Sometimes I was quite amazed by what shit comes out from me.
they are so unliked me.

wonder if i really meant it, but i seriously dun know, or maybe dun wanna know?
irresponsible speaker
LOL..


random post, CNY eat n slp at home.
hopefuly i wont gain weight cause of this. =)

28th Jan 2009, someone's having a test tml.
all the best..
n rmb to drink the essence.. =D

*

tata

back from my consecutive 3 days of work.

first time working 3 consecutive in ISETAN, somehow that creates some confusions in the dates =X

CNY's approaching, people are rushing to buy new clothes etc, many sales gg on, n isetan's so PACKED with moving human beings!!!

Tired eyes + Tired mind + a worn out body = Restless GY

rude + ignorant customers = pissed GY

LOL..

time seems to move so slowly when people dreaded it..
so haix


anyway, someone came during the night, with his friend.
though he just accompanied friend to collect shirts, but still it manage to cheers me up.=)

some small minor things that tends to be neglected can really makes a great diff =)

anyway, a brief intro was done with i'm working,
but it feels so weird as i dont know how to react to it, same goes for his friend ba =/

so when we met later, I asked his name again LOL..
was thinking of doing a handshake as well,
but it may seems to be too weird n formal ba
so in de end didnt do it..

LOL




alright, time for some serious work..
they're piling up to such a hill tt i dunno wher to start from..
Hmmm....

my stomach's playing games with me for consecutive 3 days le.
hm, let's see who will surrender first

2 outcomes:

1) stomach gives up n stop giving me butterflies and tummy aches and multiple toilet errands. =)

2) I surrender and go see doctor. =(

yep..

when everything's in a mess

3rd- 4th jan-
work as usual
watch late night movie " Bed Time Stories"
stupid n hilarious show,
but really entertaining.

99th day

1 year 4 months
a picture can stirs all the feelings within me
letting go?
easy?
time heals?

are those smiles and care real?


i shldn't be thinking of all these

*woots*
haven been blogging for exactly 1 month! hoho nice1?

anyway, for the whole dec, all i can say is busy
busy with CT, after-CT-events

went to crash jessica's chalet on the 16-17 dec,
and due to my mixing up of dates n places, i didnt go for the HM chalet.
so.. hmm...

23 Dec- meet up with deb, jas, pris, marina square, YESMAN, suntec crystal jade

24-25 Dec christmas - picnic in car at labrador park, walk around, car ride around. =)

25 dec Christmas- orchard, cineleisure, xinwang hk cafe, orchard road phototaking, balcony =)

31 dec -1st jan new yr eve- fireworks + midnight kbox session with mag n yq =)


i dunno wad to blog le.
being unable to organise things is creating so many troubles for me when coming to blogging..
so yup, tt's all.. lol

Have decided to do resolutions for this yr.
well, we did this in sec sch, n i was nv serious in it AT ALL..
shall get serious for this yr, yr2008

1) Save $$
set a limitted amt tt can be spent per month, if overspent, den die die my business. shall be
harsh on myself i think, i'm too anyhow le lei

2) Lose weight
gain quite a few Kilograms of weight since de start of poly sch life. All my so xinku losed
weight had came back le, n my butts, thighs n stomach are getting bigger than ever. Gotta
control my appetite, eat lesser. I DUN WANNA REALLY BECOME A BALL like wad C2Y
says..

3) Work hard for my academic
had been more n more slack as days goes by. It's time to sit down and pull up my socks le i
think. My parents thrown in so much $$ to let me study, i dun wanna just get to back some
Cs, Bs, or worse, D or fails. So i hope to get all As for my academic. but tt seems so impossible,
so 4As out of 6 modules.

4) Have $2000 savings in my bank.

5) To stay in contact with all my dear friends.
this is like so hard n impossible for me to do it man. i seldom contacts ppl for no reason. haiz.
but i shall try my best i suppose. i dun wanna lose my friends. they mean too much to me. I
cant survive without them!

One had to beg

One was offered

WAD THE F**K

the hatred only grows

沿海公路的出口

Ella：
用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

Hebe：
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

Selina：
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

Hebe：
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走
Ella：
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

Selina：
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

Hebe：
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走

Selina：
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

合：
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手

saw these on the taiwan actress 伊能靜's blog
it's taken from a book"昨日誕生悲傷戀情"
below is a quote from the book.
kinda like it..
hope i get the chance to lay my hands on this bk..
hohohoho



男人說:不必特說喜歡，也應該知道吧!
男人總是這麼說，但是沒辦法，女就是愛聽。因為一聽到(我喜歡你)，這句話，就好像有抓住一點幸福在手裡的感覺。



女人並不是因為很閑才跟你碰面
而是因為想見你才去見面

hoho

one shld be contented with wad he/she has

love and treasure wad u have now

dont complain

be grateful

it's not as bad as u tot

accept it love it if not change it

complains wont work

be optimistic

whinning wont turn back time

smile

laugh

jokes

cries

tears

angers

jealousy

attention

i'm

just a mere human

te quiero

maybe i'm just a selfish-spoiled-brat..

Blah Blah Blah...

little bit of disappointments here and there.

somehow i'm kinda tired

when i bo chap~

the champain grape incident

i ate up all

he ask

stunned

maybe tt's who i am

hell moo moooo

having the urge to pour out to someone, anyone

the longer i kept it in me, the faster i will go insane.

wad had went wrong?

it's not that i had no 1 to talk to,
but just that i'm fearing the secondary consequences

or am i worrying too much again..




did i do it right?

a friend told me last night tt i haven been updating for sometime,
so here i am,to update my long forgotton blog. =)

well, 1 week of sch had passed,
basically it's mainly lectures, and BCOM, n SPANISH lesson.

lecture was boring as usual, so i was too tired n skipped my fri's lecture,
den i noticed tt it's one of thoseCANNOT-SKIP lecture( AAA ) as it's something like POA/FMGT,
once u missed it, it's hard to catch up le.
so kinda stupid of me! ARG

haiz..

nvm, let's talk about spanish.
spanish is fun, n stressful too.
all those tongue-rolling pronouciations, verbs proverbs, guys n gals' usage thingy is driving me mad.
but it's really interesting to learn a foreign language.
and my spanish tutor, Maestro (teacher) Esteban, at
he appeared to be shy, but once he starts the lesson,
it's kinda fun and interesting as he's trying his best to make us say out the words.
it'll be weird and uncomfortable if i'm doing it alone, but nt when every1's doing it. =))

and one more thing, my BCOM tutor n my Spanish tutor are actually roommates man!!!
whoah,tt wad like so coincident la!

n know how we discover this?
they actually had the same penalty for handphone ringing in class la, dance to the ringtone man~!!!

hahaha...
n oh ya, my bcom tutor was a real smart guy man~!!!!
ahhahaha...
shall talk abt it next time..hohohoho

shall go do my tutorials le..
haven touched on them et..
faint~!!!


OH OH!!! before i end...

something bad's happening to me now~!!!!!!!!!!
my appetite had increased like no one's business la!!!!

normally i'll onli eat like around less than 5-6 spoons of rice for dinner,( less than 1 scoop)
but today, i ate 2 FULL BIG BOWLS of RICE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! + SOUP
though i finished it in 1 hr++ time,
but the amt i ate was like 8-10 times more than wad i eat normally la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN STUPID MAN!!!!!!!!!!!

wad am i doing,
think by the time u see me again,
i'll become a fat piggy GY le la.....
sad man..


6 more days to go..
i'm looking forward to it, but at the same time,
i'm kinda worried abt it..
hmm hmm..

Science Centre Trip

inconsistant weather,
non-long-lasting heels
fluctuating emotions....


suddenly realised that i've had been staying in the current comfort zone of mine.
realised that i had missed out a lot of tings going around me.
yearn for a change, but was frightened to make the move.

maybe i'm just a self centred ass, that didnt cares abt others other than myself?


lots of self reflections to be done
avoiding wasnt the solution.
emo


不看不想不理假装不懂
心挣扎

walle
shopping
self-select class
work
sick
sianz.

This sat was totally packed!!!
have to work in de morning,
den gg to meet pris in de afternoon
den later gg east coast in evening...
=.=


i'm tired....

feeling kinda stupid.
hahaha..

tot i was online all the while, but in the end, i forget to change my MSN status to online,
so ended up, appearing offline for an hr plus, n emo over some dumb things
hahahaa



anyway, work work today.
didnt catch enough slp last night,
so was feeling weak n sick again
suddenly i got kang chiong n need to finish a couple of things today.
somehow i'm too slow i guess..
hm hmm..
dun feel gd abt it..

n felt like vomiting on bus home, DAMN man.


reminder to myself:
"Look Where u are Walking" hahaha..

finished watching Hana Yori Dango season 1 n 2

oh oh, damn nice..
n DOMYOUJI~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE u~
ahahahaha


simply love it..

ahhaha..


when..
expectation = disappointment

it simply make me sad..

hence, i'm nt gg to repeat tt again..
i hope i can do tt..

JIA YOU GY~ =D