Finally ECD's down,
and well, our tutor like the video we presented.
n i'm so happy abt it, coz i did it all by myself.. =)
felt de effort being paid off


was supposed to meet 10am with my grp to rehearse, n it's suggested by me.
but i overslpt n didnt turn up for it.
reason?
i was editing the video till 430am last night n couldnt wake up the next morning.
Mag said tt in the eyes of others, ppl might have a bad impression n will feel tt it's my fault.
well in fact it's really my fault.
but i had to complete the video so... i also dunno wad to say

i dunno.
feel as if i'm trying to rebute for myself.
maybe i cant even bother abt it?
well no idea n i'm really nt in the mood for it.

sometimes explanations are unnecessary, others may nt accept or listen.
so just let it be?
this attitude of mine will eventually get me into trouble one day...
i need to change..

i need to change my habit of being late n laziness..

after ECD, stayed back n took some photos,
we trying to pic-out the
-7 dwaft story.
-the split personality princess/witch
-the shortie prince, shorter than princess by ALOT >.<

lol..

alright back to my HRM tutorial.

当一切失去了意义，
我看不清，不明白存在的理由，

迷失在这乱世中。。。


什么都不懂不知不理，
LOST

＊栗色＊
你有一個聰明的腦袋。也是一個自我的人，常依自己的喜好來做事，有時會因為不大理別人的感受而惹上麻煩。對於愛情你很有耐性，當你找到你要找的那一位後，你不會再愛上別人。

true, nt true?

*things to be done by this week~

1) ECD ppt( THIS IS A MUST)

2) EBA ACCES ( hopefully)


was suprise to receive FunnyShit's call this morning,
talk a while,
though nothing constructive, n he was just calling to ask for some queries.
but it felt good...
i enjoy talkig to him.
for it's just so simple n carefree, n you've got nothing to worry and scare of when talking to him. =)
thnks SHITTY friend~ =D




feeling really terrible now.
why?
i myself dun really know the reasons too.
went halo bar again, sing sang played, but the atmosphere and mood was different. yep.
then pooled, heard about some unexpected n shocking news.
i really dunno wad to say...
drink more than the previous visit, calsberg~
having hangover now? ahhaa nah


sometimes wonder why others cant be just more straight forward
I DUNNO

was thinking of sometthings, n this brings my mood to deep hole.

LOST LOST LOST>>>>>>

projects ending but there's still so much to do


think i'll break down soon.. hahah

我 不 懂 到 底 在 期 待 什 么 。。






突 然 想 起 那 个 他 ，







不 想 想 起 ，不 想。。

haven been blogging for some time.
n this is just another drop by post

realy no mood to blog le.
wonder why,
is it the laziness? de lack of content or just tt sme things arent supposed to be known by all?

de idea of making this blog private strikes me again recently.

yea.
random random

will be havng my entreprising creation and development test tml.
all theories , from chpt 1 to 8
omg, n it's 30% weightage man.
n i've been here slacking the whole afternoon nt studying
kill me pls some1
ahahha

alright, shall go chong le.


some things i wanna rmb

went to some friend's bday,
n get to knwo some interesting ppl..
i'm happy at tt moment.

shall go off now.

HOLY MOOO MOOOO LA!!!!!!!

i was quite upset since 2 days ago, as none had replied my sms-es!!!
n till few minutes ago, i just discovered that it's not tt others refuse to reply me,
but that, all de sms-es i sent are all kept inside my OUTBOX!
meaning none was send out at all..

=.=lll

felt so speechless man, but yet relieve at the same time.
i tot wad siah, how come ppl all ignore me siah.
phew a false alarm man.

but NOW I CANT SEND ANY SMS AH!!!!!!!!
wad de!

hope it's nt coz i haven pay my bill, but how to pay when i had lost my bill paper.. =.=

alright, utterly speechless with myself,
wads wrong with me.
sianz shall go try out my tutorials now.
i'm tired!!!!!

Wed 18/06/1988

-project in the morning.
-met mag and bus to harbourfront.
-rained, so stayed in vivo, no sentosa for us.
-toysRus, (i dunn how to spell.)
-subway, camwhore
-bday song n cake.
-walk walk,
-Harry's bar with Mag n Benjamin.
-bus ride home.

Thurs 19/06/1988
-meet pris n deb @ clark quay
-walk walk around
-desmond passed me my present~ unexpected =)
-continue walking.
-we each bought something
-dinner at Waraku-pasta
-slack along Sing River
-a promise to take de Bungy thingy after Deb's A Lvl.
-bus home

yep.
tt's all i do during my bday eve n de actual day
haha.
nth too interesting.
simple yet happy.

tml having ecd meeting.
yet i'm still slacking here.
work in de night,
wonder can tahan nt.
ahhahaha.


~tired~

watched Missing last sat, mid night movie somemore~ =D
but well, de movie was a bit disappointment.
somehow, it makes me feel tt wad a stupid ending it has.
tot it was a scary movie at first.
in de end, it's nth of it, except for the first few parts.
n as de movie goes on, it's some romance things..
=.=

anyway,
had enjoyed myself lots, tgt with Clover, Mag, Janessa, Troy, Xiao Qiang, Jian Hui. yep hope i didnt missed out anyone.

haha.
oh my,
i overspent again!!!
was like ^&)_(@#$&(,
didnt even know wad i spent it on. sianz.


currently was quite lost n confused by many things.
too complicated n lazy to sort it out.
let it be then,
haiz.


some ppl leave, some enters in
there are some whom i really wanna them to stay, but no efforts' make.
some, whom, without any efforts, stays all along.
maybe, it really takes 2 hands 2 clap.
let alone when both doesnt moves at all.

well, well,,
i dun wanna think le
tml gg for maybe an interview?
i dunno n seriously dunno.

CAR ACCIDENT!

hm, just a short note on wad happen on last sat, 31 May 08.

first is HRM common t3st in the afternoon, anyhow crap a bit, hope can pass with a better grade.
n once again, i mixed up de dates, i wrote 1st June 08 -.-

anyway, den went to Justis's dance class with mag,
popping is wad we did if i nt wrong, some muscles clenching thingy which i cant master.
n after tt, Jian Hui teached us how to do freeze, n XING DAN succeeded! KOOL!

Jian Hui drive de gals( me, xing dan , mag, shirley) to a foodcourt beside SMU, n tata,
we got hit by a SBS double-deck bus when we are turning to left.

at tt moment, i didnt know wads going on, everything just blackout( coz i closed my eyes) and something hard knock onto me. ( turn out it's xingdan)

heard the sceeching sound, de drift which i never tot will experience in my life.
kinda addicted to the feeliing, de thrilling.

yep,
Jian Hui;s car was dented in, at the back door.
it's lucky that the bus didnt hit any harder, if nt, we may nt be so lucky to be safe n sound le.

some talks/ negotiations/ conflicts took place btw jian hui n de bus driver,
didnt realy know wad's happening, coz wasnt at the scene.

den went for some super,
my first experience taking night rider, 8N. =)
the bus gave a ViOlent jerk half way through the journey.
tot it's another accident, scare me to hell la.

den did something dumb n funny,

-went into the life.
-press the button,
-lift door closed but wasn't moving, air-con starts to off.!!!
-terrified, tot lift spoil, quickly press the button few more times..
-lift still nt moving OMG

in the end, it's me pressing on the wrong button,
i was pressing the 1st floor button, instead of my house. sianz.

end of post.
boring life.
no mood to study.
motivate me?

DIY dye my hair today.
seems a bit uneven,
but still quite happy about it.. =D

tml HRM test.
a bit worried.
all theories, how to survive through.

am i very busy?
am i wasting my time.
seriously i dunno it well.
just tired.
let me have a nice slp.
tml waking up at 8 again.
n look at the time.
haiz..
better turn in now..

when emo strikes....

脆弱时，会不自主地想有依靠吧？



太过容易相信，太容易期望，失望就越大。。



累了，失望了。



不想再懂了。。



no lies pls.

i simply hates them....

ASSHOLE OF THE SEMESTER!!!!!!!!!!

EBA meeting with the tutor this early morning.
who's right who's wrong, i seriously cant determine.
be fair, we are all at faults i suppose.
all our reluctantness, laziness, fako-ness, yea, no one's spared.
n my heck-careness abt everything during the whole process..


but i simply dun understand why,
wads the point of trying so hard to argue, putting all your time n effort to claim tt you did nth wrong, and you should get wad u deserved! n nt to forget, PUSHING ALL DE BLAMES N FAULTS AT US! (maybe i'm over sensitive? but i seriously feel so!)

HELLO PLS, AS IF U DID A LOT K.
i still cant forgive ur tt stupid short chunk of RUBBISH which dont answer to any single part of the requirements i ask u to do.
ALL RUBBISH N CRAP!

n hello...
very fun is it?!!!
to snatch my slides HALF WAY THRU THE PRESENTATION!
hell MOO FUCKER!!!
if u like my portion so much, SAY EARLIER! n nt be sucha despicible ASSHOLE to do it on the SPOT OF PRESENTATION!!!
ass HOLEE cum SELFISH BUM!

when i sms you de next day after presentation on it, u dare nt even ans it, n insteed send me a foward msg on some olympics thingy.
WAD DE!!!

n hellooo...
i wonder who's tt *pretending angelic one tt say i wont bear grudges, i'll write in the peer evaluation form on wad u all had did!*
n yet, when with teacher, u are doing ur greatest to act pityful, and at the same time, trashing us down, say we back-stabbed u, say u very hurt and shock n blah blah..
whole chunks of excuses and RUBBISH crap tt u come up to lie to others.

n one more thing, if u dont wanna work with us,
be frank n say it out,
don try to act a gd guy when u are nt!
though your friend didnt do much n didnt turn up for project,
i'm nt as pissed by him than u .
your friend says he still wanna work with us, well, i dunno how true it is, but i wont go round doubting it.
BUT HELLOOOO!!!
you obviously showed tt u don wanna work with us,
just be frank n voice it out,
dont be so coward n worse than gals CAN!
DUN 1 DEN SAY DUN 1,
NO NEED TO ACT LIKE BEING FORCED TO!

"erm, erm, *silence* erm, since he's okay with it, den.. em, i'm okay too. "
WAD DE F**K , DAMN FAKE YOU KNOW!!!!
always tryin to act pity, act your gd guy, we bad ppl..
u say we back-stab you, HELLO, i'm nt TT FREE to do tt okAY!
who cares abt u..
u tot every1 will evolve around you!
u are just some1 tt no one's wants to work with, incase u dun know.
if u are really tt popular, den how come u are left with no groups with your friend HUH!

n oh ya, i still rmb how eager u seems to be trying to show the tutor the SMS which i send wrong,
i dare to admit i send it,
but yet u are nt MAN enough to say wad u really feel, except for being there acting tt u are very hurt! ASS


FAKER!!!!
BE A MAN K!

i once tot u are nt tt bad guy, but CONGRATULATIONS, u yourself proved me WRONG and u showed me tt u are truely INDEED AN UNTRUSTWORTHY, IRRESPONSIBLE AND UNGRATEFUL ONE.
i nv try to be mean to you k, except for that sms which was meant to be send to SHE.
but u simply gets me on my nerve mind you.
i didnt use any harsh words and expose your those lies infront of the tutor, n now I SERIOUSLY REGRETED IT!

U MAKE ME FELT BULLIED,
hell man, nt much ppl make me feel so strongly be4 k..
n now, i've finally seen thru you.
don expect me to be like be4.
u better get lost in front of me,
don cha dare to cross my lines again.
i SWEAR I WONT LET THINGS OFF TT EASILY ANYMORE! REGARDLESS HOW BADLY IT WILL HARM MY IMAGES N SO ON,
U JUST WATCH OUT YOU ASSHOLE.

I DARE YOU TO TRY N DO IT AGAIN!
CBCBCBCBCBCBBCBBCBCBCBBCBCCCCCCCCCCCCBBCBCBCBBCBCBC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




another thing, hated my emotion-lagg-ness.
i onli felt the anger few hours after the meeting with tutor,
if onli my emotions come earlier, things may nt be as bad as it is.
was quite emotional and agitated,
thx for the shoulder and the comfort.
yea, if u happen to read this,,
really thx lots..
*bow n muacks* =D

What Guan Yuan Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

read this from a mail..

突然觉得好像错过了什么。。
我，还是不够成熟吧~

。。。。惆怅中~。。。。


＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
---------------------------------------------
普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。
他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。
因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。
那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。
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有些事，错过了不会再重来。
突然想起 _____。。。

OopS~1!!!

i'm a bad gal, should be chiong-iong my tutorial for tml de, but this is whre i am now..
LOL

okok..

hmm, ytd, went to work as usual, n i was LATE!!! ONCE again.
yea, late for 6min, n i asked the supervisors there if there will be any deduction in my pay for the lateness
n de ans i get was YES~ late 5 min deduct half hr pay!!!!

OMG< so much la.
but ok, wads de problem is tt I TOTALLY NO IDEA ON IT AT ALL..

jia lat la,
den i still v daring, tell those supervisors, den i start work at 1230pm la, *suppose to start 12 de.
hahaha..
but they told me cannot, coz my schedule was 12noon.. -.-

hahaha, as a normal human, of coz i'll wanna start work 1230 la, i'm nt at all interested in working free labour for half an hr lo.. sianz de
ahhaha

den hor, de stupid butch la, come fake fake with me, sian la, if wanna deduct den deduct lo, since i'm at de fault, no need to pretend gd de, see le even more PUKING siah~

i seriously DISLIKE her to de EXTREME!!!!!!!


phooo~ shall calm down.
oh ya, den break with auntie helen and Zell, n still kanna tio say by tt butch, regarding de punch card thingy.. SIANZ la..
onli dare say me de lei~
LOUYA to the fullest la tt STUPID BUTCH!

phoo phoo~ calm down calm down..

oh ya, break with auntie helen n zell,
hahaha, =)
ate at the food court, complain complain complain.
auntie helen left first, coz her break onli 45 min.. =(
den accompanied zell to buy Bday cake for HIMSELF~
ahhaha, n i'm HappY tt he took my words..
ahahhaa
instead of the normal n dulling "happy birthday" words written on the cake,
he put " Eat me, it's my birthday" (something likett de)
hahahaha..
=)
yea, likett den more fun ma...

den back to work,
hahaha.
heng no much ppl...

n oh, a male part-time working there le, desmond, n was really quite surprise to see some changes in him, his working attitudes.. =)
from bad to quite ok~ nice 1~ hohohoho

but came home V. tired..
n slack all de way online doing rubbish...


then TODAY~

late for my lecture, CMA, half hr late, so lazy to tab card also, just take my own sweet time to go in..
couldn't absorb wad de lecturer's talking, coz i skip de previous lecture <>.<
so ended up just plain copying of formulas n words..
n was quite moody de..
PMS period siah..
n sorry eh, my tone this morning was like so damn bad...
yea yea..
sry all ppls...

FMGT lecture was really a slping lecture.
the lecturer's pretty lame, but somehow de way he conduct his lecture is just putting me to slp..
yea, though i tried my v.best to concentrate, but still failed..
ended up dozing away..
yea yea...

ahhaha...

okok..
dunno wad to crap le..
shall go back to my tutorial le..
tml Npstrings-guitar~
=D

em em, time for some updates.

i lost my shoe bag in sch, nt really lost, but i left it in 1 tutorial room n haven had de chance to go retrieve it back yet, wonder will it still be there when i go back to take.

working working working,

went to deb's guitar concert last friday.
somehow i dun really know how to appreciate it, but nvm, i still quite enjoy myself there,
n ahhaha, someparts de sound is lik a bit soft, de lecture's dark, n tt makes me slpy..
sry deb,
hahaha

hm, bought a sun flower boutique for her, n i mis-pronounced it as "bou-chiq"
stupid..
ahhaha
desert at bedok hawker, den some silly photo-taking..
we are nt gd at it, i admit..
=)
hee, love them lots..


sch sch sch, work work work, den though i'm always with the same bunch of ppl, but i love their presence and accompanyment.
n haha, felt a bit sorry to them recently, coz having some emotional outbreaks.
ahhaha,


i dunno wad to say ah

hahaha, shall end it ba...

Quiz

Finally responding to WAN JUN!!

1] At what age do you wish to marry?
Around 25/26.

2] What you want the most now?
Finish all my projects

3] Who is the person you trust the most?
eh, dunno, maybe myself ba

4] Do you think you have enough confidence?
a definite NOOOO!!! if i have enough confidence, den i wont whin on my appearance so much le..

5] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Happy always, n same goes to all my friends

6] Do you believe in promises?
No, cause i myself also cant keep promises.

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Everything.

8] Do you find it a need to find a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I also dunno. But i hope to have one ASAP!!! =P

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Nope. I dont wanna do tt again NO ANYMORE!!!

10) If some1 slaps you now, wad will you do?
stonned.


11] What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Talkative, funny, sweet, caring, mature, looks nt tt important,
actually, these are all de IDEAL things i want la, but hahaha, life's unpredictable~
:D

12] What type of person do you hate the most?
Those tt treat me and others with no respect

13] Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i hope i can, but i realise i cant as time goes by..

14] Do you believe in God?
Nah, but i do belief there's ghost in this world!!!!!!! AHH

15] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Happiness ba, i'd rather die if without it.

16] What animals do you like?
Human!!! hahha

17] At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Something new.

18] What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Approachable, fun and funny, someone you wanna be with, cheerful

19] The place u want to go the most with your love ones?
Somewhere where we can watch stars together.

20] What do you like to do ?
Laugh, complain, listen to music, sing, look at the mirror, look at pictures, meet people of different lives, see people happy, shopping, earn money, meet up with friends, etc..

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.


People who've been tagged:
1. Jessica
2. Hui Kuoon
3. Clover
4. Mag
5. Deb
6. Sheery
7. Qiao Fei

hahha, i also dunno who to put lei, coz my blog's like got so few audience de.. ahhahah

BAOC had ended, had lots of fun during de process.
though we may nt have notice it when in it, but after everything, de recalling part just bring back lots of memories to me.

i dunno wad to write siah..
so nt gg to write le..

n also, i'm also too lazy to upload de pics.
blogger's photo uploading is simply so tedious tt i detest it lots..
ahhaha..
so tt's all ba,,

totally tired out from today's FOC,
though BA lost, but i was quite high doing those cheerings..
ahhaha..

winning or losing isnt the main concern,

wads important is that we had enjoyed the whole process, in the precence of each and other.


there's no point for all those unnecessory things,

what matters is that we are trying our very to best to make the best out of us, to let the whole event be as enjoyable and fun as it can be!