OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

screwed up my BCOM final 30% oral presentation!!!!!!!!!!!

damn.. dunno why i suddenly get so nervous and forget what i wanna say initially.

n when presenting, i discovered that i'd accidentally deleted one of my slides!!!!

GOSH!!!!!!!!

then i stumbled and keep on repeating about the same thing. and how ironic it is, i sound confident and was able to deliver my words but this time round it's JUST DE OPPOSITE!!!!!!!!

damn...

feel damn like crying after the presentation..

wad a bad day HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sad, i'm mad abt myself..

though i wasnt 100% prepared for the presentation, but it's definitely more prepared than the previous time, bt how come, everything's screwed UP!!!!!!!!!

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i;m sad i'm sad i'm sad n MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kill me pls....

haiz...........

haven been updating my blog for near 2 weeks alrdy.
was quite busy in these 2 weeks, with all those deadlines, submission of projects and some presentation.
didnt have a decent rest in de past 2 weeks as well..

now, CIP, OB, Micro-article analysis are down,
i'm currently left with tml's BCOM presentation, CATs presentation n submission on project, Sport n Wellness's Hip Hop class competition. hm, still a lot more to go.
but all these will come to an end in this week.
so Jia You to me ba


i haven being following my resolutions at all..
this is damn..

had been slping late at night and waking up early in the morning for more than one week le
slpt for less than 5 hrs for one week le
my body's protesting to me.
my digestion's nt working..
ah!

i'm simply stressed n tired..
let me rest..
n i need tt...
ahhahaa

went to great world n far east shop today, for my formal blouse.
i get myself a white formal shirt, n i discovered this black-colored pen ink on the shirt after i reached home!!!! >.<

haiz. looks like i got to go back n change le.
but but, mine is a new piece lei, how come likett one!!!! >.<

get a dark blue top as well.
i'm happy today, but my blouse..
ahhaha..
i'm fussy, really fussy!!!

went to cut my hair on tues,
cut bob, but nt exactly bob, cost me 18++ bucks, but i like wad i get, so quite nt bad i think..
hahaha..

lot's of things to do, de CIP, CATS, MICRO, OB!!!
n i'm still happily slacking here..
think i'm gonna die like SHIT in 1-2 weeks time.
all these projects are dueing soon,
sure be4 exam de..

haiz..
went to chinatown with jess to check out de genting trip couch n hotel room charges..

i'm dead beat

tml having micro tutorial even though it's MIEC's E-LEARNING!!!!
wad type of e-learning is this i wonder..
lol...
working tml as well...


dread gg home,
welcome death.....

i'm tired now, VERY indeed.

worked today, studied a bit of STATS but didnt finish it.
i'm gg to have my stats CT2 in around 12-13 hr's time if i nt wrong
die..

seriously lagging behind time n progress!!!!




just when i began to see some hopes, it's crashed n smashed again..
haiz...

somehow year 2008 wasn't a good yr for me.
since de starting of this yr, nothing goes right.

first i fell down at home, den now,
afer a tiring sch day, i reach home at around 10pm.
get a scolding from my bro coz i was using my lappy n eating my dinner too.
he's bad mood today, n i'm suffering.
got scolded for some silly things
such as he wanna slp early, den he started saying i'm preventing him from slping, but the prob is tt i've told him LONG AGO tt if he wana slp, just off de lights, n i'll off my lappy too!!!
sianz


the desktop com cannot be used anyway, so no com for him
n he started venting his anger n frustration on me!
wad a COWARD huh..

go ahead, scold wadever he wants, i dun give a damn, n i seriously hate this type of attitude.
so better don do tt to me, if nt, dun blame me for my rude attitude.

anyway, sort of quarrelled with him,
but i cant even bothered to quarrel with him.
say wadever he wants.
take back wadever belongs to you la
as if i cant afford it myself.

i can just buy a 2nd-hand phone once i've gotten my pay.
mp3, it's just a luxury.
n dun ever dream of using my lappy again!

wad a bad day.
damn, feel like crying now.

haiz, how unlucky can i get

pon sch today, it's quite a last min decision, n i forget to inform sin li abt it!!!
haiz..
sry gal, really sry abt it..

another thing's tt i slip n fall down AGAIN!!!!
and PIANG! there goes my bowl. sianz.
this time had my right knee knock into the floor.

haiz..

how many times must i fall down in my life i wonder.

wad a bad starting for this year.

=(

31 Dec 2007 Monday

last day of 2007, meet up with Pris, Deb, n Jas..
went suntec this time round.
first we lunched at de NewYork restaurant, ordered 2 fish n chip n one whole chicken.
ahhaha..
enjoy de food, though de chicken's a bit too hard n dry for me, i'm fussy n getting fussier over food ....

den later, we went for KBox, i applied my membership card,
sang from 3.30-530pm, n it cost us $23.50 each.
quite enjoy de singing, n de time's a bit nt enough..
deb, let's listen to more chinese songs n go kBox again some other days K~~~
den we'll have even more fun than ytd.. =D

after kbox, accompanied Jas to buy donuts n saw Zhi Hui,
so coincident lo, ahhaha
n is he saw me first de. OMG, i'm really damn blind de i think..
ahhahaha

n jas commented tt he looked quite handsome on de first look..
ahhaha.. yahoo.. my taste nt bad ba.. =P

den took a pic with him using his phone, but de reason for de pic according to pris n deb, fake n unreliable, n i'm too gullible to believe it..
LOL

anw, say Zhi Yong too, so handsome la.
ahhaha


den accompanied Jas to walk back, n den continue to do our shopping.

saw helena, walked tgt for some time...
shop at de 3rd floor, a couple of new shops, but some closed alrdy.. =(
tried a top, n i like it to quite a extent, cant rmb de price le, felt like gg back to buy de top lei..
shall i shall i nt??
hahaha

dinnered at Just Noodles in suntec, de food was nt bad, n at a reasonable price. but i seriously dun like their tom yam soup, it tastes n looks like it's cooked from those seasoning packets from the instant noodles~!
but overall is still gd, at least they dun have 10% service charge like other restaurant... =)

walked de fountain of wealth at suntec also, it's fun to play with water, n i like it.. =)

pris n deb left at 10++pm, i stayed back at city hall mrt to wait for Hui.
waited for him for over half an hr, find a spot n sit down, chat a little.
den he accompanied me to Jurong Entertainment there to play pool
he's a PRO man, all those angle shots, WHOAH~~~!!!!


cabbed home at 3++am,
sit n stare in de living room for 2 hrs, got emo, cry a little,
den went to slp w/o bathing..


1st Jan 2008

first day of the yr 2008, wake up at 1pm, though i set my alarm at 3pm.
nuts, y cant just slp for some more..??
watched tv for 2 hrs, ate half a bar of chocolate, an ice-cream, de stick type, n nth else le.
bathe n went to work, n was late. damn it.

wasn't in de working mood today, n i'm dead beat, didnt eat much be4 gg to work.
n felt lethargic siah, felt strengthless n can sense de trembling of my hands when clearing de plates.
GOSH

hahahah

well, in de end, still no proper meal for today.

things i ate today:

1. 1/2 bar of choc
2. 1 stick of ice cream
3. few small pieces of chicken n pork
4. 1 gungan
5. 4 big maki
6. 1 handroll
7. 2 small maki
8. 2 sticks of chicken with green pepper

tt should be all le i think

didnt had any proper meal at all..

LOL....

trying to enjoy my everydays
=)

3 yrs ago, on de eve of yr 2004, he's at the other side of the phone sms-ing me till de 1st of yr 2005.

this yr, we spent the last few minutes of the yr 2007 tgt.

i'm hoping for wishful things again.

shall nt think so much i think.


i really dun understand..