BAD DAY!!!!

haiz, simply hates my carelessness...
wanna go bugis with de rest to shop de, n meantime i can take a look out for some1's present..
but due to my carelessness, i lost my wallet, which has $70++ in it, in de canteen 2!!!!
haiz..
so in de end no shopping for me..


hm... must really thx my friends, for de effort to help me search for my wallet, n comforting me ..
n thx xue mi, sin li, jessica for lending me de money~
tt's y i can take bus n go home, if nt haha, maybe i'll need to walk home i think..
n MC!!!! weee... i love de coffee bean mocha ice blended..
hahaha.. yummy~
n gan xie wor, hahah..
for hear me keep on repeating de $70 + $21= near $100 complain..
lol...
u even help me to finish de story.... MUAHAHHAHAHA


reached home, told my parents i lose my wallet, n i lied to them that it somehow dunno when fall out of my bag, n i lied tt there's onli maybe abt $50++ in it, so heng, no scoldings, just some remarks n naggings onli. they know me too well, i'm dumb n careless, n Y CARRY SO MUCH MONEY WITH ME!!!!!
haiz...
n DUMBO la,
this is de 2nd time i lost my wallet this yr,
first time there wasnt much $$ in it, but my IC n ATM card's in de wallet..
this time, no IC no ATM card in wallet, but my $70++, our onli neoprints, our movie tickets, my ezlink..

haiz...
looks like i really got to be more alertive abt my valuables~~~!!!!! =)


though today's a bad shuay day~
but becoz of all my friends' concern,
somehow, it's nt tt bad afterall.. =D

WEE my kor rocks~!!!!

haha, thx to my kor n de modem he brought back months ago, i can now finally use my lappy to go online!!!! wee =D

haha...
now i can finally tell him " i try de modem alrdy n IT CAN BE USED!!!!"
haha..
he's been nagging me on this for dunno how many weeks le, n i'm just too lazy to try, coz need to connect a couple of things siah, troublesome la~
hahaha...

tml bugis shopping after sch...
wee..
got to take a look out on SOMEONE'S present too.. * pee pee =P
but wad to buy siah~ no idea no idea la...
hahaha..

Tell me, what's going to happen next?
de insecurity, de uncertainty, everything's nt feeling right..
i can feel the fear in me...
so tell me, what's next....?

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saw u online, but was hesitating if i should go talk to u..
it seems like i dun really dare to do it..
anyway, 只希望你好就好了.....

why go round doubting abt ur existance? =)

yea y eh?
sometimes ppl will qn themselves abt why are they born in this world, why is it that it's him/her tt's given birth to n nt others....
well, i dunno why too..
there's no ans to it i suppose..
n i think there's no point to ponder on these qns too as u arent gg to get a correct ans for it...

but u can think it this way.
there must be a reason for y de creator brought u here..
ur existance had n will brighten up a lot ppl's life, bring smiles n joy to those u care..

picture this...
wads de first expression of ur mom when she first carries u in her arms? it's a =D right~
tt joy tt happiness, it's gonna be a life-long memory of hers..


think abt ur friends, u give them de comfort when they're down, u give them accompaniment n etc..

no point keep giving the examples..

u, are useful in a way or another, it's just a matter of if u had discovered it yet..
n y go keep thinking abt the qns mentioned above??
it'll do u nth but many more doubts of urself,
y nt go think abt what u can do to make urself more useful n make ur existance more meaningful n worthwhile..??

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...... i simply hates de feeling of unable to express myself..
tt's sickening..... =.=

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*i told myself tt i'll start to work hard from this week onwards for my exam n mainly for
MYSELF
but i've been playing gunbound straight away when i reached home..
hell moo moo...
wad am i doing...
i need more self control... more n MUCH MORE~~!!!!!!!!!!! =/


BED TIME~~!!!!!

Learning........

learning to trust,
learning to let u have things in de way u want it to be,
learning to nt to think too much...
learning nt to be ur burden...
learning... n learning..

a fact known,
i'm nt as 懂事 as u are...
haiz.........

心
，
又
痛
了
一
下
。

somehow, it just hurts..........

HappY Day~

went to far east plaza to meet up with clover,
she's late, so i waited for her at the bus stop..
*whistle* she looked damn nice lo, in her outfit, haha, unlike me, still de same old tee n shorts..

haha, guess wad, Clover say i look very lady-liked lei~
haha, unexpected compliment =D wee~

we spend our whole afternoon at far east plaza walking, choosing, trying..
n OH HAHAHAH!!!!
we saw YUXUAN at far east plaza,
actually is he saw us, then he called my name, we turned n tata, saw yuxuan ~!!!!
ahhaha, so surprise to see him siah
haha, so we chatted a while, n went our seperate ways again.
haha, eeeeeeeeee, yuxuan so wad de lei, he walked off without saying bye~ =.=
haha, but nvm, was quite happy with the lame conversation.. =D

clover bought herself n her friend a necklace each, n me being itchy handed, bought one too.. >.< forgive me dear i too itchy hand le..
we also bought something for our friend too..
n i bought myself a long demin pants, wee, $32, quite ok i think..
hahaha...

overall, enjoy de day lots,
yoz thx yao jing for today wor~
had a lot fun laughing n shopping with u~
ahhaa.. next time go tgt again~ =D

hmm, tml, Kbox session with Qiao fei,
n oh no, ahaha.. i dunno much songs so wad shall i sing tml..
hmm hmm...



it's a gd idea to keep myself occupied with events, so i wont have de time for those -ve tots..
i miss ya now..
do u feel de same?? =)

disappointments...
Quality Vs quantity..

just hope tt de same things will nt repeat itself too frequent, i'm very sure i'll get pissed soon..

tt's all...

Ur Craze My Worry

hmm, yup, de title's just sum everything up~ =D

it's 6.50am, should be packing n prepairing to to sch,
but i dun wanna be early for LMS as it's kinda boring, so..
i'm trying to waste my time here...

hahaha...

can i request for a housework-free life??
it's really killing me to do all those housework after a tiring day..
though i always try to find excuse to escape from it, though i always grumbled over it,
but i still went to do them...

i'm TIRED and ANNOYED!!!!
STOP CALLING ME TO DO THIS N TT,
TOTALLY SICK OF IT ~~!!!!!
STOP CONSTANTLY NAGGING AT MY EARS!!!!!
STOP IT~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i'll be so grateful if u would just leave me alone....
tiredness---> bad mood ----> outburst~( burst at here onli.. =.=)
haiz..
我累了~
i wanna slp..
n i shall go slp now AFTER I FINISH MY DISH WASHING~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tml Life Management Skills at 8-10 am.. =.=lll

=(

when studying isn't about just the textbks and the notes, it involves u to continue with the researching and finding outs, this just turns me off.
i'm lazy to do all these, but it seems like without all these further studies, i'm nt gg to do well for my modules. tt's discouraging..

hmm, Mr Lee, my macroecon tutor is abit weird i think..
he kept trying to get me, clover n sinli's attention at the end of the lesson.
y cant he just let us do our gals talk when u aren't teaching anything..
n y u so interested in our conversation??
haha.. he's a funny guy..
funny, but i can sense that he cares about us, so tt's a gd thing to know aint it. =D




the atmosphere's getting more n more unpredictable, just like the weather.
i dun like all those guessings, just be straight forward n say things out??
haha..

moodles day..

n damn it, i finally had de time to take nap, but i just cant fall asleep..
hope i can slp for tonight..
tt's all...


i wanna slim down..

nth much abt today,
Blaw test's over, n i'm sure i'm nt gg to score for it even though it's EASY!!!!!
yup it's easy, but since i didnt study much abt it, so think at most a pass??
haiya, wadever la, test onli, as long as i pass my final exam can le..

hmm...
dunno wad to blog siah~
u say blog abt my tots n so on de, but tt'll be too persona i think..
so shall nt reveal too much here..
hahaha..


not in de blogging mood now..
think tt's all le..


friday friday~ i'm looking forward to it~ =D

oh well, today's kinda bad day for me i think..
went sch, during BMGT tutorial, mens cramp till so serious tt i ran to toilet to vomit..
cant concentrate nor catch anything in the tutorial.. sianz..
de yaos ah~
so gd hor..
keep on saying i pregnant.. =.=lll
but tt's funny~
n thx thx yongjia n xin li, for pei me go toilet~ =D
haha..

after bmgt end, decided to skip law lecture n go home..
but cant really walk, walk a while den wanna vomit again..
n tata, went to blk 56's toilet n vomit again.. =.=
ren yao~ thx oh~
thx for pei me go Toilet n pei me go take cab,
woohoo~ thx ren yao~ muackz~ =D

went to de nearest clinic, waited for near 2 hrs went in for less than 10 min,
n tata..
$18 gone..
anyway.. de doc gave me med, and he told me if de serious cramping persist for 3-4 months, if yes, den must go see specialist, coz tt means somethings' wrong..

haiz.. pls pls..
i'm a healthy woman..
=D

tml have blaw test, BCA quiz..
blaw ans presentation..
sianz..
i'm damn tired now.. =.=lll

ARG!!!! stupid IAC reflection!!!
i totally had nothing to say abt it, except how i detest it!! but i aint tt crazy to write this in the reflection when de tutor's going to grade it right~
haiz..
i look at the qns given, n try to dig hard into my brain for an ans..
i've been doing on it for half an hour n haven even finish 1 qn.. =.=
hell mooo moo..
sianz..

haiz...

time= 7.27am,
going to skip my BMGT lecture again.. ~ wee.. so meaning my lesson will onli starts at
1pm...
den why am i here???!!! u should know y.. hehe.. =D

haha... =D

anyway, some updates abt ytd..
ytd POA e-learning, so no lessons for tt day..
did my online poa quiz, n scored 28/40,
didnt do very well, i expect better, esp when i can refer to my notes when doing...
but nvm, it's still a pass.. =D

went to yeo chu kang n waited for him..
his lesson ended late, so i waited for him at de train platform...
got bored, so called jess for directions on how to get to NYP..
haha..
but soon after i hang up, he msged me tt his lesson ended n he's coming.... wooho..
he's in formal wear lei~~ so so so _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .. MUAHAHAH...
proceed to PS, dine at Secret Receipe, walk around for a while n went home..=D



dumb me, i onli realised that i haven do my IAC Spies R Us reflection last night, when we are supposed to submit it by ytd 5pm.. die die..
heck la, later den do.. since i got so much time now.. =D

My girl's English really so cham?

Oh well, I did the editing to the recent posts. Nothing else was looked into. Promise. =)

Shes sleeping now, I guess so. They say cute people have cuter faces when they sleep. Now I wonder how she'll look? Hmmmm~~ I wonder... saliva dripping? Snoring away like she didn't sleep for 3 days? Cute

A thousand apologies for those tears shed, could blame me instead of the over-reactive tear glands. =) Hahax. Nevertheless, its over now already, not entirely my fault nor entirely yours. This is a 2 people thing alright.

P.S.
Bystanders that are looking should only look. Save your comments to yourselves, if its bad. =)

Though a bit playful sometimes, still she makes a wonderful lady to me. (Beauty in the eyes of the beholder) =X

Boy shes gonna stomp over to my place tomorrow and take me by the neck like a chicken and exclaim "WHO SAID U COULD POST ON MY BLOG HUH!?" Haaa! I would be half asleep by then.

Alright on to the serious stuff...

Thank you GY for remembering this word I taught you. "Compromise"
Many couples forget this when they get into conflicts and stuff...
Pride gets in their way, hinders their line of thinking.
They fail to remember what lays underneath that layer of pride...
Love.
Lets communicate more alright? So I'll get to know you even better.
So you can listen to more sweet stuff right? Haha, ok i was kidding on that part.

*Don't kill me when u read this* *I love u*

i'm nt so emotional le..
i'm feeling better le..
calming down le..

now i'm waiting..
regardless what's de ans..
i'll just take n accept it..
yup..

n tt's all...

=D

i think i'm making things worse now..

明明很爱,却一直在伤害，
Wad am i doing now??
Will saying sorry help??
Will u read this???
Will u still be there???

i'm startin to detest myself..

when the hurt is done, a scar is left behind.
things can be forgiven, but cant be forgotten.

i thought i could get over it,
i thought maybe we could still be like yesterday,
but it turned out to be a no, especially not when i was alone.


i hate being a cry baby, but somehow i'm still one..
blame de tear glands for being over reactive..
pain.. tt's wad i'm feeling now..


i just hope this is just another pms mood swing....