Friday, October 06, 2006

Another boring and slacking day had passed.

Priscilla's sick today, sore throat + flu. so she didn't come to sch. Shirley came n sat beside me for the whole day, so I wasn't left alone. =D thx for accompanying me wor~

I am such a good gal gal. me , kaiting n sheery went to find miss kaur after sch. We waited at the IT resource rm2 for abt half hour and she turned up at 2. Asked her some qns n she answered them very patiently. She's a better person when outside class i think. In class she looks fierce, but when we were consulting her, she was a bit, and quite, motherly~?? em.. maybe like a big sis? =) After talking n asking qns for abt one hour, we were abt to leave. Before we left, guess wad miss kaur said to me. "guanyuan, your english ah, u need to do more in your essay, they are still not up to standard." =.=lll Dots, dots, haiz.. my poor essays, pray pray that my O level el can pass siah~

Then me, kaiting n sheery walked out together to the X-broadrick bus stop to take bus.

at first, i board onto a bus 33, planing to take train home. But i alighted de bus 2 stops later. n i changed to bus 30. wa, so dumb, n such a waste of time, but i can catch some slp on it. =D ( getting crappy...)

I went to buy dinner for my kor n myself. N when i walked pass this fruit stall, that pervertic stall holder harassed me AGAIN!!! when i walked passed him, he made this "Xu Xu Xu " sound into my ear, EWKS!!!! so gross! this time i'm sure that he's doing tt to me as there's no other ppl there! Godness gracious me! Can he don be so pervertic n gross! YUCKS!!! then i quickly walked away.

today was such a weird day. i kept meeting some weird ppl. when i was reaching my blcok, an old uncle called me: " 小妹小妹" initially i didnt know he was calling me, so i just continue to walk. Then he called again. He asked me which sch i am in, so i tell him, "中正", he then tried to look at my sch badge or my buttons i dunno. BUt i really dun like ppl to do tt lei, it's such a unpleasant feeling to have someone to stare at ur name tag or sch badge or ur buttons. then the uncle said this "还有用这种钮扣啊?" so i just ans a "ya" n walked away! oh my oh my, y he asked these weird Qns?!

then i walk walk n reach my block, i went into de lift and a non-chinese old grandpa aged old man walked in after me. I am very polite, so i asked him" which floor?" n helped him pressed de button. then he tried to make conversation, he looked at my da bao rice n said "rice?" so i "ya" back again. n when the lift reached his floor, he said a "see you" n walked off. i was left there unknowing of what to do.

y today strangers like to talk to me? y old man want to tok to me? N why must i shuay shuay saw this PERVERTIC fruit stall holder!!!! OMG!!!! AH!!! i getting mad.

oh ya, one more thing. I was bathing at 8++pm, which was just now. When i was half way bathing. the phone rang so i went to ans. Oh my, it's a call from my auntie's brother. N know what! he n his family were outside of my house now. STUNNED i was. i held on to the speaker n stare frightenly outside the windows, and i saw their shades. u know, me half way bathing, body wet wet, still had shampoo and shower gel on me, and i was at home alone too. So i quickly went to wash away de shampoo n shower gel, wiped myself dry n hurried to open de door. they saw my this 狼狈look siah, n after knowing that none of my family members are at home, they just walked off without even saying a Bye. WAD DE HELL!!! then wads the point of me rushing to open de door!

HMMP!!! today's such a bad day for me, nothing really went smooth n i had be so unfortunate to meet with so many weird ppl in less than 5 hour's time! dots...

One last thing before i ends this post. i went down to she NTUC to buy bread at 7+pm. and when i was on my way back, i saw this group of old ah beis gathering again, under the trees near de passage way under the block. they tied ropes in between the trees and they were hanging several lanterns on the ropes. so CutE~!!! =D Happy Mooncake Festival to ya, de ah beis~=D and to all my friends too.. =>

+VioLenCe+

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

School was getting more and more boring. Everyday, we went to school and spend most of my time day-dreaming, and DisTurbing Priscilla~ =P
Think i'm driving her crazy soon. =D


My mama went back to China this morning. Didn't and i can't went to send her off as i had school today, felt a bit bad for it.
Now is the most crucial period of time of my secondary school life. O level is drawing it's steps nearer than before, every one's busy preparing. Nothing should go wrong till the end of O level. My mama went back to china at the MOST unsuitable timing. I need her to wake me up every morning! x ( Now she's back in china, who's going to wake me up!!! =S

However, i didn't had a single grudge over it. My mama had already tried to postpone the time. She had been thinking of going back to china few months ago, but because she's worried of me unable to wake up to take de O, so she had decided to return to china after my O's. Now, she had no choice but to go back to china now due to her health problems. Her health is deterioating, more and more problems start to cropped up.

My mama's not the type that will say out her concerns for de family. She shows them through her actions. She had asked me this before she went to buy the air ticket. " will u hate or blame me if i go back to china now? are u able to wake up if i go back to china?" felt so touched and so loved, she still cares for me even when she's facing something that was far worse from what i'm going to face.

Mama was now in china, hope that everything goes well for her~

Though i had scolded her before, quarrelled with her before, and even cursed her before, but no matter what, she's still my mama, and i still love her lots~

+VioLenCe+

Monday, October 02, 2006

Read caro's blog, and saw the diff. between an A1 student and a C6 student.. =D

caro's version:
Went for the class outing at sentosa yesterday and I didnt regret it one bit. I left the house at about 9.20, thinking that I will be late since xiangrui told me to meet at cityhall at 9.30. Turned out that he was later than me by 25 mins. The reason? He was trying to spike his hair. Argh had to wait at the station like some dumb toot for 25 minutes with the security officers glacing in my direction because I looked suspicious.We rushed all the way to harbourfront, thinking that we were late. Turned out that we were the first ones there. When the others arrived, we walked over to the bus interchange to take a feeder bus to sentosa. After paying 3 dollars for the entrance fee and the feeder bus, we headed for palawan beach.The sand was really soft and it made walking hard. Deb, gy and I didnt want to go into the water at first as we didnt bring enough change of clothes. However, the sea looked so inviting and we eventually gave in, partly due to the fact that we were already drenched from all that splashing. We had a game of water rugby. It was hilarious, considering the fact that pauline, gy, deb and i couldnt swim and we could only run. As you know, it's not easy to run in water, so the whoel scene looked like a film in slow motion. We then proceeded to talking about our ambitions and other kinds of nonsense. A word of advice, it is impossible to play truth or dare in the water, cause the spinner will never stop.After soaking in the sea for about 1 hour, we went to bury donglin and xr in the sand. It wasnt easy cause alot of sand was required to cover them. It didnt help when they laughed or breathed too hard and the sand kept cracking. We took a few photos with the sand creatures.After that, we went back to the water and continued to allow more water to diffuse into our skins. Samantha and zhiying suffered the same fate as us as they were forced to go into the water. We pelted xr with waterbombs, although i don't think it made any difference as he was already soaked. The sand-plus-water bomb did work though. After that, we went back to the water again and treated ourselves to a circus performance, starring xr. He took some seaweed and a coconut shell and made a fool out of himself. Deb was asking if he was sick. We had a great show anyway.After that, we arranged ourselves in a circle and slowly made our way towards the deeper part of the sea. When I could hardly feel my toes touching the ground, I started shrieking. Oops sorry but i couldnt swim you see. Deb, gy and I bounced our way back to shallow waters. After soaking for somemore, we headed up to the beach to build sandcastles. Our sandcastle looked pretty decent. It had a round top like that of the control tower and a stepped side. Poor deb had to keep rebuilding the castle wall cause gy and I kept destroying it by accident.We went to the showers to take a shower. We didnt bring a towel and we were startign to wonder if we had to walk around with wet clothings. Fortunately, zhiying came up with the great idea of using...toilet paper! We took a whole bunch of toilet paper to dry ourselves but it still wasnt enough. Had to go out with damp clothings. We were better off than gy though, she didnt bring a change of clothes and had to wear the soaking wet clothes the whole day.Went to sakae for lunch. The service there was not exactly up to standard. We waited so long for our order but it never came. I think they forgot our order. We had to request for our order again before it came. Hmm, the noodles wasnt what I had expected. It was cold and the sauce was a little weird but it'll do. If you are thinking of going to sakae at sentosa, i strongly suggest you have a heavy meal first. The food will arrive by the time you are hungry.Gy, xr, zy, sam, yuang, pauline and I went for a tram ride while the others went cycling after that. We were wuliao enough to take the tram too and fro. I think the driver noticed that we havent got off the tram. We pretended to be interested on other things and avoided his gaze haha. Went for somethngcalled "jungle trail". It turned out to be a walk through the forest with weird and quirky stops in-between. We stopped at every stop to pose for pictures. One weird stop was one called 'cascade falls'. You would expec it to be a waterfall of some sort right? Not exactly. It turned out of be a small stone structure with no water, not even a trickle. There was a pool of stagnant water at the base though. Where's the BTI insecticide when you need it? We felt a sense of accomplishment when we completed the trail, although I thought that we were a buffet for the feasting mosquitoes in there.We meet up after an hour and went to play the luge. The chairlift up was really cool. That was my first time on the chairlift. We had a bird's eye view of sentosa and the view was simply breathtaking. xr and I kept looking at the cable apprehensively while deb and gy seemed to enjoy the view. Thank goodness our worries were for nothing. We saw a brightly coloured sandal on top of a tree. I wonder how will that person return home with only one sandal.The luge was really cool. It was something like a go-kart and we could control how fast we wanted to go. If only the government could introduce these on the roads. Travelling would be so much more convenient and fun.We took a bus back to palawan beach after that. By then, it was already about 7pm. We went to the southernmost point of the island and climbed up the 4-storey tower. It was a great feat, considering the fact that we weer throughly exhausted by then. We took a couple of photos before heading back to singapore. Gy, deb and I went off earlier as it was rather late.That was the first class outing that I have ever went with HM and I didnt regret going, despite the fact that I had to rush my homework. The outing was worth every second of my time and it'll be a memory that I'll carry with me for a long time to come.


my version:
i went for the outing today and had lots of fun. well, starting, i was feeling a bit of " is this outing gonna be successful due to this little number of classmates attending?"Yeah, few attended. Let me count, me, deb, dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, yanni, pauline, caroline, samantha, suree, xiangrui, zhiying, 12 people attended. Unexpectedly, this outing turn out to be replete with endless fun!=Dfirstly, we went to de palawan beach to play with the water. Initially, deb, me and caro didn't really want to play with water as we had no thoughts of wetting ourselves. However, we were being forcefully dragged into the sea by our beloved xr and pau they all. But HEY! thx lots dears, if not, we would really missed out the funs. =D It's was fun, interesting to play with and in the sea. The currents were not too weak and it;s cold. haha.. We played some ballgames, water bomb,, burried dong lin then xr and even build our own sand castles. WeeE that was so much fun.After spending about near 4-5 hours at the beach, we went to clean up, and headed to the Sakae Sushi for lunch. The food there was not bad, quite delicious, heng my money didn't go into waste. However, the service was poor, we waiting long for our food lei~After the lunch, deb, dong lin, yanni, yi yang and suree went to cycle while the rest of us went to have a tour on the Tran, and a free tour on some jungle thingy. From this jungle tour thingy, i found out something.Firstly, Pau was mature dispite of her cutie size. She's liked a mother, telling we these guai Kids on what to do, whether to take pic or continue our tour, and becareful of that very uneven floor.=DSecondly, Yu ang was no longer than hostile boy in class. He was liked a daddy, and he seems to know the ways all by his heart man. He was there, guiding us, giving us details on where will this road lead us to. Wow, cool man~ =DThirdly, we had a good photographer in the 4Hm family, and that none other than ZhiYing. haha, this gal gal hor, was busying taking photos thru out the journey, for us and for herself too. =DFourth, haha, feel so shy to say this. Our 4Hm family was so LOVING and CARING to each other. We helped our friends whom were cycling to take their bags and we took turns to carry them. have class spirit hor~; DAfter our tour, we went to meet up with the cyclists, and headed to the luge. Dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, and yanni did not try this. Hey u should try de lo, it's of so much thrilling! we took the cable car-liked thingy up to a hill. Me deb caro and xr took the same cable car-liked thingy, and some of us were quite worry that our sandals will drop and we may fall as we were hanging so high up above the ground. Upon reaching the hill, each of us took a car each, and weeE we go, began our exciting rides down the hill.Here's a recap on the frightening thing that happened to me. I knew how to drive that car, but i wasn;t sure of how to control it;s direction as the staffs didnt tell us!-.-ll so i had some difficulties in controlling the directions. And there were some turns down de track, due to me unknowing of how to turn my car, though i had successfully cross and passed all the turns, my car nearly over turn for TWICE!!! Yeah, that was no joke, i could feel the right 2 wheels of my car getting lifted up and spinning in the air. that was scary, lucky it didnt happen, lucky me. I love the speed the car travels, but it was still not fast enough i think, especially with me wearing the dumb helmet. =Dafter the luge, we went to take bus back to the palawan beach to take photos at the top floor of the tower. We crossed the bridge, and went up to the tower. had a short chat with yi yang when climbing the tower. maybe it's becoz the stairs are the circulating type, and i was tired after all the things i did, i felt quite giddy when climbing the stairs. So u nearly walk into the walls while climbing. =X oops, so dumb. after reaching the top level of the tower, it was so foolish of me to be cheated by deb and caro on the binoculars. They lied to me that the binoculars were working, when they didnt throw in any tokens( $1) and i dumbly believed them! HOW stupid can i be i wonder! ahaha, after taking the photos, we went to take bus to harbour front mrt staion, then me deb and caro went home first, yi yang went to celebrate Children's day with his family and the others, went to have their dinner together if i not wrong.That's briefly what happened today.Overall , this outing was quite a successful one, it's indeed fun. now i was looking forward to the class chalet on 4th,5th,6thof Dec. haha.. =D


so thats the diff. between us... love ya lots.. caro =D

+VioLenCe+
~幸福~

爱情幸福, 不代表拥有爱情,
爱情幸福, 也可以是短暂地靠近他, 默默的守护并望着他,
更可以是握着他的物品。

也许会有许多人不同意我的看法,但对我,这样也足够了。

有时,一时的“拥有”更胜过拥有,
因为,就是因为不曾真正拥有,所以才可贵,所以才更让人想珍惜,更能给我幸福的感觉。

相反的,当你真正拥有过是,你决不会去珍惜,去思考自己有多幸运幸福,更不会发觉自己曾身处于这幸福海中。所以,幸福在只有一方面的维持下,逐渐消失,褪去。最终,带来的只有悲伤。

just some thoughts of mine,
happiness, it's been there before, but i let it slipped away just under my nose.
+VioLenCe+

Sunday, October 01, 2006

4HM 01/10/2006 OuTing~

i went for the outing today and had lots of fun.

well, starting, i was feeling a bit of " is this outing gonna be successful due to this little number of classmates attending?"
Yeah, few attended. Let me count, me, deb, dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, yanni, pauline, caroline, samantha, suree, xiangrui, zhiying, 12 people attended. Unexpectedly, this outing turn out to be replete with endless fun!=D

firstly, we went to de palawan beach to play with the water. Initially, deb, me and caro didn't really want to play with water as we had no thoughts of wetting ourselves. However, we were being forcefully dragged into the sea by our beloved xr and pau they all. But HEY! thx lots dears, if not, we would really missed out the funs. =D It's was fun, interesting to play with and in the sea. The currents were not too weak and it;s cold. haha.. We played some ballgames, water bomb,, burried dong lin then xr and even build our own sand castles. WeeE that was so much fun.

After spending about near 4-5 hours at the beach, we went to clean up, and headed to the Sakae Sushi for lunch. The food there was not bad, quite delicious, heng my money didn't go into waste. However, the service was poor, we waiting long for our food lei~

After the lunch, deb, dong lin, yanni, yi yang and suree went to cycle while the rest of us went to have a tour on the Tran, and a free tour on some jungle thingy. From this jungle tour thingy, i found out something.

Firstly, Pau was mature dispite of her cutie size. She's liked a mother, telling we these guai Kids on what to do, whether to take pic or continue our tour, and becareful of that very uneven floor.=D

Secondly, Yu ang was no longer than hostile boy in class. He was liked a daddy, and he seems to know the ways all by his heart man. He was there, guiding us, giving us details on where will this road lead us to. Wow, cool man~ =D

Thirdly, we had a good photographer in the 4Hm family, and that none other than ZhiYing. haha, this gal gal hor, was busying taking photos thru out the journey, for us and for herself too. =D

Fourth, haha, feel so shy to say this. Our 4Hm family was so LOVING and CARING to each other. We helped our friends whom were cycling to take their bags and we took turns to carry them. have class spirit hor~
; D
After our tour, we went to meet up with the cyclists, and headed to the luge. Dong lin, yi yang, yu ang, and yanni did not try this. Hey u should try de lo, it's of so much thrilling! we took the cable car-liked thingy up to a hill. Me deb caro and xr took the same cable car-liked thingy, and some of us were quite worry that our sandals will drop and we may fall as we were hanging so high up above the ground. Upon reaching the hill, each of us took a car each, and weeE we go, began our exciting rides down the hill.

Here's a recap on the frightening thing that happened to me. I knew how to drive that car, but i wasn;t sure of how to control it;s direction as the staffs didnt tell us!-.-ll so i had some difficulties in controlling the directions. And there were some turns down de track, due to me unknowing of how to turn my car, though i had successfully cross and passed all the turns, my car nearly over turn for TWICE!!! Yeah, that was no joke, i could feel the right 2 wheels of my car getting lifted up and spinning in the air. that was scary, lucky it didnt happen, lucky me. I love the speed the car travels, but it was still not fast enough i think, especially with me wearing the dumb helmet. =D

after the luge, we went to take bus back to the palawan beach to take photos at the top floor of the tower. We crossed the bridge, and went up to the tower. had a short chat with yi yang when climbing the tower. maybe it's becoz the stairs are the circulating type, and i was tired after all the things i did, i felt quite giddy when climbing the stairs. So u nearly walk into the walls while climbing. =X oops, so dumb. after reaching the top level of the tower, it was so foolish of me to be cheated by deb and caro on the binoculars. They lied to me that the binoculars were working, when they didnt throw in any tokens( $1) and i dumbly believed them! HOW stupid can i be i wonder! ahaha, after taking the photos, we went to take bus to harbour front mrt staion, then me deb and caro went home first, yi yang went to celebrate Children's day with his family and the others, went to have their dinner together if i not wrong.

That's briefly what happened today.
Overall , this outing was quite a successful one, it's indeed fun. now i was looking forward to the class chalet on 4th,5th,6thof Dec. haha.. =D

+VioLenCe+