n drained for more ideas on it le..
after consultation, had MRSH survey + interview questions compilation.
and OMG la, we took near 3 hours to finish it.
imagine i was already half alive coz didnt slp.
and still had to tahan for another 2hr++.
haiz..
the whole compilation process was kinda funny, jokes thrown here and there.
had a great laugh there.
then stay back in sch a while thinking that i can do graph comm in sch.
haha, was distracted so sort of wasted my time thre..
well, anyways, i'm tired le..
shall go slp le..
this post like quite chapalang likett
LOL..
nitey ppl..
yawn..
love me ~
walking around aimlessly and might fall and doze of any seconds!
hm, why am i like why lei?
reason very simple, i didnt slp last night, except for the 2 hr nap in evening.
so, let's count, i didnt sleep for 28Hours le!!!!!!!!!!
faint.
why i didnt slp last night lei?
coz was busy chionging the Graph Comm posters n last touch on the logos.
they are not perfect, but better than before i guess.
and funny thing i noticed is that under the influence of RED BULL, i was over energetic, and that's why my inspirations on the poster design came about~!!!!!!!!!!!!
Muahahhaha
hm, so today, had a short consultation with Mr Ang Chiat, my Graph Comm tutor, he didnt comment much on my poster, but it was approved and workable
well, tt will do ba..
too tired n drained for more ideas on it le..
after consultation, had MRSH survey + interview questions compilation.
and OMG la, we took near 3 hours to finish it.
imagine i was already half alive coz didnt slp.
and still had to tahan for another 2hr++.
haiz..
the whole compilation process was kinda funny, jokes thrown here and there.
had a great laugh there.
then stay back in sch a while thinking that i can do graph comm in sch.
haha, was distracted so sort of wasted my time thre..
well, anyways, i'm tired le..
shall go slp le..
this post like quite chapalang likett
LOL..
nitey ppl..
yawn..
love me ~
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
thursday( 28/05/2009)
a short dinner and movie date.
and turns out to be my Lunar Bday~
hhoho..
it feels good to be involved, to be introduced around.
though socialization wasn't what i'm good at, nor enjoys,
you do make me feel involved. =)
Lunar Bday,
coincidence=)
mama told me before i left house.
was greatful that she actually remembers.( tot they dont care de )
ate few mouthful of noodles and rushed out house.
sitting outside de esplanade, doing nothing..
small sharing sessions.
i'm contented. =)
enjoyed the time spend..
it's the thoughts and the sincerity that matters to me..
em, if it can be put into actions, wont it be BETTER? =D
Friday(29/05/2009)
wake up in the morning to do the MRSH e-chat.
bored... and messy chatrooms.
totally turn off when i enters it.=X
chionged my BMM elearning work,
and go for sun tanning after tt.
by the time me n mag reach sentosa,
it was already 3+PM.
kind of late for sun tanning.
and well, we didnt get tan also.
the sun wasn't too strong,
and the hours were short.
after that, we met up with jess, sin li, sihao for a flyer experience.
10bucks only, and it's the last day le..
gals hours =D
Sat and Sun(30-31/05/2009)
work as usual,
sunday, dar's at town as well=)
fetched me up after work and send me off at the bus stop.
no much time left before tekong.=(
life's still as usual, with loads of works piling up, no time/i'm lazy to finish the works?
part time's giving me some troubles and headaches, for i cant afford much time for friends and work, and dar also.
still, i cant quit..
it's stressful, yet at the same time, that's what shapes us stronger=)
shall go slp le..
nitey~
can i have more time ?
a short dinner and movie date.
and turns out to be my Lunar Bday~
hhoho..
it feels good to be involved, to be introduced around.
though socialization wasn't what i'm good at, nor enjoys,
you do make me feel involved. =)
Lunar Bday,
coincidence=)
mama told me before i left house.
was greatful that she actually remembers.( tot they dont care de )
ate few mouthful of noodles and rushed out house.
sitting outside de esplanade, doing nothing..
small sharing sessions.
i'm contented. =)
enjoyed the time spend..
it's the thoughts and the sincerity that matters to me..
em, if it can be put into actions, wont it be BETTER? =D
Friday(29/05/2009)
wake up in the morning to do the MRSH e-chat.
bored... and messy chatrooms.
totally turn off when i enters it.=X
chionged my BMM elearning work,
and go for sun tanning after tt.
by the time me n mag reach sentosa,
it was already 3+PM.
kind of late for sun tanning.
and well, we didnt get tan also.
the sun wasn't too strong,
and the hours were short.
after that, we met up with jess, sin li, sihao for a flyer experience.
10bucks only, and it's the last day le..
gals hours =D
Sat and Sun(30-31/05/2009)
work as usual,
sunday, dar's at town as well=)
fetched me up after work and send me off at the bus stop.
no much time left before tekong.=(
life's still as usual, with loads of works piling up, no time/i'm lazy to finish the works?
part time's giving me some troubles and headaches, for i cant afford much time for friends and work, and dar also.
still, i cant quit..
it's stressful, yet at the same time, that's what shapes us stronger=)
shall go slp le..
nitey~
can i have more time ?
Monday, May 25, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
my house's modem's a bit sort, n now i cant connect to MY HOUSE's wireless...
i'm using some others wireless..
sianz..
i might not be online for sometime i guess
Below is my one SIDED story...
n it's biased to a certain extent...
IB case study presentation WAS HORRIBLE..
none want to present except SHE!
i didnt want to,
but i dont have a choice i guess...
chill, i'm not angry or anything abt it,
tt's just how things had to be..
n it seems like she had PREPARED for it..
so left me standing there like an IDOIT, my presentation marks going drains.
IT JUST MAKES ME THINKING TT SHE ONLY CARED ABOUT HERSELF, NOT THE GROUP.
"AS LONG AS I PRESENT WELL CAN LE, THE REST, TT'S THEIR PROBLEM FOR NOT PREPARING, FOR THROWING EVERYTHING AT ME."
tt's how i think at the moment
HELL WASTED marks..
though i'm not a good presenter, but it wont be this BAD i tell you.
IB project was an failure.
with everyone's word n works being edited without informing
trust VIOLATED!
the way she do things portrays herself as VERY capable, likes to do things on her own.
initially i tot everything was alright, every1 did their parts.
she will just compile and print it.
also, since the CASE Study we had discuss it,
she, being the one with the ppt, will edit it, n tt's how she portrays it to be.
when others asked her to send the ppt, she didnt, n onli do so this afternoon 1PM,
when the presentation was at 2PM!! with nothing DONE!
yes we are not initiative, we are at faults as well..
but pls, if u cant handle it alone, JUST SAY
it's not we DONT WANT TO DO/HELP,
but you, trying to do all and DOMINATE the whole things
doing ur own things, w/o us knowing.
n YET in the end, there's no good outcomes...
i dont like this happening.
this is 3rd yr, with everything rushing n fast paced.
i dont have to time to settle it slowly.
my friends are aiming for good grades..
i'll be HARSH..
n i'm no goody gal as well..
n it's the 2ND time le.
no more 3RD time pls...
-ve emotions are bringing every1 down...
it's not against SHE, but how she does things, how she behave in the project...
i'm venting, ranting,
I HAVE NO HIGH EQ
i'm using some others wireless..
sianz..
i might not be online for sometime i guess
Below is my one SIDED story...
n it's biased to a certain extent...
IB case study presentation WAS HORRIBLE..
none want to present except SHE!
i didnt want to,
but i dont have a choice i guess...
chill, i'm not angry or anything abt it,
tt's just how things had to be..
n it seems like she had PREPARED for it..
so left me standing there like an IDOIT, my presentation marks going drains.
IT JUST MAKES ME THINKING TT SHE ONLY CARED ABOUT HERSELF, NOT THE GROUP.
"AS LONG AS I PRESENT WELL CAN LE, THE REST, TT'S THEIR PROBLEM FOR NOT PREPARING, FOR THROWING EVERYTHING AT ME."
tt's how i think at the moment
HELL WASTED marks..
though i'm not a good presenter, but it wont be this BAD i tell you.
IB project was an failure.
with everyone's word n works being edited without informing
trust VIOLATED!
the way she do things portrays herself as VERY capable, likes to do things on her own.
initially i tot everything was alright, every1 did their parts.
she will just compile and print it.
also, since the CASE Study we had discuss it,
she, being the one with the ppt, will edit it, n tt's how she portrays it to be.
when others asked her to send the ppt, she didnt, n onli do so this afternoon 1PM,
when the presentation was at 2PM!! with nothing DONE!
yes we are not initiative, we are at faults as well..
but pls, if u cant handle it alone, JUST SAY
it's not we DONT WANT TO DO/HELP,
but you, trying to do all and DOMINATE the whole things
doing ur own things, w/o us knowing.
n YET in the end, there's no good outcomes...
i dont like this happening.
this is 3rd yr, with everything rushing n fast paced.
i dont have to time to settle it slowly.
my friends are aiming for good grades..
i'll be HARSH..
n i'm no goody gal as well..
n it's the 2ND time le.
no more 3RD time pls...
-ve emotions are bringing every1 down...
it's not against SHE, but how she does things, how she behave in the project...
i'm venting, ranting,
I HAVE NO HIGH EQ
I DISLIKE TODAY!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
YO ppl..
i'm currently at Mag's house..
a little mahjong session to set the drinking game running....
as a beginner for mahjong game, i do have some beginner's luck n won several rounds, but i lose 3-4 consecutive runs games and drank consecutively quite a no. of alcohol..
so resulting tt i'm partially drunk.
our dear friend, HK, her BF came to fetched her away, and now mag n jess's out to buy food
they are hungry...
me, being partially drunk, was feeling giddy but yet still conscious and knowing wad i'm doing..
now i'm kinda sianz as me and mag had to be in sch by 930AM for some project compilation thing...
arg! i go do my project stuffs le,
though i'm still having the dizzy feeling..
=)
i'm currently at Mag's house..
a little mahjong session to set the drinking game running....
as a beginner for mahjong game, i do have some beginner's luck n won several rounds, but i lose 3-4 consecutive runs games and drank consecutively quite a no. of alcohol..
so resulting tt i'm partially drunk.
our dear friend, HK, her BF came to fetched her away, and now mag n jess's out to buy food
they are hungry...
me, being partially drunk, was feeling giddy but yet still conscious and knowing wad i'm doing..
now i'm kinda sianz as me and mag had to be in sch by 930AM for some project compilation thing...
arg! i go do my project stuffs le,
though i'm still having the dizzy feeling..
=)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
what will you do if you bought a pair of shoes that you like, and soon after wearing, discover that it dont fits you?
1) throw it away
2) keep it but no longer wear it
3) continue to wear, till it gets comfy
a very simple example to illustrate things...
work is hectic, esp when there's sales and promotions gg on..
SHAGGED...
1) throw it away
2) keep it but no longer wear it
3) continue to wear, till it gets comfy
a very simple example to illustrate things...
work is hectic, esp when there's sales and promotions gg on..
SHAGGED...
Saturday, May 16, 2009
once again, overslpt, n missed my MRSH lecture at 11!!!!!!
ARG!!!!!! i got to stop this bad habit....
anyway, went for facial, and meet up with Qiao Fei~
weeeee, she dressed up, n me, so sloppy likett
ahhaha
did some embarrassing stunts at "pepper plus" fitting room,
when adjusting the tube top, the whole thing came OFF!!!!!!
WTF!
lol..
Vivo-ed, white dog restaurant,
nice food i'd say, i like the ambience and those beautiful night scenes, which was pretty far from our seat..
LOL..
anyway, had a weak stomach over dinner,
yup..
working tml..
n i'm so so so TIRED!!!!!!!!
shall go catch some slp le..
hopefully, i wont be late for work tml..
having some hard time waking up recently.. =(
ARG!!!!!! i got to stop this bad habit....
anyway, went for facial, and meet up with Qiao Fei~
weeeee, she dressed up, n me, so sloppy likett
ahhaha
did some embarrassing stunts at "pepper plus" fitting room,
when adjusting the tube top, the whole thing came OFF!!!!!!
WTF!
lol..
Vivo-ed, white dog restaurant,
nice food i'd say, i like the ambience and those beautiful night scenes, which was pretty far from our seat..
LOL..
anyway, had a weak stomach over dinner,
yup..
working tml..
n i'm so so so TIRED!!!!!!!!
shall go catch some slp le..
hopefully, i wont be late for work tml..
having some hard time waking up recently.. =(
Thursday, May 14, 2009
skipped my BMM tutorial today, was too tired to wake up for it.
graphic com lecture, medsoc lecture then headed for home.
i went down to JOG today, after much considerations and thinkings.
AMAZING~! haha
hopefully, i can sustain ba..
anyway, jog+ brisk walk + stairs climbing for around 35mins.
i nearly fell off from the stairs when climbing my way up.
now just pray that there wont be any muscle aches tml!!!!!!!
=)
MRSH-> MCC chart!!!
ARG!!!!!! stressed..
graphic com lecture, medsoc lecture then headed for home.
i went down to JOG today, after much considerations and thinkings.
AMAZING~! haha
hopefully, i can sustain ba..
anyway, jog+ brisk walk + stairs climbing for around 35mins.
i nearly fell off from the stairs when climbing my way up.
now just pray that there wont be any muscle aches tml!!!!!!!
=)
MRSH-> MCC chart!!!
ARG!!!!!! stressed..
Thursday, May 07, 2009
07/05/2009
BMM tutorial was cancelled last min this morning.
was too tired to go sch, so intended to skipped my GraphComm and MEDSOC lectures.
Rushed down to sch to celebrate our HuiKuoon's BDAY in advance!!!!!!
happy birthday gal!!!!!!
the surprise was an SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!
muahahaha..
it feels great to be together =D
n i totally missed my lectures..LOL..
anw, pooled with Jess, Mag, YJ for 6 HRS!!!!!!
tt's de longest pool session i ever had.
but we totally had fun there...
i happy today..
not happy ytd
BMM tutorial was cancelled last min this morning.
was too tired to go sch, so intended to skipped my GraphComm and MEDSOC lectures.
Rushed down to sch to celebrate our HuiKuoon's BDAY in advance!!!!!!
happy birthday gal!!!!!!
the surprise was an SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!
muahahaha..
it feels great to be together =D
n i totally missed my lectures..LOL..
anw, pooled with Jess, Mag, YJ for 6 HRS!!!!!!
tt's de longest pool session i ever had.
but we totally had fun there...
i happy today..
not happy ytd
Yong jia recommended me to listen to this song..
i like the lyrics... i really do..
yet i'm so stunned by the lyrics as well..
enjoy de song ba..
=D
張智成 - 讓時間開口
腳步重心口痛你開始淚流
太明白在未來已不能遷就
應驗了一開始有人說我們一定不會長久
淚乾了各自走不會有挽留
現在就放開不會再牽的手
沒有錯我們並沒有錯只是走不到最後＊
從頭到尾安靜的承受
分開的默契我們都有
所有的想念和問候
留作以後朋友代口
當時間緩緩流走
已不適合再開口
背影隨沉默拉長
所有答案都在心上
當時間緩緩流走
會代替我們開口
寂寞再回到身旁
愛情留待別人遇上＃
時間會代你開口
Monday, May 04, 2009
Friday, May 01, 2009
A failure Fried Rice.
inspired by Jessica last night,
so i tried cooking fried rice today, and it turn out to be quite a failure.
firstly, it looked gross on the appearance, with some burnts and crusts here and there.
also, there were a couple of lumps of rice too.
it taste weird also. i added too much salt, and the salt didnt dissolve. so when eating, there are some over salty areas.
hahaha..
i duno how to describe the failure.
shall try fried rice next time,
hopefully, it'll be better....
=)
inspired by Jessica last night,
so i tried cooking fried rice today, and it turn out to be quite a failure.
firstly, it looked gross on the appearance, with some burnts and crusts here and there.
also, there were a couple of lumps of rice too.
it taste weird also. i added too much salt, and the salt didnt dissolve. so when eating, there are some over salty areas.
hahaha..
i duno how to describe the failure.
shall try fried rice next time,
hopefully, it'll be better....
=)
Sunday, April 26, 2009
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