i'll be boarding the plane to shanghai in like, another 6 hours time.

not excited, nor happy about it.
but somehow dreaded and regret why i didnt withdraw from it.

feeling emotional.


was unable to slp at all, partly coz of the darn weather, so HOT,
partly, wasn't in the mood to slp


felt kinda bad and guilty,
esp when seeing my mum helping me to stuff all my things into the small luggage.

i always find her naggy,
even till now
though i know she meant well...

i will be bringing laptop over,
it's dangerous, i know,
as the lappy will be left in the hotel in the days,
and wad if the cleaners took it away!?

haiz...

still, regardless of how she tried to persuade me to drop the idea of lappy,
i insisted..
please, let me have a safe and fun trip...



appearance weren't that important,
it's the functions that matters...

i want to slp..

百感交集。。。。。


10 days

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