It's okay not to be okay~

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Feeling blue tonight...

it's helpless being human, too many things tt's not within your control.....

i wish....

What will you be doing today?

it's SUNDAY again. last day of the week, another day to a brand new week.

the weather's good, bright sunny day, just that a bit too hot n scorching now.

Friday's night was quite coincidental.
was drinking with Jessica, clover, Gerald QQ and Kenrick at Yello Jello, then clover realized that JH and his friends(the dance ppl) were just the table behind us!!! LOL like WTH.

no la, it's nothing much, just tt too unexpected.
LOL.

then from then on, i think i went mad le.
lol
was a bit high on alcohol, and due to their presence, was screaming n laughing like mad. LOL.

ooops.. shall practice to remain cool n calm next time.



Saturday was the Hangover day, woke up 4+pm, laze around my house as still feeling dizzy.
n i did nothing at all.
wad a waste of my precious weekend!!!

anyw, my bf was out with his friends, bday chalet, supper and singing at boat quay. sounds like quite eventful eh. LOL



hmmm.. what shall i do today?
did my laundry, have yet to pack my room.
need to go for a jog at 6+pm later..
need to get my shoes fixed also, it's way to slippery for daily usage. imagine me slip n fall everytime i wore it LOL..


ahhaha... i shall go get busy.
bye..

MOnday's coming. =(

losing my patience...

before you realized, you're already out of the game.

game over.

emo....


work's stressful..

being over sensitive....

tired.

haiz

same song..
different time,
feels the same as before....

Sorry That I Loved You




For all of the time that I tried for your smile
曾經我總是試著討妳歡心
For making you think that I was worth the while
好讓妳認為我就是真命天子
So you love love love love would be mine
那麼我就能贏得妳的愛
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
送妳鮮花牽妳的手
That no one was there to take a stand
沒有人阻止我們
But the love love love made us blind
但是愛情終究讓我們盲目
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
對不起我傷害了妳
Sorry that I fell through
對不起我搞砸了
Sorry I was falling in love with you
對不起我愛上了妳
I'm sorry that it came true
很抱歉它發生了
but sorry doesn't turn back time
但道歉也不能讓時光倒流
For all that I have done to you
所有我對妳做的事
I wish that I could make it right
我希望可以補償
So sorry that I loved you
對不起我曾經那樣愛妳
Sorry that I needed you
對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳
Sorry that I held you tight
對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳
And I'm so sorry for.....
而且我還要道歉的是
Making you love me and saying goodbye
讓妳愛上我卻必須說再見
For being the one that taught you how to cry
還有我居然教會了妳什麼是哭泣
It was love love love and it passed us by
愛情真的來過 但它又悄悄溜走
For giving you everything that you dreamed
很抱歉我曾給妳夢想的一切
For taking it back when I fled the scene
卻又在我逃避後全部拿走
Sorry love, for wasting your time
抱歉 我的愛 因為我浪費了妳的青春
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
對不起我傷害了妳
Sorry that I fell through
對不起我搞砸了
Sorry I was falling in love with you
對不起我愛上了妳
I'm sorry that it came true
很抱歉它發生了
but sorry doesn't turn back time
但道歉也不能讓時光倒流
For all that I have done to you
所有我對妳做的事
I wish that I could make it right
我希望可以補償
So sorry that I loved you
對不起我曾經那樣愛妳
Sorry that I needed you
對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳
Sorry that I held you tight
對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳
An apology now after all of this time
經過了這麼久
Won't make any difference tonight
一句抱歉並不能改變什麼
But I'm hoping I'm sorry will open your mind
但我真心希望這句抱歉能打開妳的心房
To love love love love in your life
好讓妳在未來還能繼續去愛

there are things that's not within control.
what do you do with it?


we cant change our surroundings,
shldn't try too hard to change others..

the least we can do, is to change ourselves.
but is it really how it's to be...

問

作詞：李宗盛 作曲：李宗盛

誰讓你心動 誰讓你心痛 誰會讓你偶爾想要擁他在懷中
誰又在乎你的夢 誰說你的心思他會懂 誰為你感動

如果女人 總是等到夜深 無悔付出青春 他就會對你真
是否女人 永遠不要多問 她最好永遠天真 為她所愛的人

誰讓你心動 誰讓你心痛 誰會讓你偶爾想要擁他在懷中
誰又在乎你的夢 誰說你的心思他會懂 誰為你感動
只是女人 容易一往情深 總是為情所困 終於越陷越深
可是女人 愛是她的靈魂 她可以奉獻一生 為她所愛的人

只是女人 容易一往情深 總是為情所困 終於越陷越深
可是女人 愛是她的靈魂 她可以奉獻一生 為她所愛的人
可是女人 愛是她的靈魂 她可以奉獻一生 為她所愛的人

time to move on..


wish i made the right choices....




yawn~

FREAK OUT!


will you talk to a stranger when on bus?

i wont, and neither do i want people to talk to me..


today, took bus home, and slept throughout most of the journey.

when i woke up, and still was not very aware of my surroundings,
this 40-50+ uncle sitting 1 seat away from me suddenly talk to me!

initially thought tt maybe he's en-quiring something from me,
turn out he's chatting to me..
telling me tt he had a gf at thailand,
the gal cheated him blah blah..
and he speaks so loud!!!!


he asked for my name, no., and even say he want to befriend me~!
HOLY moo...

totally freak me out!


dislike this bus ride to MAX!!!

contract signed,

but i'm on 3 months probation~!!!!!!!
AWWW~~~
my upcoming TIOMAN trip might have to forfeited!!!!!!!!! =(

sad


and de walking distance is SO DAMN FAR~!!!!!!
about 20 MINS!!!!!!!!! DIE

i wish i can FLY!!!!!!!!!!!



nights

a few hours,
a not tt satisfying dinner,
quality laughs at Mac @ PS..

it's enough to lighten the stress around..



if only i don have to worry about when can i reach home,
if only i don have work,
if only i don have to worry for my future,

if only life is easy as ABC...


if only....

maybe it's time to face reality..


chocolates, biscuits, my 2nd amulet.
i'm happy for the night.. =D


TCC before 25th JULY,
ANYONE??

life's unpredictable,it's full with ups and downs..


but why do i always encounter those unlucky ones..!!???


firstly,
i was hit by a tree branch when exiting the carpark at wheellock.
OUCH!!
it hit my shoulder.
Things happened so fast and sudden that I do not know how to handle it.
but it was really painful.
well, i'm pretty lucky though unlucky,
if the branch had landed on my head,
i'd be seen in tomorrow's papers.

just hope that this wont happen to me anymore....


next,
a flying cockroach air-crashed me when i'm engrossed in my latest One Piece release.
Gotten a fright when felt something hit my legs.
took a closer look at what it was,
and to my HORROR!,
saw a cockroach crawling away from me.

hence, took a un-used slipper,
followed the cockroach as it crawls.
found a perfect timing and killed it!

DAMN U COCKROACH!!!


i'm doing pest control! LOL..


enough of those -ve things,
here's something that i'd love to share:

TCC having promotions!!
1 for 1 main course till 25 July!!!
and the food's so YUMMY,
the ambience is warm and cosy~
I'M SIMPLY in LOVE with IT!!!

TCC's always my favourite place~!!!
except that it may be a bit costly for me now..
=D

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


night.

lost,
stuck...

what do i really want?


felt UnderPaid..
cheap labour
DAMN!

took leave today,
so tt i can meet up with my dear Qiao Fei,
so she can have her night and weekend for her precious parents.. =)
and also to collect my Diploma cert from Ngee Ann..


it's been a couple of months since we last met.
i cant remember exactly when and which month it is,
but it's definitely not a short period of time..

many things had happened to both of us,
though we don't have frequent contacts,
but it still feels the same, like the secondary school days whenever we meet.
i'm really grateful and relief for this..
coz it'll be so sad to know that you had drifted away from friends due to time and distance.


i was late, as usual,
even though i took the effort and money to cab down to town,
and yet i met another traffic light fault AGAIN!!!!
the 2nd time in 1 week's time!!
it's really too MUCH!! and irritating..

anw, met up with her, had lunch,
chit chat, share our thoughts, went to shop a little..
it felt really good to hear from her,
to know more about her,
to walk around with her..
i simply enjoy it so much! =D
let's meet up soon k...


after tt,
met up with dear Sin Li...
we haven't meet for 2 weeks,
and de last time we met was like dinner,
we dont really have the time to talk and catch up...
hence we chat, slack at mos burger,
walk around a little,
joke and share our views on different issues in life...

just simple meet ups with my friends makes me happy..
i don't know how to describe my feelings,
i get so excited about it, even when i'm on my bus home..
to the extent tt i wanted to shout to the world tt,
" I LOVE U GALS!!!!!!!! "

hahaha..
maybe people will find it a bit exaggerating ...
tt's how i really felt..




no more poly lifes, it's getting harder to meet up with my ex-everyday-meet friends..
i wish we could turn back time and slack, eat, study like how we used to be..
this applies to all my gals~!!!!!!!!
I MISS U ALL....


as well grow up,
reality sets in..
we have to work for our livings,
hence lesser time for our friends and families.

sometimes we get so preoccupied with our things that we neglected them.
yet they are still there,
always for you, when u needs them..

quality VS quantity.
i don't have a lot friends,
i have a group of GOOD friends
and i'm contented with it. =D

"friends are like stars,
not always seen,
but always there..."

they shine and brighten up my life.... =D

ignorance is bliss..


many things are best left untouched, unknown.





DAMN

22ND BDAY


one year older than ytd,
and i had fun with my friends today.
though nt all are present,
i still enjoyed the time, accompaniment of them....


dinner,
oyster,
minds cafe,
games,
cakes,
laughters..

sin li mag clover made a mini-scrape book for me..
hahaha..
so pinkish,
yet i love it lots~!!!!!!!!!!
they did it in few hrs time only,
but really like the end product..
too bad i have no camera to take pic of it..



i do not ask for more..
am contented with the present...

please make my wish come true.... <3




*though i do not say,
but you're of importance to me.....

should......

shouldn't............

life's hard..

words are deceiving...

no longer believes in them..

too afraid to trust anymore.........

let it go, let it pass...